Just Write Just Chill!!!
Happy Writing
Chill!!
C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous
H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working
I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable
L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light
L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed
Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.
Be you!
Be chill!
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Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent
They leave, let them, no begging here.
If they don’t love you, you love yourself more
Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love
Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!
It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.
Still surviving, still strong
Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!
Again, Move on, Stay Silent
My Thoughts at the moment
Blessings and Love!
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Walking Away...
Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.
Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.
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Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.
That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?
My night writing and too much thinking.
Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.
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Thought I share
“You are not crazy the things that happened to you hurt. The things they said that broke your heart, it broke your heart. the abuse you endured by their hands and mouth, you endured it. You are not crazy, you lived through trauma, pain, and unbelievable hurt that has changed you forever. That makes you a fighter with a memoir of scars, a warrior birthed in the mess of life. What a brave soul you are”
Read it again!
Thank you
Calm, Calm, Calm....
One of those up all night, up thinking and I know that I need to try to stay calm.
Read some good quotes and said a prayer. I really need it!
Calm down and breathe……
Breathe...
Might just disappear
Back in my shell for a while
No smile
Like damn life happens
Questioning why
Might just disappear
To get away from it all
Feeling like no hope
Insight
Might just disappear
Maybe just to clear my head
Gain clarity
Want to get back to me
Out this shell
But for now
Truth is
I might just disappear
Blessings and Love!
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Lately I have been off and trying to get back to me and be happy. Trying to get these books done and have other projects in the works.
Strength is needed!!! Sometimes I need to slow down.
I want to start a new business where I will be a ghostwriter. Still have to get that started. Also want to design book covers for authors. I have been doing some practice with book designs and flyers it is something I love to do. Just wishing it turns out good for me. That is definitely in the works.
Constant new ideas coming, and I let my mind and pen flow with it. That is just Ray’Elaine. Just Write and be you!
Yes, there is more to come!!!
Blessings and Love
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Letting it out…
My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.
Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?
It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.
Hello my blog peeps!
If I had to describe my dream chocolate bars, it’s already out there and that is the KitKat bar also Twix. Can’t go wrong with chocolate and caramel. If I were to create a dream chocolate bar it would be milk chocolate and strawberry. I love caramel and strawberries and I think they both match well with chocolate.
What do you think?
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