Leaves turn gold and red
As fall air brings a chill wind
Saturday’s cold breath
Nature’s beauty on display
A crisp and cozy chill day
Happy Saturday! Have a good one
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Chill Day
Tag Archives: Ray'Elaine
Honest-Feels Tonight
Hello All,
Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.
But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to. Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.
Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…
So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.
Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION
Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,
Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.
Hope you all night is better!
My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.
She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL
Have a good one.
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
Happy Wednesday!
Golden sun rises
Work calls, but family first
Love in every breath
Morning brings new beginnings
Blessed to share it all with you.
Good Morning all
Have a good one!
Blessings and Love!
Thanks for stopping by
Overthinker…
Being an overthinker, my mind’s always tense
I worry and fret, it just doesn’t make sense
I analyze everything, from big to small
My thoughts never stop. I can’t relax at all
I replay conversations, thinking what I could say
Wondering if I offended, if they’ll think I’m okay
I worry about the future, what it may hold
And if I’ll be ready if I’ll be bold
But being an overthinker isn’t all bad
It helps me prepare for what may be had
I’m always thinking, always one step ahead
I won’t be caught off guard, that’s what I’ve said
So, even though my mind’s always on the go
I’ll embrace my overthinking and let it flow
It’s a part of who I am, and that’s okay
I’ll keep moving forward, day by day
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Speak Up!
In the fields of green, under the warm sun’s beam
I raise my voice, I let my words be seen
No longer silent, no longer small
I speak my truth, I stand up tall.
In this pastoral scene, I find my strength
My voice is heard, it goes to great lengths
The birds, the trees, the gentle breeze
All listen closely to my pleas.
I am no longer afraid to speak
To share my thoughts, to be unique
For in this peaceful, idyllic place
I am reminded of my own grace.
So let us all find our own voice
To speak up loud, to make a choice
For in this world, we all have a place
And our words can help us find our grace.
-Speak Up!-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Just Write III
Hello all, how is it going?
Tonight, I am doing some writing prompts. Sometimes I like to just do them to pass time and other times it helps me with my writing for poetry, creative writing and for my book. Do you like to do writing prompts? Whether it’s for fun, creative writing, or to help with writer’s block. That has been my day and night. Cool day and of course I love when great ideas come together, and I get my goals completed. Have you tried doing some? And if so, do you like it? Does it help you?
Also is anyone participating in NaNoWriMo 2023? This is the second year participating and so far, so good. I like it and want to participate again next year. It keeps me on track with writing and my writing goals. Also, good resources on website. If you do not know about it and want to learn more information on NaNoWriMo the website is www.nanowrimo.org.
You might enjoy it and maybe it might help those who writes a lot. If you are participating and want to look me up on the website and see my progress my username is Relaine87. Let me know what you think about the website. Write On!!! Writing goals helps!!!!
Have a few projects I am working on and more writing goals! Get It Done!
Again, that is my night. She just writing away and enjoying it. Hope you all are having a good weekend. Author/Blogger here! Happy Writing. Have a good one.
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings! 🖤🤎💙💗💛💚🧡❤🤍💜
Thank you for reading.
Fear…
Why is it that fear seems to be a reason that holds us back? Well, some people including me. Is it the fear of the unknown that makes us pause and put on hold what we really want to do? Is it the fear of rejection? The fear of taking risks. The fear of not being good enough? Fear can bring a lot to a halt.
For me, it is the fear of the unknown. I tend to shut down because I don’t know what is to come. That is why it has been taking a while with my book. I know I am good at writing and have a creative imagination and good ideas. I question everything and think of the what if’s, what if it is not good enough? What if people don’t like what I put out. Questions swimming around in my head, and sometimes the fear of continuing the projects I have going. Fear to put my work out and fear to fully put myself out there and do what is necessary. The fear to take the risks to get out of my comfort zone. Has anyone else had or had this problem? Though fear is within me, I am still trying to overcome it. I tell myself that I must change a lot and be willing to do different things that I usually don’t do. I do feel like it is fear that is holding me back. Writing for this blog sometimes comes easy, and I just write and just do. I have three books that I am working on, and I need to get them done and published. Want to get over the fear of being rejected and the fear of the unknown. Also, get rid of the overthinking too. Want to get rid of my fear of publishing my books and my fear of driving. I know crazy that I love to write but am scared to put some of my work out in the world. SMH. I know I have to have faith and pray the fears away.
Fears make you stop and not want to do anything. Fear has a way of getting in the way of life. Some people stay living in fear and don’t know how to get out of it. Fear can tear you down if you can’t overcome it. Being afraid can ruin your life.
Again, it can hold some back. And I don’t like that I have a little fear, but it is my life and I own it and trying to change it.
What do you think? Ever feared something in life? Do you like to take risks? Is fear getting in the way of your life? What does fear mean to you?
Blessings and Love! Have Faith.
Thank you for reading.
A Night With You!
All I want is a night with you
Just you and I, music, our bodies
A night with you our wild side
Meeting our hands all over each other
A night with you all I want
Let us dance in each other arms
No care in the world. Just us you and I
A night with you
Hot and steamy I want you bad, Need YOU!
Passion filled, lustful, exotic
A night with you, one I don’t want to end
All I want is a night with you my King!
Hope you enjoy!
Thank You for Reading!
Author’s Day!
Hello my blog peeps!
Today is National Author’s Day!
Today is the perfect day to celebrate our favorite writers who have shared their works of art with the world. Let’s share our appreciation for all the authors who have given us stories, poems, and plays over the years. From Joseph Conrad to Toni Morrison, Jane Austen to Maya Angelou and many more.
Shout out to all writers, poets, bloggers, journalist, authors everywhere!!
—Happy Authors Day!
Always go for your dreams. Embrace your creativity!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for visiting.
Happy Wednesday!
Good morning all!
New month, new goals and a new mindset! Make the best of today and have a great day!
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💚💗💛🧡🤍💜
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Just Write 