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Miss Mom..

Every day that passes by 

I can’t help but wonder why 

You had to go so far away 

Leaving me here, alone to stay 

My heart is heavy, full of pain 

As I long to see you once again 

To feel your love, your warm embrace 

And see the smile on your face 

I miss the times we used to share 

The laughter, love, and all the care 

I miss your voice, your gentle touch 

And all the things I loved so much 

But even though you’re far away 

My love for you will never stray 

For you are always in my heart 

And we will never be apart 

So until the day we meet again 

I’ll hold you close, my dear mom  

And cherish all the memories 

Of the love that you have given me 

Forever missing you 

-Miss Mom- 

Blessings and Love! 

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Me, Again 

Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet.  

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for. 

Goofy Side! 

Being goofy is so much fun 

Laughter and joy are never done 

Foolishness is the name of the game 

With friends and family, it’s never the same 

When life gets too serious and dull 

Being goofy is the way to cull 

The tension and stress that we feel 

And embrace the moment with zeal 

Being silly and carefree 

Is a way to live life, you’ll see 

So, let’s adopt our inner child 

Yes, indeed unleash 

And be goofy for a while. 

🤪🤪

Blessings and Love! 

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Pain & Pleasure!

The pain I feel when we are

Apart

How my mind, heart, and body aches

That painful feeling, a gut punch

The pain I feel when I think

I cannot have you

The pain of my wrath

And then

That feeling of it is worth it

Pleasure, I feel when you are beside me

Pleasure through my heart, my body

Knowing you are there, you love me

Your never scared

Pleasuring in knowing our bond

Is like no other

The Pain & Pleasure of loving you

I will endure

In the end we both are worth it

The Pain & Pleasure of true love

Pain & Pleasure we face together

And here on out

Our love gets better

Pain & Pleasure

We

Share together!

-Pain & Pleasure-

Blessings and Love!

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Night Person 

I am most definitely a night person. That is when I love to relax with music, watch tv, play on the game, or write. I like the quietness of the night. Nights are calm and peaceful, and I love it. My creativity comes alive!! 

Blessings!

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In The Night! | Just Write (writeblg.com) 

Night Glow! | Just Write (writeblg.com)

Favorite Meals

My family’s top 3 favorite meals are Number One- breakfast food. My kids love it when I make cinnamon or chocolate chip pancakes or French toast, southern fried potatoes, scrambled eggs, sausages, and bacon. Sometimes, that is what they want for lunch and dinner that would be our most favorite. The second one is Tacos, and yes, my kids want it every Tuesday night. Taco Tuesday, they like to say. So, on Tuesdays, I would do them tacos, sometimes burritos and nachos. I am not an enthusiastic fan of tacos like my kids, but I make them a lot because they love them so much. The third meal my family loves is Cajun Sausage, Shrimp, or Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo pasta with broccoli and salad and garlic bread on the side. We also like to try different kinds of pasta and sauces. I sometimes like to add steak to my pasta meals, too. Yummy! 

Blessings and Love! 

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Friday Thought!

Hello everyone!

Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.


No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again, FAILURE is not an OPTION.

How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!


Blessings All!


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One day at a time. nAuthor here!

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Failing/Failure

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Her Eyes

Beach Or Mountains?

Though I love both beaches and mountains, mountains are cool and amazing to look at. I would prefer the Beach.

Reasons why is I am a water person I love to be near water. Beaches to me are good to go to, to unwind, have fun with family or friends, or just to be alone and think. Having fun in the sun and around the water with family is great and brings great memories.  

Beaches are so beautiful and I think of them as peaceful places. They are such a vibe. A good place for writing, reading, taking photos, relaxation with the sounds of the water. I just love them. 

Which do you pick? 

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Honest-Feels Tonight

Hello All,

Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.

But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to.  Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.

Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…

So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.

Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION

Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,

Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.

Hope you all night is better!

My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.

She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love

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