Fly be free
Spread your wings and fly
Fly high and above
Above those who said you would not make it
Spread your wings and fly
Fly with a smile and pride
Fly and leave the troubles and problems behind
Spread your wings and fly
Fly freely controlling your own life
Fly and become your dreams
Fly and take those risk
Spread your wings and fly
Fly freely and be you!
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Today I will forget about all of yesterday’s problems
Today I will focus on my goals
Today I will not let the little things bother me
Today I am on a mission to better my life
Today I will not complain, I will just do
Today I will not be mean or cold
Today I will have control over my life
Today my mind is free
Today I learn a new me.
Blessings and Love!
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Want it, Can’t Have it…..
Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.
Or
Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though
Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.
That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍❤💜
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Forget
Want to let it all go
Forget the past, forget the humiliation
Forget the hurt, forget it all
Forget the people who played a part in my hurt
Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away
Forget those who said they care, but really do not
Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears
Forget get being a child, forget all of my childhood
Damn
Forget having too much weight on my shoulders
Forget getting over shit alone and afraid
Damn yall
I just want to forget
Forget it all…
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Start every day refreshed with a good night’s sleep. Achieving sweet dreams is as easy as creating a comfortable environment, taking time to relax, and investing in a quality mattress. Sweet dreams are just around the corner!
Blessings and Love!
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Hello, my blog peeps!
Tonight, I want to have a would you rather post/discussion. I will list some would you rather questions and give my input/answers to them. Feel free to answer one or all if you like. I would love to hear your thoughts and answers. Nothing too hard, simple, and they are random questions.
Here We Go!
This one is a hard one because I love both of them, but I will have to go with Dewayne Johnson and get lost in his eyes while he gives me advice about life. LOL, I probably won’t really be listening. I know that he will have good advice to give.
Honestly, I would rather do both. I will choose to see cool things in the future. It would be awesome to see into the future. Also, see how life turns out for me and my family.
I would rather learn any profession instantly. It would be cool to learn and do anything in the world. I would like to learn a new profession every month.
I would rather discover a hidden treasure on Earth. Full of all types of cool stuff!
I would rather read people’s minds but not control them. I would like to know what goes on in some people’s minds. This would be cool.
I would rather want to be stuck with a mime that communicates through interpretive dance. A parrot talking too much in my ear will be so annoying and I will be annoyed that I am already stuck on an elevator. A mime would dance, and I can ignore that. LOL
So, what would you rather do?
Blessings and Love!
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Just Me/ Just write and be you! Ray’Elaine!
She is still guarded because many thieves came in before broke her trust and held her mind hostage. She is still trying to break free. She working on it. taking a while!
Just Me — Just Write
Hello, my blog peeps!
Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?
Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.
I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.
Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?
Just thinking! Maybe Venting!
Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?
Have a good one!
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤
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Healing
Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.
This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.
I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.
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It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!
My Turning Point!!
Looking out for others can be good sometimes, but not always. There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, and that is sad. This is a turning point.
I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you.
It seems that the more I help and be there, holding on to past love, the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby, this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point.
It is time. It is over. I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME.
My turning point.
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