Tag Archives: Faith

Dreamer, Lover, Warrior! 

She walks upon the earth with grace, 
A woman of many faces, a dreamer, a lover, a warrior, 
A true lioness, fierce and strong in her ways. 

In her dreams, she roams free, 
A wild spirit, untamed and untethered, 
Following her heart without hesitation, 
Exploring the depths of her imagination. 

As a lover, she is tender and kind, 
Her heart overflowing with passion and desire, 
She gives herself freely to those who worthy of her love, 
And cherishes the moments that they share. 

But do not mistake her gentle nature, 
For within her beats the heart of a warrior, 
A fierce defender of all that she holds dear, 
She will fight to protect, with no hint of fear. 

She is a true lioness, a force to be reckoned with, 
Her spirit unbreakable, her will unyielding, 
A woman of many faces, a dreamer, a lover, a warrior, 
A true inspiration to all who cross her path. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Trusting.

Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on; I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust, man. I need to learn how to open up more and let people in; that is hard, though. Wrote poems and blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to a life coach. Nowadays, I have been trying to balance everything out and learn new techniques. Sometimes, I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decided to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out, and see if we could move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be, and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard, again, in my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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Cheers!

Cheers to me!

Celebrate turning a new age
37 years young and proud
Shining bright, joyful
Cheers to me
Blood, sweat, and tears
I am still here
Strong and courageous
Beautiful and talented
Cheers to me
On this mission
Happy, peaceful
Doing what I want
Cheers to me
As I continue to
Pursue my dreams
Flying high, feeling good
Cheers to me
Such a journey
Through the good and bad
Life
Has been good to me
A unique soul inside me
I celebrate me
A Leo queen

It’s
Cheers to me

37 and FINE!!



Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading



My Heart Guarded II

This heart is guarded,

Afraid to give and receive love

Scared to open up

To expose these vulnerabilities.

The fear of being hurt

Of being left broken and shattered

Dismissed, unwanted

It holds me back from taking risks

From letting someone in.

Yet deep down

There is a longing for connection

For a love that is pure and true

A love that can heal and mend.

So, this heart is guarded

Continues to search and yearn

Hoping one day I will find

The courage to take the leap

And give and receive love fearlessly

But, Damn

My heart is still guarded……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤️

Thank you for reading.

My Heart Guarded

Release

Take that step and

Be ready to

Release what’s holding onto you

Or inside of you

Release those strong holdings

Release what is built up

Release it all

Start anew

Release that doubt in your mind

Release that not good enough feeling

Release those who say that you can’t

Release it all

Build anew

Release that fear

Release bad energy

Release your toxic thoughts and/or ways

Release the tension

Release it all

Be a new you, better you

Release the anger, scaredness, and sadness

Release that old version of you

It is time for new beginnings

Release it all

And become the newer You!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Confession I

Hello everyone

It is confession time and yes, I am sharing this and honestly, I don’t know if I should be embarrassed about this or not lol. Share and Confess

So, I am 36 years old, and next August, I will be the big 37, and guess what? I still do not know how to drive. Yeah, crazy, right. I have a fear of driving and also being in cars, traffic period. My sister recently asked me why and what the problem is she feels me not driving is an issue. And honestly, it is kind of is I do have 2 kids and have to get around more easily. To get around, I take buses and Lyfts/cabs, and even in those, I am scared. She says that I am putting my life in others’ hands instead of driving myself. I feel even if you drive yourself, you are still in others’ hands because you do not know how a person will be on the road. The fear started when I was a teenager, I had gotten into a couple of wrecks, and since then, I had just been scared. I have tried only twice. The first time, I was 26 years old and drove around the block twice and was like I am done. And the second time, it was just down the street, and I stopped myself and didn’t want to finish. Want to get over this fear and take those steps to learn how to drive and be confident in it. Try to tell myself to just do it but it is not easy for me. I probably get made fun of it due to my age and not being able to get anywhere I want. My kids even tell me I need to drive. It is so frustrating having this fear and I don’t know what to do about it. Want to be able to drive so I can take my kids places without paying extra for cabs and waiting for them. I am going to do some research on how I can calm myself and my mind and not think negatively when it comes to driving and cars. I kind of hate that it is this way and constantly question myself on why not just try. Why not get in a car and freaking drive ugghh? I annoy myself, I tell you lol.

I wanted to write this because lately, with a new year coming up, it has been on my mind. I would love to be able to move around more freely and want to get it done, stop being scared and a baby about it. Maybe I should take a driving class or some type of therapy. I don’t know. I must figure it out seriously. HELP!

Is anybody else struggling to face their fears? Care to share those fears? Any tips for me?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.