Tag Archives: Feelings

Ms. Misunderstood

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Alas, my words fall on deaf ears

My thoughts ignored, my hopes in tears

Misunderstood, overlooked, unseen

I stand alone, a forgotten dream.

I pour my heart out on the page

But still, they do not understand my rage.

My passion for life, my desire to be known

Lost in a sea of indifference, I am alone.

Oh, to be heard, to be seen, to be understood

But instead, I am left in solitude.

My voice echoes in an empty room

A silent plea for understanding, an ineffective doom.

So, I write on, despite the pain

Hoping one day, my words will not be in vain

Until then, I remain misunderstood

A poet lost in a world that does not see the good.

She is

Ms. Misunderstood!

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Rage III

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Rage in my heart, beats like thunder

A tempest raging deep within

My thoughts, a wild and fearsome wonder

A storm that’s set to never end

My anger rises like a fire

A burning flame that knows no end

My soul consumed by its desire

To lash out, to break and bend

Ripping apart my peace

Anger boiling deep within

Grinding teeth and shaking fists

Explosive fury taking over

Blood boiling

Over and over

Damn this rage inside of me…

Blessings and Love!

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Rage

Rage II

Chill

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Just Write Just Chill!!!
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Chill!!

C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

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Chilling

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A Thought…(A Poem)

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Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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Walking Away!

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Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

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Loving Self!!

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Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose yourself.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give in to a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed yourself and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you’ve got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is, honestly, how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

Self-love is essential for my thoughts and feelings. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

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Last Goodbye…

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Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

So, the last difficult goodbye I had to say was to my mom. She was battling kidney failure for twelve years. In the months of November and December of 2020 her health started to take a turn. Held on for two months. She was in hospice for a week and a half. It was two years ago and tomorrow would be the 2nd year anniversary of her passing. February 28th, 2021.

It was a very hard goodbye. Painful as I was there the whole time and watching her transition. That day is one I would not forget. Some of the things she went through is etched in my mind. The only thing is that I was able to have a last talk with her. Her words are also etched in my mind.

Losing a parent, the healing process is no easy task. Hell losing anyone the healing will not be easy. Keep telling myself not to be sad tomorrow but remember the good things.

Shoutout to those who have lost someone and is in the healing stage. Stay strong! Trust, I know it is not easy. One day at a time.

Kind of happy I let this out…. Such a difficult goodbye.

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🤍❤

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T.O.L.-Time Travel!

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Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.

That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?

My night writing and too much thinking.

Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.

Blessings and Love!

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