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Another Vent Night!

01/28/2023thoughtsBlog, Changed, Feelings, JustWrite, life, Lost, Love, Over It, Overthinker, thoughts, Venting, WritingRay'Elaine

Venting….She Just Write! 🤷🏾‍♀️

Hello all,

Really hate when I try my hardest to get over someone who my feelings were too involved with. Had strong feelings for them and I feel used, I feel uneasy. Seems like they really did not care about me, do not love me the way they said SMH. Been four months since I have heard from this person. But now he is trying to reach out to me. Like why? I am so pissed right now and yes; I am having a little anxiety. Have posted to my blog in the past about this person. No, it is not the first time he has just out of nowhere stopped talking to me. This is a cycle ugh and me do not like it at all. I do not understand it, maybe because twice already I have allowed it. Thinking he is already in a relationship and just talking to me for his convenience. In the past I did have feelings and wanted to give it another chance and that lasted all but three freaking months and not really with consistency. Here I go questioning myself and feeling confused and lost. So over it, told myself the last time that if he did it again that it would be done. I am standing on that. Cannot keep putting my love, my feelings, my soul, my mind, myself out there for people to keep hurting me, laughing at me. Especially when I am already going through so much stuff. Do not need the extra stress in my life.

Whew, breathe had to pause and write about this because it bothers me badly and you know that I like to write about how I feel. Let it all out. **Shrugs** SMH thinking damn again, why? What do he want from me? I know I am not the only one who have been here before. Hate when my feelings are strong and for the wrong freaking person. Now he misses me and want me, sending a lot of messages since Sunday evening. Need a drink something strong. It makes no sense. Was having a good day until this BS, UGH. Going to keep breathing and calm myself and focus on my writings. Try not to let it really get under my skin cause really have harsh ass words for him.

My feelings and venting are out and done, my bad if it’s too much for you all. Again, I vent and keep it real. He deserves my fist to his face seriously. Whew breathe again.

Am I crazy? The only one? Why? Hope your day and night was better.

Blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

#Vent #JustWrite #Focused #OVERIT

This song…Truth!!! 💜🖤💙💛

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Fun!

01/21/2023Prompts, thoughtsBlog, dailyprompt, dailyprompt-1826, Dancing, family, Feelings, Fun, JustWrite, life, Love, Ray'Elaine, Relaxing, WritingRay'Elaine

List five things you do for fun.

The five things I do the most that I consider fun is:

Number One: Having game/movie night with my kids. Have to get our bonding time in

Number Two: Writing. Writing is my passion I love creative writing

Number Three: Dancing. I like to put music on and dance all around the house. It is fun and a stress reliever for me. Anyone else like this with dancing?

Number Four: Coloring. Fun and relaxing with good music!

Number Five: Baking… I love making desserts. Especially cookies!!!

What are your five things to do for fun?

Please feel free to like, and comment.

Thanks for visiting.

Hurting

01/19/2023thoughtsBlog, Feelings, Hurting, JustWrite, life, Pain, rage, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Hurting…..Re-Share!!! Feels today
Have you felt this before? So Hurt you do not know what to do.
Want Revenge?

Just Write

Hurting

Have you ever felt unhappy, filled with rage? You just want those who hurt you to hurt also. You want them to suffer and feel all the pain you feel plus more. Past pain, relationships, anybody. Sometimes I think of revenge, wanting to inflict torture and pain, to see them squirm, see them feel helpless, powerless, weak, lost, and scared. I want them to feel it all. That is how I am feeling at the moment I know some people can relate and some can’t **Shrugs**. Payback.

It is crazy how they are out living there lives, they suffered no consequences, out and free. And me I feel I am still trapped in that time in that pain. Replaying the shit that was done and it still feels like no time has passed. Crazy world I feel this way and must deal with it every day. Yes, I have…

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Ugh!! Miss OverThinker..

01/17/2023thoughtsBlog, Feelings, happy, Help, JustWrite, life, Love, Overthinker, Overwhelmed, Prayers, Ray'Elaine, Strength, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Hello All

Tonight, I am too much in my head. So much going on lately, with personal and work as well as my business. I have so many decisions to make in the next week and a half about my new business, and I am wrecking my mind about it. It gets hectic doing it all on your own (SIGH). Sometimes I feel stuck. Over analyzer. Miss overthinker, as always. Haven’t been meeting my writing goals either my mood has completely been down, and been overthinking that, so I have to work on that. And that’s not all I am overthinking about. My mom’s birthday is coming up and the emotions have started already. And I am constantly thinking about her all the memories and her smile. A crazy and lonely night for me. Yeah, soooooo much going on up in my head…Feel likes too much weight I am carrying. Guess it is bedtime for me. I am a mess right now and just want to curl up somewhere and cry it all out…. I wish I could stop all this damn overthinking and thinking on too much at once. Yall know I have to vent it out!

This too shall pass! Lord be with me.

With that being said I am going to sleep and pray on it Whew just need a breather.

Hope you all are having a good night.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

My Thoughts I

01/15/2023thoughtsBlog, Faith, Feelings, Hope, JustWrite, Lonely, Lost, Love, poetry, thoughts, WriteRay'Elaine

Lonely at all times…..My Thoughts!

Being around so many people, but still feel so lonely, still feel invisible

Sometimes when lonely by yourself silence seem so loud, loudness in the dark

Oh my, what is it?

Thank you!

Happy Sunday

01/15/2023thoughtsBlog, Faith, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Ray'Elaine, Self-Love, Strength, Sunday, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Sending love to all this Sunday morning. I hope all is well! Have a great day people. Short workday so It’s a chill day for me after. Enjoy the day with family and friends or get those goals completed or have a relaxing day just enjoying yourself. You deserve it.

Practice self-love today and be gentle with yourself! 🖤💙💛🧡🤎💜💚🤍💗

That’s all for now. Have a good one!

LOVE, and Blessings!

Thank you!