Never Quit They say you will never be nothing. I say I never quit. He said I do not care I will stop you anyway I can. I say I never quit. They said your dream is a joke. I say I never quit. He said you want to become something, you cannot. I say […]
Never Quit — Just Write
How it started and when it started
This feeling on being unwanted
Abandoned
As a child, as a teen
As an adult
Being told at a young age
I’m not special enough
Cute enough
Smart enough
That I am nothing at all
Left alone
Abandoned
By those who said they love me
Would always be there
But you see they are
Gone, nowhere to be found
Abandoned
Searching for answers
Feeling of being alone
Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful
Can’t speak, Afraid
My voice does not matter
Abandonment
Got me feeling no one cares
Abandonment
Screaming out for help
Being left, being unheard
Being let down constantly
Abandoned
Even by myself
I let me down too
Abandoned
Feeling of being ashamed
Of my pain, my scars
The fucked up past
Lifeless
Why though?
Being abandoned so young
Made me grow into darkness
Abandonment
Something I still try to get over
Abandoned
Feeling lost
Unwanted
Unloved
It is too much of a feeling
This sad, and fucked up feeling of
A nobody
Lost soul
Feelings of and truth of..
Abandoned
Thank you for reading.
Just want to give a big ass shout out to all my Beautiful, Gorgeous, women out there. Keep being strong
We all know how it go.
It be days like this. Just don’t want to be bothered with the world…. And sometimes it makes shit more fucked up…Ladies am I Alone??
Yesss. Shout out to Mary J Blige for this song..
Feels right now….
Hello all, my blog peeps. Tonight, I am not cool…..
So, I just posted a poem earlier I wrote about me being tired of my past having a tight ass hold on me. Is there anyone else like this? Where you seem like you cannot escape it, the past? Sometimes I hate that I replay past situations in my head. Then here I am on a damn emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want revenge, I want to do harm, I want to unleash the beast. It gets crazy in this head of mines, and I try to contain it all. I also question why am I like this, why can’t I let it all go? Ugh. I just want some people to fucking suffer. Is that a bad thing? Damn these scars I have.
BREATHE
It is too much right now. I need to get back to focus.
Okay! Whew had to let that out. I am still a work in progress and have thoughts like this from time to time. Was triggered a little today and it had me in a mood. Just venting don’t know if I am the only one. I must continue to pray. I felt close to the edge.
Praying on it and hopefully sleep good and better afterwards. Of course, my blog is my therapy. Please don’t judge me. Just had a fucked-up moment. LET IT Out!!!!
I am trying…WHEW
Again, BREATHE
Thank you for reading.
Snow!
Snow falling, sweet memories
Hot chocolate in hand
Feeling cozy, feeling love
Watching the snowfall
Looking pretty and peaceful
Thinking of happy thoughts
With a warm heart
Snow falling, keeping me still, content
I love watching the snowfall
Fond of what it brings to my spirit
Love winter, Love snow
The beautiful snowfall!
Thanks for reading!
Moments where you want to scream
Unleash
What is inside
Moments when you want to attack
Unleash
Moments you want to let it
All out
What’s suppressed
Unleash
Moment to be
Alone
Unleash the anger
Of not being good
Enough
Unleash
Dreams on hold
Unleash
Daily struggles
Unleash
Trying not to be
Held back
Unleash
The overthinking
Unleash
Negative thoughts of
Others as well
As myself
Unleash it
All
And
Breathe
And sometimes
Unleashing what’s inside
Brings
Light
Clear vision
Breathe
Unleash
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
***Just A Poem***
https://writeblg.com/2021/10/02/secrets/
https://writeblg.com/2020/12/10/rage/
The way I see him
I am
Captivated
Wrapped in his
Vortex, this
Whirlwind
I am
Captivated
Needing and wanting
More
Of him, his
Lusty eyes
Locking in on me
Captivated
The way he sees
Me, beauty
He is captivated
Wanting nothing more
Than to be
Wrapped together
In love
In forever
Energy between us
Unmatched
Again wanting
More
Needing him
On all levels
Cannot stop
This whirlwind
You ask why?
Because, bond, lust, love
I am
Captivated.
Thank you for reading.
Creative juices flowing
Like electricity through her
Music got me gone, she is in
Beast mode
Laser-focused, nothing else matters
But her craft
That pen in her hand and
Her imaginative mind
Beast mode
She goes hard
At anything she does
Fast pace, she is in
Beast mode
No stopping
See it through
She can taste success
The beast in her
The pen and notebook keep her sane
Ideas so insane
In a good way, she is
Getting there
No matter the weather
Beast mode
Let my work speak
Creative juices are flowing
Blowing through my writings
cheerful, in a zone
My own world
Calm and cool
In
Boss mode!
Beast mode!
Thank you for reading.
Love that is pure
Love that attracts you
Love that is nonjudgmental
Love that helps you
Love that hugs you
Love that blocks the negative
Love that conquers all
Love that heals all
Love that love!
Love that I want
Love that I Need!
Truth is being honest
Is not for everyone
Why lie?
Especially to my face
To yourself
Truth is not in your soul
Why?
The truth from some
So hard to come by
Is it really
The truth hurts
Don’t think you are
Doing a favor
By hiding anything from me
Truth
What I want
Truth
What I deserve
For me
Truth sets one free
From all the BS
Damn is it really
That hard
To tell the
Truth???
Thank you for reading.
Just Write 