Tag Archives: MyThoughts

Emotional Unavailable

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I am a fortress, strong and tall 

Yet within me lies an empty hall 

I keep my emotions locked away 

Afraid to feel what they might say 

I tell myself that I am fine 

That love and pain are not worth the time 

But deep down, I know it’s not true 

For the ache inside just continues to brew 

I push away those who come too close 

And keep my heart tightly closed 

But sometimes in the dead of night 

I wonder if I’m doing this right 

Is it better to be alone and secure 

Or to risk it all and hope for more? 

I am emotionally unavailable, it’s true 

Maybe one day, I’ll let someone through 

Until then I am Ms. Emotional Unavailable! 

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💚💗💛🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading. 

True Story!!

https://writeblg.com/2023/10/09/me-vs-vulnerability

Consistency.

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Hello all, I want to talk about consistency.

For me, consistency is being steady, accurate, and following through with something prompt. Keep up with what you started. Being consistent is important, especially in working towards your goals and dreams, making changes in your life, fitness, education, and more. You have to be on top of everything and make sure you stay on track. If you keep slacking or putting stuff off for another time, you will get nothing done. Maybe set schedules to help you along the way. I know sometimes life gets in the way, pick yourself up and try to get back on track. Be consistent in life, and you will get results; well, that is my opinion. That goes for friendships and any relationship. You both have to be consistent with each other and on the same page.

Consistency or being consistent can be in any situation, job, or career anything you do or want to do. I wanted to talk about the is. In the past years ago, I had a problem with being consistent with my writing. I would write one day then it will be months before I write again. I had to quickly change that. I am very consistent with the pen now lol. That is on my mind tonight, of course, Ms. Thinker! LOL

Thoughts? What does it mean to you? Do you have a hard time being consistent?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Want to share a few quotes topic of consistency.

Control Freak! II 

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In the labyrinth of my mind, I hold sway 

A puppeteer of thoughts, emotions, and will 

Control, my companion day after day 

Dictating each moment, a thirst to fulfill 

Like a tempest in a teacup, I reign 

Over every detail, every single choice 

Fearful of losing power, going insane 

Ignoring the whispers of my inner voice 

But in the quiet moments of the night 

When shadows dance and silence fill the air 

I glimpse a truth shimmering in the light 

That control is an illusion, a snare 

But 

I am a control freak 

Power, control, my destiny 

Always in my hand 

-Control Freak II- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Control Freak! 

Fantasy World!

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Fantasy world 

Here I come 

In my fantasy 

I am numb 

Fantasy world 

Here I come 

Tuning out reality 

Free 

Magical 

Fantasy world 

Here I am 

No worries 

No cares 

Fun-filled 

So much 

Cheer 

Delightful 

Creatures 

Come to life 

Fantasy world 

Here I am 

Imagination wild 

Giggles 

And Potions 

Chocolates and roses 

Fantasy world 

Here I go 

Singing and 

Dancing 

No fear 

Such a damn escape

In this fantasy world 

Sometimes I wished I lived 

Such a fantasy….. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Rare!

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Rare is hard to find. True Indeed!

Sharing some quotes on being Rare, Rare Love!

Hope you enjoy!

I love these quotes and feel I am looking for rare! These quotes match with how I feel about being rare and finding love that is rare.

What do you think when you hear the word Rare? Feel free to share your thoughts.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Needed! 

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I want to be needed, to feel wanted 
To know that my presence is valued and granted 
To be the one that someone can rely on 
Through thick and thin, from dusk till dawn 

It’s not about attention or praise 
But the feeling of being useful in many ways 
To be a shoulder to cry on in times of sorrow 
And a source of joy, hope, and strength for tomorrow 

It’s the little things that make my heart soar 
A simple “thank you” or a knock on my door 
A smile, a hug, a sincere word of appreciation 
That fills my soul with love and admiration 

Here I am, a humble and willing friend 
Ready to support and encourage till the end 
For I believe that we all need someone to lean on 
And I am grateful to be that someone, before I’m gone 

-Needed-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Storms…

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Storms…

There will be bad days, good days, and days where it’s up and down. I know it will be a process, and I will not feel better overnight. This process, this storm I am in, will not last long. Strong winds, heavy rain, hail, lightning, and thunder will not keep me down.

The storm is strong and raging, and I am thankful I am not at the moment. As the storms continue, I will continue to be strong—stronger than the winds, stronger than my battles. I will survive this storm; it is the only way.

I will be calm; I will not rage with the storm. Yes, I am better than that. One day at a time, I tell myself I got this. And I do strength, guidance, and with God.

This storm again will not me down. Strong Black Woman. I Got This!

I survive storms!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Scared to Love!

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She lived her life in solitude,
Afraid to give her heart away,
For every time she let someone close
They left her with nothing to say

She was scared of love and all its pain
Of the heartbreak that it brought
So, she built a wall around her heart
And kept her feelings in a knot

She watched as others fell in love
And wanted that bliss, that feeling of love 
But the thought of opening her heart up
Was something she couldn’t dismiss

One day she met a special someone 
Who saw through her tough facade 
And slowly but surely, he broke down her walls
Until she was no longer scared

She learned that love can be a beautiful thing
When shared with the right person
And that taking a chance on love
Is always worth the risk of hurting

So, if you’re scared of love like she once was
Just remember that it’s okay
When you find the right person
All those fears will fade away….. 

-Scared To Love- 

Blessings and Love 

Thank you for reading.

Possibility

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Hearing this word gives hope. Anything is possible and there are many possibilities available. I know that I have the possibility to do great things. Have potential and it is possible that I can be a great writer. The possibility is high, and yes, I am reaching. My dreams are possible. Possible that I believe in what I do. I know that I have the possibility to make others happy as well as myself. Have to be strong and know that with faith, anything you put your mind to will happen. Again, Anything is possible. Believe! Possibilities!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

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