Category Archives: thoughts

T.O.L.-Time Travel!

Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.

That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?

My night writing and too much thinking.

Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.

Blessings and Love!

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No More Tears

Learning to be okay

With my past

I often tell myself

No more tears

Learning to let go

Of the tight hold

The past has over me

Again, I say

No more tears

Want it all to be forgotten

Blocked out my mind

Struggling to move on

No more tears

For those who caused pain

No more tears

For my benefit

Let it go Ray

Do not let it define you

No more tears

Tired of being tied down

No more I say

I have to gain control

No more tears

Be myself, be free

No more questioning why

All cried out I am

Stay strong

Stand tall, rise above my past

Be proud, wear my scars

I say to myself, no, nope, done

No More Tears.

Blessing and Love.

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You are not crazy

Thought I share

β€œYou are not crazy the things that happened to you hurt. The things they said that broke your heart, it broke your heart. the abuse you endured by their hands and mouth, you endured it. You are not crazy, you lived through trauma, pain, and unbelievable hurt that has changed you forever. That makes you a fighter with a memoir of scars, a warrior birthed in the mess of life. What a brave soul you are”

Read it again!

Thank you

Love Yourself!

Just a reminder to LOVE yourself through it all. Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. Be strong and you got this. Be the change you wish to see! Self-love is best

Sending prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those around you and of course yourself. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Love Faith, Love and Commitment

Love YOU, and Be You!

Thank You!

A Thought!

If you offer me a sincere apology and change your behavior, I’ll never bring up our past issues again.

But if no apology was given and you’re still repeating mistakes, you can’t ask me to stop mentioning the past. The past is actually the present if you haven’t changed…..

The Truth!!!

-A Thought-

Have a good one!

Blessings and Love!

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Just Ray’Elaine

Lately I have been off and trying to get back to me and be happy. Trying to get these books done and have other projects in the works.

Strength is needed!!! Sometimes I need to slow down.

I want to start a new business where I will be a ghostwriter. Still have to get that started. Also want to design book covers for authors. I have been doing some practice with book designs and flyers it is something I love to do. Just wishing it turns out good for me. That is definitely in the works.

Constant new ideas coming, and I let my mind and pen flow with it. That is just Ray’Elaine. Just Write and be you!

Yes, there is more to come!!!

Blessings and Love

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One day at a time!

Sometimes things happen in life that is out of our control and at times it can be hard to deal with. Having to deal with all the emotions that come from different situations in your life can be difficult. Trust, I know. Take it one day at a time. Take deep breaths, pray.

Trust your healing process and know that everything will be ok. Take it one day at a time. If you feel you need to rest, take a break do that, calm yourself it will be okay.

In life sometimes it’s best to slow down and focus on your mental health. Make sure you are good. Take time for you. Have strength and courage. Have faith. Be kind to yourself and trust I know it’s hard when taking care of a family, but it is important. Be a gentle you, a more focused you. I am still healing, and I know that sometimes it is ok to not be okay but pick yourself back up. Learning to love me more every day and wish the same for others. Again, I am still healing and a work in progress.

Again, take it one day at a time.

Blessings and Love! πŸ–€πŸ€ŽπŸ’™πŸ’›πŸ’—πŸ’šπŸ§‘β€πŸ€πŸ’œ

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Darkness

Sometimes being alone

In the darkness

No light

Me and my thoughts

Sometimes thinking

Sinister thoughts

Darkness

Keeps me up

Wondering

What is next

Darkness

All I see

Lashing out

At anybody

I see

The darkness

It pulls me in

There is no

Apologies

I don’t care

Darkness is me

I is darkness

With the feelings

Of loving it here

This darkness

It takes over

I can no longer see

Clear

Down under

Deep

In this

Darkness

I’m along for the ride

Inside this

Darkness

I still can

Not hide.

Damn

All around

There is Darkness

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