A heart full of love
Sees beauty in every strife
Healing comes with ease
Peaceful mind and joyful soul
Embracing life with open arms

Blessings and Love!
Thank you for stopping by.


A heart full of love
Sees beauty in every strife
Healing comes with ease
Peaceful mind and joyful soul
Embracing life with open arms

Blessings and Love!
Thank you for stopping by.


C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous
H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working
I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable
L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light
L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed.
Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.
Be you!
Be chill!

Blessings and Love!
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I am a fortress, built of stone and steel
My heart encased, unable to feel
I am tough, hardened by life’s cruel cost
But lost, adrift, with no sense of exhaust.
My walls are high, my moat is deep
My guard is up, my secrets to keep
I am impenetrable, a force to behold
Yet inside I am empty, alone and cold.
I’ve been hurt before, too many times
So I protect myself, with these hardened lines
I don’t let anyone in, no matter how close
For fear of the pain, the hurt and the blows.
But sometimes I wonder, is it worth the cost
To be tough, hard, guarded and lost?
To live life in solitude, with no one to trust
Is this really what it means to be tough?
-Tough-

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In the garden, a yellow butterfly
Flits and flutters, soaring high
Its wings, a canvas of vibrant hue
A sight that brings joy anew
Its grace in flight, a dance in motion
A symbol of freedom and devotion
To suck the nectar of life’s sweetest bloom
And transcend beyond all gloom
With each flutter of its wings
A melody of hope it sings
A reminder of life’s fleeting beauty
And the power of love and duty
Oh, yellow butterfly, you inspire
With your vibrant wings that never tire
May we learn from your grace and flight
And soar towards our own true light

Blessings and Love!
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Leaves turn gold and red
As fall air brings a chill wind
Saturday’s cold breath
Nature’s beauty on display
A crisp and cozy chill day
Happy Saturday! Have a good one

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Hello All,
Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.
But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to. Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.
Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…
So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.
Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION
Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,
Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.
Hope you all night is better!
My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.
She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL
Have a good one.

Blessings and Love
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Golden sun rises
Work calls, but family first
Love in every breath
Morning brings new beginnings
Blessed to share it all with you.
Good Morning all
Have a good one!

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Being an overthinker, my mind’s always tense
I worry and fret, it just doesn’t make sense
I analyze everything, from big to small
My thoughts never stop. I can’t relax at all
I replay conversations, thinking what I could say
Wondering if I offended, if they’ll think I’m okay
I worry about the future, what it may hold
And if I’ll be ready if I’ll be bold
But being an overthinker isn’t all bad
It helps me prepare for what may be had
I’m always thinking, always one step ahead
I won’t be caught off guard, that’s what I’ve said
So, even though my mind’s always on the go
I’ll embrace my overthinking and let it flow
It’s a part of who I am, and that’s okay
I’ll keep moving forward, day by day

Blessings and Love!
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In the fields of green, under the warm sun’s beam
I raise my voice, I let my words be seen
No longer silent, no longer small
I speak my truth, I stand up tall.
In this pastoral scene, I find my strength
My voice is heard, it goes to great lengths
The birds, the trees, the gentle breeze
All listen closely to my pleas.
I am no longer afraid to speak
To share my thoughts, to be unique
For in this peaceful, idyllic place
I am reminded of my own grace.
So let us all find our own voice
To speak up loud, to make a choice
For in this world, we all have a place
And our words can help us find our grace.
-Speak Up!-

Blessings and Love!
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Hello all, how is it going?
Tonight, I am doing some writing prompts. Sometimes I like to just do them to pass time and other times it helps me with my writing for poetry, creative writing and for my book. Do you like to do writing prompts? Whether it’s for fun, creative writing, or to help with writer’s block. That has been my day and night. Cool day and of course I love when great ideas come together, and I get my goals completed. Have you tried doing some? And if so, do you like it? Does it help you?
Also is anyone participating in NaNoWriMo 2023? This is the second year participating and so far, so good. I like it and want to participate again next year. It keeps me on track with writing and my writing goals. Also, good resources on website. If you do not know about it and want to learn more information on NaNoWriMo the website is www.nanowrimo.org.
You might enjoy it and maybe it might help those who writes a lot. If you are participating and want to look me up on the website and see my progress my username is Relaine87. Let me know what you think about the website. Write On!!! Writing goals helps!!!!
Have a few projects I am working on and more writing goals! Get It Done!
Again, that is my night. She just writing away and enjoying it. Hope you all are having a good weekend. Author/Blogger here! Happy Writing. Have a good one.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings! 🖤🤎💙💗💛💚🧡❤🤍💜
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