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Love or Lust?

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Crazy: Love, Lust


Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. Your in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them, or their ways, everything irritate you. You question everything wondering if you made the right decision or is it LUST. Is it real or are they using you or, you using them what is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only to think so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships but, if it is constant and you feel stuck or it’s too much to deal with, or feel like you both can not get on better terms LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?

Blessings All
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T.O.L- Relax, Sleep

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I don’t understand why sometimes I just cannot relax or get a good night’s sleep. I do this all the time, knowing I’m tired, but still want to get so much done. Then I complain and cuss myself in the mornings because I’m still tired and have no energy. Like tonight, I have been working on editing my book for the last two weeks, and tonight that is what I am doing, and I know I have to be up at 5 am for work. But my crazy self wants to continue editing for at least another two hours and post for my blog. So determined and wanting to get it all done fast that it’s cutting into my relaxation and sleep schedule. Why? I always question myself. LOL. I guess tonight; I will have to force myself to bed. Luckily, I work early morning and part-time hours tomorrow, so after work, I am back at it and work on some book covers.

Is anybody else like this? It is kind of weird. LOL. Well, just a little thinking out loud. Blabbing. Time for bed. Homegirl is really tired! Have a goodnight all.

Blessings and Love

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Detox? Maybe!

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Have you ever thought about unplugging for a while? What I mean by that is turning off all devices, cutting off people who are not there for you, and just relaxing and having a quiet moment. I am feeling like that is what I need to do unplug from the world and all the chaos and focus on my mental health, physical health and just come out refreshed. Take a minute to really think about my future and what I really want for my family. Maybe a digital detox for a couple of weeks might help. Just thinking of ways to detox and learn to relax a little more. Trying to remain calm in chaotic situations. Going to do some research and see what I come up with and try some new things.

Just having a thinking out loud moment worrying about my mental and future. I am still a work in progress. Any advice for me? Have you been in a situation where you needed to step back and meditate for a while? How did you overcome the situation?

Hope you all have a great day. Blessings and Love

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T.O.L-What a Day, Overthinking

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Sometimes I wonder where all this overthinking gets me. I do not like it and tonight my mind is in overboard, elevated level, overload, just going miles. So much is on my mind, tried to keep busy with writing, then tried watching tv but that did not last long. Ugh, need to go to bed seriously praying tomorrow is a better day. Just thinking out loud. And I hate being emotional. What a day. What a night.

Hope yall night is better!

Blessings and Love!

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T.O.L-Dating

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Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared honestly of putting myself out there, letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, writing all day every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking well of course and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

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Idea, Business, Panic (LOL)

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My Ideas, I panic sometimes!

So, a while back I wrote about me being an overthinker, over analyzer feeling that was this moment. Within the last week new ideas came to mind and I have been thinking like crazy. Also was thinking about starting a small business while trying to finish my book. I have no type of business plan set up or wrote out. Me and my ideas are all over the place. Wow needs to take a deep breath and think clear. I should be more worried about my book. I admit that I have been slacking a little the week before. I hope I can focus on one thing at a time because I just over think and really come up with some crazy stuff. I also so think that I can do it all at once and by myself at that. Slow down lady lol. Whew I do too much. Good thing is I said I was going to write more, try to everyday and get my book done. During all this I am trying my hardest not to panic…. Take it a day at a time… Breath…. You got it!

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