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Tag Archives: Feelings
The Quiet In Healing
They say healing is loud
Really?
Like thunder, heavy drums, and like a phoenix in flames
But not mine
Mine came in whispers
The hush between heartbreak and hope
In the silence after the storm
When the wreckage still smelled like yesterday
I didn’t scream
I didn’t roar
I sat with the ache
With the echo
With the version of me I buried beneath “I’m fine.”
Healing is not always heroic
Sometimes it’s holding your own hand
When no one else is there
It’s rewriting the story
When the pen feels too heavy
It’s breathing
Even when the air tastes like memory
I stitched myself together
With threads of forgiveness
Patched the holes with grace
And wore my scars like armor
Not shame
I learned that broken
Doesn’t mean unworthy
That soft doesn’t mean weak
Healing is not a finish line
It’s a rhythm
A dance
A daily decision to rise
So, if you’re still hurting
Still healing
Still holding on by a whisper
Just know this:
You are not behind
You are not broken
You are becoming!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
The Weight of What Was Real!
The truth came not as a whisper
Just raw
But a loud thunderclap at dawn
Shattering the silence
We’d built our lives upon
It wore no mask of mercy
No veil to soften the blow
Just raw
An unvarnished memory
Of things we didn’t know
It peeled back painted stories
Exposed the hidden seams
Turning lullabies into warnings
And daylight into dreams
We begged it to be more kinder
To lie just one more time
But truth does not negotiate
With comfort or with crime
It named the ghosts we buried
Uncloaked the quiet pain
And stitched our hearts with needles
Of loss we can’t explain
Yet in its cruel unveiling
A strange release was found
For trauma born of honesty
Still walks on solid ground
So let it burn the pages
Let it flood the past with light
Truth may wound without permission
But it never hides from sight!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Comfort Food!
I have a few go-to comfort foods. Ice cream is one of them. I love ice cream and can eat it at any time, from bars to sandwiches. I also love Southern-fried potatoes, which is another comfort food I enjoy. I make them all the time with sausage, and it is so yummy. A third comfort food, more like junk food, is Gushers. I have to always have some lol. I can eat those all day. These are my comfort foods that I love and eat to make me feel good.
What are your go-to comfort foods?
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Process of Healing!
In the midst of life’s ups and downs
I find myself with a smile that knows no bounds
My heart sings a melody of joy
As I embrace the healing process, oh boy!
There’s something magical about being upbeat
It’s like a light that shines so bright and sweet
No matter what life throws my way
I know that happiness will always stay
I dance to the rhythm of my heart
And let peace and love be my guiding art
With each passing day, I heal and grow
And my soul radiates a beautiful glow
Here’s to the journey of life
To the highs and lows that make it so flush
I choose to be upbeat, happy, and free
And let the healing process set me free
-Process of Healing-
Blessings and Love.
Thank you for reading.
Unhealthy Habits II
I made a blog about unhealthy habits 3 years ago. Sadly, not so many changes were made. Here I am again in 2025, still needing to change these unhealthy habits. I want and need to start with stopping the smoking of cigarettes. This very unhealthy habit is one I really need to change. Damn unhealthy habits.
It has been on my mind heavily lately, so I know for sure that it is something I need to do. I am turning 38 in a month, and I’m in need of a few changes. I can keep doing the stuff I have been doing. I am proud of myself for getting my diabetes under control, but now I have hypertension, and smoking is bad for both conditions. Bad for my overall health. Ugh, unhealthy habits.
I will be starting the process of quitting cigarettes soon, and I know it will not be easy (though I wish it were). I am willing to put in the work to make this change and this awful unhealthy habit. These unhealthy habits need to be gone. I am thinking about keeping a journal during this process. I want to document both the positive and negative aspects throughout this process. I got this. I need to find new hobbies and need to stay busy. I also need a new way of thinking. Damn unhealthy habits.
Have you tried to stop something you were use to? How did you cope? Any advice for me?
-Unhealthy Habits II-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Level-Headed
In the chaos of the stormy sea
A beacon shines so bright and free
Calm amidst the swirling tide
A steady heart where peace resides
When tempests rage and thunder roars
The level head it calmly soars
Guiding through the darkest night
With clarity, it’s guiding light
In heated moments, tempers flare
But wisdom finds the cooler air
A balanced mind, a tranquil soul
In every challenge, it plays its role
So be the rock, unshaken, strong
Where understanding lingers long
In every trial, be steadfast
Level heads will always last
-Level Head-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
White Dahlia
In the garden’s hush, under daybreak’s veil
Blooms the white dahlia, pure and pale
Petals whisper secrets, soft and bright
A symphony of silence in dawn’s first light
Elegance in form, grace in every fold
A tale of beauty in hues untold
Innocence and peace, a spirit so slight
The white dahlia stands as a beacon of light
Amidst the colors, bold and loud
It stands serene, a gentle shroud
A silent prayer, a quiet song
In the heart of the garden, where it belongs
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Forget…
Forget
Want to let it all go
Forget the past, forget the humiliation
Forget the hurt, forget it all
Forget the people who played a part in my hurt
Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away
Forget those who said they care, but really do not
Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears
Forget being a child, forget all of my childhood
Damn
Forget having too much weight on my shoulders
Forget getting over shit alone and afraid
Damn yall
I just want to forget
Forget it all…
Thank you for reading.
Sleepless Nights
Sleepless Nights
Tossing and turning
New and exciting
Ideas are coming in
Out the bed
I go
Sleepless nights
Notebook and Pen
Always handy
Sleepless Nights
Wide awake
Family, books, poetry
Sleepless Nights
Dreams, My future, My kid’s future
Sleepless Nights
Loneliness, Companionship, Love, Life
The Universe!
Swimming around constantly
Sleepless Nights
I need to rest
But
My mind thinks otherwise
Sleepless Nights
Just wondering
Questioning everything
How the world works, How is this made?
I think of it all
Sleepless Nights
Struggling to close my
Eyes
Even though they are heavy
Sleepless Nights
Thinking thoughts good and bad
Consumed
Like, Damn theses
Sleepless nights!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
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