Wishing…

Wishing I was better than I was yesterday

Wishing my dreams would happen overnight

Wishing I can stop the overthinking

Wishing my grandma and mom were here

Wishing I can forget all the problems

Wishing life was a little easier

Wishing I had someone who shares my hopes and dreams

Wishing I was not lonely

Wishing for a calm mind

Wishing for more strength

It is just a night

Of wishful thinking

The wishing continues….

Blessings and Love

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Elevate! 

Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth 

A wealth of confidence and inner strength 

A power within that goes to great length 

Lengths that I once thought were out of reach 

Now I know that my goals I can breach 

My doubts and fears fall away like dust 

As I rise higher in myself, I trust 

Trust in the journey, trust in the climb 

With each step forward, I’m on the incline 

The top may be far, but I will prevail 

For I am capable, and my spirit will not fail 

Elevating, believing in myself 

I hear my voice. It echoes with wealth! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Growing!

Concrete raised me rough, but I learned to move clean through the noise

I’m growing

Every block tried to mark me, but I flipped the script, and kept my poise

I’m growing

I’ve seen nights that swallowed whole dreams

Left pockets and hearts empty

Still, I stitched my spirit tight, turned hunger into voice

I’m growing

People love the shine now, never the grind

Never the bruised‑knuckle climb

But the mirror knows the truth: I earned every inch of choice

I’m growing

I walk with a calm that comes from surviving storms nobody saw

My shadow stands taller now, carrying a different kind of noise

I’m growing

My path is a garden.

Wild, stubborn, undeniable and beautiful

Every step I take writes its own truth, recognize its own voice.

It’s forever ongoing

I’m growing!

Blessings and Love.

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  • The Truth Hurts.
    Sometimes the truth hurts That’s just being real The truth, though it can be hurtful Would set you free Sometimes that is what is needed The lessons that come with it The truth is sometimes a blessing and sometimes it is not Overcoming what comes to light Can be a struggle to deal with But, … Continue reading The Truth Hurts.
  • Bedtime!
    Moon hums in the dark Blankets hug me close Pillow kisses face Bedtime drifts me home Night hums low like gentle breath Blankets gather quiet dreams Pillow soft on cheeks Bedtime tucks me in It’s time to get a goodnight’s sleep…….Goodnight! -Bedtime- Blessings and Love Thank you for reading.
  • Ray’Elaine, The Author
    I did it, It is Official!! I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀 Still working on my author page and other things. I’m … Continue reading Ray’Elaine, The Author
  • Nostalgia
    There once was a heart in the past Where memories shimmered like glass Memories snap clean Nostalgia breathes light Bright shards of yesterday gleam Nostalgia cuts deep Old laughter still glows In the places it froze Nostalgia holds beautiful moments that last Nostalgia, thinking of the past! Blessings and Love Thank you for reading Nostalgic … Continue reading Nostalgia
  • Love or Lust??
    Crazy: Love, Lust Hello everyone, Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. You’re in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them or their ways; everything irritates you. You question everything, wondering if you made the right decision or if … Continue reading Love or Lust??

Football Girl! II

Watching football she finds her place

Eyes alight with a passionate grace

The roar of the crowd, the thrill of the game

Each touchdown ignites her heart’s flame

With every pass, her spirit soars

She cheers along with her voice in the chorus

The field’s her stage, though she doesn’t play

Football’s magic is in her life to stay

Under the lights, her dreams take flight

A girl who loves the game with all her might

In every season, through rain or shine

Her heart beats for football, fierce and fine

-Football Girl II-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Football Girl  | Just Write (writeblg.com)

Football Girl 

There once was a girl who loved football 
Her team loyalty, she did not cull 
With the NFL on the screen 
She was living her dream 
Having fun and feeling those chill vibes in full 

She’d cheer for her team with great pride 
Her passion for the game could not hide 
Her love for football 
Was infectious to all 
And with her, others would soon abide 

On game day, she’d gather with friends 
Their excitement, she’d always extend 
With snacks and drinks in tow 
They’d watch the game’s flow 
And celebrate each touchdown in the end 

If you’re a football girl at heart 
Don’t be afraid to let out a shout or a fart 
Embrace your love for the game 
And let it ignite a flame 
Of fun and chill vibes that never depart 

-Football Girl- 

Blesslings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Empowered 

In the kingdom where strength and courage reign 

A soul empowered rises high and free 

Unleashing dreams that once were locked in chains 

With newfound power, embracing destiny 

No force can dim the light that shines within 

No obstacle can halt this fearless stride 

In every trial, a chance to begin 

With power as a shield, no need to hide 

Empowered hearts beat with a steady might 

Inspiring others to embrace their own 

In unity, we rise to claim our right 

To stand tall, unafraid, seeds of greatness sown 

So let us grasp the power we possess 

And in its glow, find courage, love, and success! 

-Empowered-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

I Come From

I Come From

Faith, Strength, and Love

I Come From

A place of dedication, hard work, and common sense

I Come From

Beautiful magic, secrete potions, and jungles

I Come From

A place of truth, passion, and hope

I Come From

Time, Life, and Music

I Come From

A place of vulnerability, fear, and worry

I Come From

Inspiration, Deep Souls, and light

I Come From

A place of the good, the bad, the evil

I Come From

As you see

Many places!

-I Come From-

Blessings and Love!!

Thank you for reading.

Letting it all out…

Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been 5 years, 5 months, 23 days ago and I’m still not over it at all. I do not know what to do.

Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.

Addiction

This addiction I have

Got me in a chokehold

Trying to break free

Addiction

Taking control of me

My thoughts

My movements

My soul

Addiction

Sometimes is scary

To let go

Addiction

Who became a friend of mine

Best friends

He say we are friends forever

Addiction

Got me in a

Daze

Sometimes not seeing straight

My mental completely off

And it causes an uproar

Addiction

The things I crave

Fighting through it all

But this Addiction

Still

Has me in a drunken daze

DAMN…

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

***A poem!***