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Speechless

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Speechless!!

Words cannot describe this feeling

Heart rising from the lust

Heart rising our bodies joined

Words cannot describe this feeling

Sparks flying all through my body

Sparks flaming bodies on fire

With love, lust, and desire

Heating up more, I need it

Words cannot describe this feeling

We cannot stop, hands all over each other

This fire we cannot put out

Not yet

Damn this feeling

My heart, my body

All feel amazing, set a blaze

Words cannot describe this feeling

Damn I cannot speak…

He got me speechless

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Wild Side

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Wild Side/Wild Night

Wild side out, let’s go

Other side of me coming out

Wild side

Wild, freaky, and fun

Show him that side girl

See if he likes the wild you

Go crazy, be spunky, let loose

Wild side for a night

Maybe a lifetime

Wild, freaky, and fun

Turning him on

Oh, he will be surprised

A lot instore for this night

Wild and proud

Oh, so sexy you and I

Explore our fantasies

Hope he is ready

And got the time

This will be a long night

Wild, freaky, and fun

A great night, steamy, fun, excitement, lusty, sexy, dirty

Letting our wild side out

We free and wild

Baby tell me

Do you like my wild side?

Cause yes tonight

I’m wild freaky and fun for you.

Wild for the night!

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Letting it all out

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Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.

My Thoughts!

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My Thoughts (Ugh)

I try my best to keep a clear head and positive thoughts but right now I just feel so low and alone. I feel like somethings will never change, and I have to really accept that, and it is hard. Especially when you work your hardest to make things work out for the better. I just feel so lost right now and do not know what to do. This is so annoying the feeling of hopelessness. And at the moment I have to walk away from the BS it is not worth my peace. Sometimes people just drain you, ugh irritating and painful.

Guess I will try to do some writing and hopefully that will get my mind off things for a while. It is kind of hectic at the moment.

What do you do when you feel this way? Lost? Hopeless? What do you do to relieve stress? How do you get over the pain of someone you love doing you wrong? How do you walk away without feeling bad about it? Why? How? Help!!!

I will continue to pray for strength and guidance because I really need it right not. I will continue to love me through what is going on. Please pray for me. And forgive me for the rambling just sitting here thinking and wanted to share.

This will pass I know just getting the thought out my mind like always. Hope you all are having a good day. Hope you have a good night.

Thank you for reading.

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Rage II | Just Write (writeblg.com)

These are my feelings and can not shake them…WTF WTF WTF.

Hate this feeling seriously and know others are tired of me too lol

Friday Thought!

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Hello everyone

Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.


No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again FAILURE is not an OPTION

How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!


Blessings All


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Failing/Failure

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Her Eyes

Wasted Time

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Wasted time

Have you ever met somebody, and you hit it off, and you two get along? The good conversations, then boom it freaking ends. Ugh I hate that. That is why I try not to get too attached and get my feelings involved, because people will switch up and change on you. Like do not introduce me to that if you cannot keep it up. I do not like the “oh I will talk to you only on my time” which is when or who knows when can you say irritated? I like consistency is that hard to ask for? I also do not like my time wasted that is so annoying or do not like my damn feelings hurt. These days it is so hard to find a nice genuine person like myself. Maybe I will take a seat and focus on me. Time to myself and not worrying about pleasing the next person. I really liked the person but oh well what can you do? I will move on and let it go. Whatever. Wasted my damn time, SMH

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Control

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Control

When you think of control what does it mean to you?

Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.

Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?

Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol

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Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!

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Too Good to be TRUE..

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Too good to be true…

So tonight, I am sitting and thinking. And of course, this damn dude is on my mind. Like what the fuck, why? My emotions are everywhere and yes, I am a little tipsy and besides what I am dealing with I am thinking of him. Again why? Oh, my yall I am irritating my damn self at the moment. Cannot help but to think is this real? Does he really feel the same way I do, shit does he really like me? Here I go feeling young-minded and questioning myself and the situation instead of letting it all go and that is not good. Just feel confused and out of it, maybe I should just walk away and forget it all thought it was what I wanted but I do not know now. I have mixed emotions and we are both dealing with things. That is why I do not like putting my feelings out there I feel dumb and used it to benefit them talk and texting on their time. Thinking yeah it is too good to be true. Just wish I could find realness, real love besides what I can offer. Ugh it's

too good to be true and I am pissed off. I really need a friend and love I feel dumb and stupid and I am thinking why me why I cannot get what I give. Venting, thinking, and letting it all out, I am rambling, ugh irritated though.

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