Tag Archives: Faith

Better Me! 

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Becoming better is what I pursue 

A happier me, a better version, too 

Learning to love myself, it’s overdue 

And to my heart, I promise to stay true 

I’ll embrace my flaws, let go of the past 

And cherish the memories that forever will last 

I’ll find joy in the little things and make them last 

And look forward to the future with steadfast hope 

I’ll love myself more and treat myself well 

And let my inner beauty radiate and swell 

I’ll believe in myself and never ever fall 

For I am capable, strong, and can excel 

So here’s to the journey of becoming a better me 

A happier version, the best I can be 

I’ll love myself always, unconditionally 

And share this love with all endlessly 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Good Afternoon

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Good afternoon, dear friends, the sun is high above
The sky is blue and bright, it fills our hearts with love
The day is young, and the world is new, let’s seize the moment now
And make the most of every hour, before the sun goes down
Let’s laugh and sing, and dance and play, let’s live our lives with joy
And cherish every precious moment, like a child with a new toy
Good afternoon, dear friends, let’s enjoy this day together
And let the sun’s warmth remind us of life’s simple pleasures.

Blessings and Love!

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Love Cycle!

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  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depending on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- The first couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, and cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit, everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well, you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why do I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point, you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn, think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other wants, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What do you think?

#JustWrite

Chill!

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C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed.

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Chilling

Tough!

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I am a fortress, built of stone and steel

My heart encased, unable to feel

I am tough, hardened by life’s cruel cost

But lost, adrift, with no sense of exhaust.

My walls are high, my moat is deep

My guard is up, my secrets to keep

I am impenetrable, a force to behold

Yet inside I am empty, alone and cold.

I’ve been hurt before, too many times

So I protect myself, with these hardened lines

I don’t let anyone in, no matter how close

For fear of the pain, the hurt and the blows.

But sometimes I wonder, is it worth the cost

To be tough, hard, guarded and lost?

To live life in solitude, with no one to trust

Is this really what it means to be tough?

-Tough-

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💚🧡💛💗💜🤍❤

Thank you for reading.

💛 Butterfly

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In the garden, a yellow butterfly
Flits and flutters, soaring high
Its wings, a canvas of vibrant hue
A sight that brings joy anew

Its grace in flight, a dance in motion
A symbol of freedom and devotion
To suck the nectar of life’s sweetest bloom
And transcend beyond all gloom

With each flutter of its wings
A melody of hope it sings
A reminder of life’s fleeting beauty
And the power of love and duty

Oh, yellow butterfly, you inspire
With your vibrant wings that never tire
May we learn from your grace and flight
And soar towards our own true light

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for.

28 Yellow Butterflies in The United States (with Pictures)
https://writeblg.com/2023/02/08/the-butterfly/

Honest-Feels Tonight

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Hello All,

Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.

But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to.  Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.

Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…

So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.

Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION

Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,

Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.

Hope you all night is better!

My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.

She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.