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I Admit!

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I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways

I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)

I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved

I Admit that I have a tough time letting go

I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open

I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone

I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything

I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)

I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes

I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on

I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much

I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one

I Admit that I do not have all my shit together

I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life

I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past

I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me

I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life

I Admit guilt to things I cannot change

I Admit I am always me

I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL

My truths are here, LAID OUT

How about you???? What do you ADMIT?

-I ADMIT-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Pride and Ego, Oh No 

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Once a Leo woman, so confident and bold, 
With ego so great, she couldn’t be told, 
Prideful and strong, she stood tall and proud, 
But little did she know, her ego was too loud. 

She strutted and roared, her mane held high, 
Her power and beauty could not be denied, 
But her arrogance blinded her to the truth, 
Her prideful ways were her only proof. 

She thought she was invincible, a queen of the land, 
But her ego left her alone, without a hand, 
She realized too late her pride had led her astray, 
And in the end, she had nothing left to say. 

So, take heed, dear Leo, and listen to this tale, 
Your ego may be strong, but it will surely fail, 
Humility and kindness will take you far, 
And your pride will not leave you with a permanent scar. 

It’s really my pride, ego and ohhh fucking no…. 

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍💜

Thank you for reading. 

Prompt!

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Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

The answer to this question would be a definitely no. This past year has been a long ride with some lost loves. Doing a lot of grieving. I can say honestly that I am working on my healing and trying to pick up the pieces. I did not think I would publish my books in a year, which is an excellent thing that happened over this last year. I am also working on other projects and thankful that I have the strength to focus on my dreams. I am hanging in there, though. I have learned a lot and learned to be calmer. Fix my emotions occasionally and get on with the day.

It’s been a journey this past year. Nothing that I would have even imagined happened in my life. It’s life, though.

What about you? Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Are you in the healing stage? Are you happier than you were last year?

Just a daily prompt! Something to think about.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for visiting!

Accountability 

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Be honest and true, don’t be afraid 

Own up to your mistakes, don’t evade 

Accountability is key, it’s what we need 

To move forward and truly succeed 

It’s easy to shift the blame 

To avoid the consequences and the shame 

But the truth will always come out 

And in the end, it’s yourself you’ll doubt 

So be honest with yourself and others 

Don’t be afraid to ask for covers 

Taking accountability is a sign of strength 

It shows that you’ll go to any length 

To make things right and make amends 

To learn from mistakes and make new friends 

Be honest, take accountability 

Watch how your life will change positively 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Lies and more LIES

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Lies and more lies, Liar

Hello all

Liars on Blast lol

Want to blog about liars and lying. Why is it that people lie so much? Like why especially when they lie over stuff so small or lie just because. People go around putting on fronts or I like to call it their mask. They lie about who they are and their identity. Or lie about any and everything. Yes, I know that it happens a lot, and I just think and wonder why they do it. It is something that I truly do not understand at all. Maybe because I am an honest person no matter the situation, I will always be honest with people. Why? Because I do not like to be lied to that shit hurts. So, I wouldn’t lie to others just because I can and get away with it smh. I have heard that some people do it to avoid hurting someone but lies make everything worse. Well, that is what I think. It is such a big deal in any type of relationship you or in, whether it is family or friends. A lie is a freaking lie and can be wrong like seriously. I think some people do not realize it maybe because they are all about themselves and don’t care. How hard is it to be upfront and honest about who you are and what you are about? Again, something I don’t understand and probably never will. Thought about writing about lying because I am currently dealing with it, so many people around me who do it a lot, and it is super annoying. Something I explain to my kids about honesty and integrity. Your presents and words can concern others. It is okay to be honest and be yourself. Do you agree? Have you dealt with a person who constantly lies? How did you deal with it? Again, people why lie? Annoyed seriously

Thinking, venting, of course, too much shady shit going on, and I do not like it. Time for changes, change the untrustworthy people around me. Please feel free to like, comment, and share.

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all

Thank you for reading.

Rare!

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Rare is hard to find. True Indeed!

Sharing some quotes on being Rare, Rare Love!

Hope you enjoy!

I love these quotes and feel I am looking for rare! These quotes match with how I feel about being rare and finding love that is rare.

What do you think when you hear the word Rare? Feel free to share your thoughts.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Honest-Feels Tonight

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Hello All,

Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.

But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to.  Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.

Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…

So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.

Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION

Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,

Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.

Hope you all night is better!

My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.

She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Move On..

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When it’s time to move on, that’s just the thing to do. Do not try to force things. Sometimes it’s better to move on and focus on yourself. Everything happens for a reason and you can’t stay stuck wondering why. It can hurt if you have to let a person go but always put yourself and feelings first. Do what is right for you. Move on, heal, and become a better version of you.

Yes it will take time if hurt and pain is there, just take it one day at a time. Trust I know it’s hard. Even if it’s moving on from an old job, or leaving a state or town, changing school, anything. Change can be hard.

Moving on from anything in life can be challenging, have faith and pray that everything will be alright.

Just thinking tonight want to make some changes and move on from the past. Letting out my thoughts and feelings. Just Write and get it out!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Truth

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Truth is being honest

Is not for everyone

Why lie?

Especially to my face

To yourself

Truth is not in your soul

Why?

The truth from some

So hard to come by

Is it really

The truth hurts

Don’t think you are

Doing a favor

By hiding anything from me

Truth

What I want

Truth

What I deserve

For me

Truth sets one free

From all the BS

Damn is it really

That hard

To tell the

Truth???

Thank you for reading.