Just Me/ Just write and be you! Ray’Elaine!
She is still guarded because many thieves came in before broke her trust and held her mind hostage. She is still trying to break free. She working on it. taking a while!
Just Me — Just Write
Hello, my blog peeps!
Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?
Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.
I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.
Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?
Just thinking! Maybe Venting!
Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?
Have a good one!
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤
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Healing
Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.
This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.
I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.
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It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!
My Turning Point!!
Looking out for others can be good sometimes, but not always. There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, and that is sad. This is a turning point.
I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you.
It seems that the more I help and be there, holding on to past love, the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby, this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point.
It is time. It is over. I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME.
My turning point.
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When he came along
At a time of chaos and fear
Me in a lost and depressed state
He came along and
Put me
At ease
Just hearing his voice
The sincereness in him
The kindness in his words
Letting me know that all will be okay
He puts me at ease
Understanding me and being patient with me
Thinking, is it real?
Does he really exist
Am I tripping? Maybe. Maybe not
Constantly on my mind
The good and bad
But damn, like dammmnn
The thought of him
Has my mind at ease
Soothing
A friendship like no other
Turns into something much better
A bond
A vibe
True feelings, lust, and love
Its everything about him
Puts me at ease
No easy love here
Willing to grow, we build
Looking to see what the future brings with us
Guard coming down
With that being said
At this moment
I am at ease
Blessings and Love
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Sometimes the truth hurts
That’s just being real
The truth, though it can be hurtful
Would set you free
Sometimes that is what is needed
The lessons that come with it
The truth is sometimes a blessing and sometimes it is not
Overcoming what comes to light
Can be a struggle to deal with
But, again
Knowing the truth would set you free
And how you deal with it can change your life
But, damn
In certain situations
The damn truth hurts…
-Truth Hurts-
Blessings and Love!
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The Hard Truth.
True Love!
Searching
Looking, wishing for
A
True love
Love that does not hurt me
Love that sees me, wants me
His love and only me
Love with us being friend’s
Soul mates
Searching, Looking
Wishing for a
True love
Love that holds me
Holding tight
I am safe
Love that brings warmth
Happiness
Love that grows
Searching, Looking
Wishing for a
True love
Love with communication
Love that trust
A great bond
Searching, Looking
Wishing for a
True love
Love with chemistry
Intimacy
Love with faith
Love with hope, light
Searching, Looking
Wishing for a
True love
Love that faces problems
But still, love
Love that is strong
Powerful
Love with dreams
Long-lasting love
I am
Searching
Looking
And
Wishing for and
Wanting a
True love!
Blessings and Love!
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In the shadows where forbidden desires dwell
Lust whispers its seductive spell
A flame that burns with an intensity untold
Yet in the darkness, my passion must withhold
Like a rose blooming in a garden of thorns
Yearning for a touch that fate scorns
Forbidden fruit within my grasp
But the price of indulgence is too vast
I remain a prisoner of my own desire
Bound by chains of societal ire
In the depths of my soul, a fire burns bright
Forbidden lust, a bittersweet delight!
-Forbidden II-
Blessings and Love!
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That feeling of being unwanted
Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out
When all I hear is
We don’t want you
You don’t belong
Unwanted
Hearing them loud and clear
Hear it in my mind
Hear it in my heart
Unwanted
I question myself constantly
Is it how I look?
Is it how I talk? Or act?
Unwanted
Feeling unheard, hidden
Feeling misunderstood at times
Thinking how can I be better
For them
Unwanted
Alone
No one by my side
Walking that lonely road
That feeling all my life
Unwanted
That feeling of no love
Thinking would it always be this way?
Is there something wrong with me
Unwanted
And searching for
Someone to hear me, see me and
Love me
In this world of chaos
Just unwanted
That feeling that I don’t like.
-Unwanted-
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
More by Ray’Elaine
In the realm of zealous souls, I stand tall
Obsessed with passion, I heed its call
In every endeavor, I give my all
Driven by fervor, I never stall
With a fiery spirit, I chase my dreams
Through turbulent waters and silent streams
My zeal is a beacon, or so it seems
Guiding me through life’s intricate schemes
Though challenges may come my way
My zeal will never fade or sway
For in my heart, it will always stay
A fervent flame, lighting my day
-Zealous-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
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