Tag Archives: Pain

The Weight of What Was Real!

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The truth came not as a whisper

Just raw

But a loud thunderclap at dawn

Shattering the silence 

We’d built our lives upon

It wore no mask of mercy

No veil to soften the blow

Just raw

An unvarnished memory 

Of things we didn’t know

It peeled back painted stories

Exposed the hidden seams

Turning lullabies into warnings

And daylight into dreams

We begged it to be more kinder

To lie just one more time

But truth does not negotiate 

With comfort or with crime

It named the ghosts we buried

Uncloaked the quiet pain

And stitched our hearts with needles 

Of loss we can’t explain

Yet in its cruel unveiling

A strange release was found

For trauma born of honesty 

Still walks on solid ground

So let it burn the pages

Let it flood the past with light

Truth may wound without permission

But it never hides from sight!

Blessings and Love!

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Mad….

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Mad at life, mad at the world, mad

The anger within me makes me feel so bad

Why does everything have to be so hard?

Why can’t life just give me a break, a card?

I’m tired of struggling, tired of the pain,

I want to scream, to shout, to break the chains

But instead, I bottle it up, keep it inside

And let the anger fester, grow, and hide.

I know I shouldn’t be so mad at life

But sometimes it feels like an endless strife

I try to find hope, to see the light

But it’s hard to do when everything feels like a fight.

So, I’ll keep on going, keep on trying

And maybe one day, I’ll stop my crying

Until then, I’ll be mad at life, mad at the world, mad

And hope that someday, things won’t be so bad.

-MAD-

***A Poem***

Blessings and Love!

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Love Hurts

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When it hurts so bad

And your world is flipped

Love hurts

Going through the motions

Knowing what the truth is

Love hurts

Trying hard to understand the pain

Understand the how and why

Love hurts

Battling with blaming yourself

Questioning what’s all around you

Love hurts

To move on, lie it was nothing

Have to let go no matter what

Love hurts

But you know it’s all good

It’s good for your soul

Still it’s no denying that

Damn

Love Hurts

-Love Hurts-

Blessings and Love!

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Hidden Smile 

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Truth Set Me Free

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(Ask and you shall receive)

Thinking back to almost two years ago and last year, I asked God for signs, for assurance. I asked God many times if this was the right situation for me. I had no answers for months to a year. I started to feel good, started to feel all was good. I was finally happy with someone who I thought was all for me. When you get too comfortable with life, that’s when truth slaps you. Slaps you hard, has you dazed and very much confused, and that I was. I was talking to this guy for almost two years and thought it was great. I thought I was in love and in happiness, and it all changed. I found some things out last year after already talking to him for about 15 months. I found out that he was lying to me and was lying about a lot. Damn. I didn’t even have his real name. again Damn…

So, there I go down the rabbit hole with me doing research and coming to the conclusion that he was not for me, and I was not for him. After a year and two months of not talking to him, I am still in disbelief, still in pain. I mean, my heart really hurts. Though it may seem like it was easy for me to let go and walk away, it wasn’t, and it’s still not. I stopped answering text and phone calls, and sometimes, still to this day, he contacts me. I know I have to be strong. I now know that I am better off without this person in my life. Again, I am still hurting and really mad. At the same time, I am thankful and grateful that I found out everything that I did and made the right decision for my life. I asked and I received. It may not have been the moment I asked or days and months later, but it was answered. God works on his timing, and maybe I had to go through all the motions to get to this place. I am still healing, just another thing I need to heal from, but it is all good. The truth set me free and brought clarity to me. Forever grateful. I asked and I received, and the truth set me free.

      -Truth Set Me Free-

Blessings and Love!

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Hiding..

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In the faint shadows, where the sun’s rays fade

I hide my struggles, my pains, and my tears

In the twilight’s shade

Beneath the surface, where no light can seep

Lies a world of secrets. In silence, they creep

By day, I wear a mask of calm and grace

A smile so bright, no trace of inner space

But within my heart, a tempest swirls and roars

A storm is unseen behind closed doors

Each step I take, a dance upon the wire

Balancing my fears, a tightrope of desire

In the mirror’s gaze, I see a face so strong

Yet profound inside, I know where I belong

In the night, when stars begin to gleam

I find solace in my hidden dream

In the darkness, my soul can be

A whispered truth, a silent plea

I carry on, with courage undefined

Hiding my struggles in the corners of my mind

In this journey, I will find my way

And in the light, I’ll stand one day

-Hiding-

Blessings and Love!

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Grief and Pain 

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Gone are the days of joy and light 

Replaced by shadows endless night 

Every breath is a heavy weight 

Every moment filled with ache 

Fragments of a shattered soul 

Pierced by sorrow never whole 

The agony that knows no end 

Invisible wounds that time won’t mend 

Never-ending silent cries 

Echoing through endless skies 

Tears that fall like summer rain 

Searing heartache endless pain 

-Grief and Pain-

Blessings and Love! 

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Surgery

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Daily writing prompt
Have you ever had surgery? What for?
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Yes, I have had a few surgeries. I have had two C-Sections. I also had my gallstones removed, and there was a stone stuck in my lungs (Scary) so I had to have back-to-back surgery for that. I still have the picture of it (EWE) It happened in 2012 a week after giving birth to my daughter which was my second C-Section. So yes, I was in so much pain and had to be in recovery for weeks. That was the last time I had surgery. Thankfully.

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Worry….ME

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Are you a person who can easily walk away from challenging situations? Are you a person who can easily forgive? Easily forget the negative.

I am not that person. I worry too much and think about the past way too much. Something I do not like about myself. I am always on edge, and thinking about my past makes it worse, and then anxiety kicks in. Wish it were easy for me to forget stuff, to forgive, and to trust more. Want to easily walk away with no wounds. Wishful thinking huh? Yeah, it is annoying at times, and wish I could just leave the negative shit in the past. I worry too much it is crazy. Again, wish I can easily walk away from all the bad. Worrying a lot is stressful.

Ugh, too much on my mind right now, and I want to get away. Head spinning and mind racing fast. Have you ever had one of those days? Praying for it as always. Just writing to get my thoughts and feelings and vent out. Sometimes I have to whether it is a negative post or not. I just want to be able to forgive and forget. I am me, and right now, I am worrying and having anxiety, I must admit writing does help as it calms me for a moment. Praying for all of those having those bad days. Breathe and pray about it. Have faith.

Blessings and Love!

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Cuts of Pain

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Cut Deep

The pain cuts deep, a wound unseen

Lost and hurt, I try to glean

A way forward, to heal and mend

But the ache persists, it does not end

I mourn the loss of what once was

A love that’s gone, now just because

Of things unsaid, or left undone

I wish I could go back, and be someone

Who knew how to love, and how to care

Who could have saved us, from this despair

Now all that’s left, is this elegy

A tribute to what once was, but now must be

Laid to rest, and let go of

The pain and hurt, that once was love

May we find peace, in the memories we keep

And solace in the knowledge, that love runs deep.

While being deep in cuts of pain.

-Cuts Of Pain-

Blessings and Love!

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