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Starting over.

When you are down and out and have lost everything. Lose people or anything that is close to you. Lose your house, car, and job. Losing your sanity. That lost and confused feeling comes. You have to start over. When this happens, you fear the unknown because you feel down and feel like your world is at the end. Your emotions are everywhere. Sometimes panic sets in. You have to take those deep breaths and have faith that in the end, it will work out.

The feeling of starting over. Reset your life and try again. Taking it one step at a time. Through the tears and struggles to get back to your normal self and normal way of life before you lost it all. Get back to a happy place. That feeling of questioning yourself and what’s around you, feeling that you are not worthy because of what you go through. That feeling of being scared and not understanding what’s going on in your life. You keep telling yourself to think positive

Starting over. It is a process and something you will not be able to rush. Starting over can be scary and something you will not want to deal with. The feeling of starting over it is draining. But you can heal and get your joy back. The feeling of knowing that it will be okay and that it’s not the end of the world. You are grateful that things are falling into place. The feeling of having to start all over is no more. Still continue to have faith and move with strength and guidance. Sometimes starting over can be a good thing. Pray and Be thankful no matter what.

Just thinking out loud!

Blessings and Love!

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August!

Welcome August! Fresh month and a fresh start. New monthly goals are in play. This month is exciting for me. Last year in August, I published two books, and I will publish one this month. I am so grateful and looking forward to what the month can bring. I have new goals I am working on and new projects I will be starting. Get It Done!

August is also my birthday month, so that is exciting as well. Happy August people.

Do you have any monthly goals? Are any projects coming this month? Staring anything new?

May this month bring you love, happiness, and blessings.

Have a good one!

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Advice To Me

What advice would you give to your teenage self?

This is a good question. I would tell my teenage self, that she is a young smart, intelligent beautiful young woman who can be anything she wants, and her dreams are not small. I would tell my teenage self to go for and work towards the dreams she wants, have no fear. I would tell her that she does not have to believe the negative stuff people would say. I would tell my teenage self that she is strong, and she will be okay.

The advice I would give my teenage self is to never give up and never let anyone take advantage of you. Go out in this world and do your best, you got this. You are precious!   Keep doing good, keep fighting and surviving.

Blessings and Love

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Rage III

Rage in my heart, beats like thunder

A tempest raging deep within

My thoughts, a wild and fearsome wonder

A storm that’s set to never end

My anger rises like a fire

A burning flame that knows no end

My soul consumed by its desire

To lash out, to break and bend

Ripping apart my peace

Anger boiling deep within

Grinding teeth and shaking fists

Explosive fury taking over

Blood boiling

Over and over

Damn this rage inside of me…

Blessings and Love!

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Chill

Just Write Just Chill!!!
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Chill!!

C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

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A Thought…(A Poem)

Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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Walking Away!

Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

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Loving Self!!

Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose yourself.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give in to a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed yourself and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you’ve got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is, honestly, how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

Self-love is essential for my thoughts and feelings. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

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Have It All

Daily writing prompt
What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?

To me having it all means that I am in the career I want, constantly completing goals to stay in my career. My family and I are together and happy. Having a comfortable life with loved ones. Maybe a dream home that I have built. Having it all means that you have happiness inside and out.  To me it is not all about money and having a lot of material things. Being comfortable in life, with your life and of course being surrounded by those you love the most.

For what I feel having it all is, yes, it is attainable and sustainable. Anything in life can be challenging but working hard towards what you want is key. You do that indeed you can have it all.

What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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