I am Torn
Between not knowing the true intentions of a person
Torn
Is it all fake? Real?
Torn
Between my head and my heart
Question every conversation, moments, movements
Torn
Because I stay guarded
Scared to let me out
Torn
Though they words sound nice
A difference in their actions
Shit don’t add up
Torn
Due to wasted time
Torn
See all the blurriness!
Torn
I always get left behind
Torn
Due to sweet lies
Funny
Though I am torn
Life goes on!
-Torn-
Blessings and Love
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Sometimes you just must remind yourself that you will succeed, you will win. You will overcome obstacles that are in your way.
Remind yourself to push hard every day and never give up. Keep pushing through it all, even if you must cry, scream, let it all out. Don’t give up.
Sometimes we have to talk to our inner selves and give some pep talks. Let ourselves know that all will be okay. Say you are strong and willing. Say you believe in your dreams, Say you have faith.
Remind yourself that you have your own back.
Just a reminder to take of yourself! Self-Love, Self-Care is the best care!
A reminder!
Remember to love yourself and those around you.
Thoughts???
Blessings
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More from Ray’Elaine: Topic Self-Love
https://writeblg.com/2021/12/03/dont-give-up/
https://writeblg.com/2021/01/26/selflove/
Act’s Up
When the curtains close
Your behind closed doors
The happiness simmers
The smile fades
The fame gone
The fake love disappears
No one around
Your quiet
You stare and wonder
What is it all for?
Is it just the act in me?
Can they not see the real me?
On stage its all love
All happiness
Roses and candies
balloons and confetti
The act keeps them near
When curtains close
Where are they?
Why, I fear?
Aloneness
Staring in the mirror
Cannot pretend with myself
With none
Behind that curtain
Who am I?
An act, a person…….
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#Much Love #APoem
Doing good then Boom…. Why?
Okay so everything was fine, and I am writing and then my mom pops up in my
head. Oh man that just made me pause and just start balling. Hate this feeling and now feeling a little down. Why does this happen? Now I am going to pray then turn on some music and hopefully stop feeling this way.
UGh shake it off I’m saying to myself. Maybe I need to go to bed. Put the notebooks and pens up and rest. Maybe she is telling me something I don’t know. Whatever music and a shot of something strong, a joint, shower and the damn bed. Just want to feel numb and not think for a while. Crazy months ago, thought I would be done drinking but here I am tonight with all these damn emotions, and a damn drink in hand (SMH). And it is really past my bedtime lol have to be up at 5am (Got To Work! YAY!) plus I have a migraine on top of all this.
Whew! Just venting and a little freaked out. It’s like I am feeling her. Again, have to shake it off….. Get it together. Oh Man, WTF- My feelings tonight.
I Love and miss you mom. R.I.P.
Hope you all night is good! Have a good one.
Blessings and Love!
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In this world so vast and wideThere’s none quite like me insideA precious gem, unique and rareA soul that’s meant to shine and flare With tender love, I care for me And all the wonders I can beI nurture dreams and passions deepAnd never let my spirit sleep Life is a journey, wild and freeAnd I…
Quotes tonight is about being real with yourself. Knowing who you are. Always Be You! Have a great night! Quotes: “Be bold, be brave enough to be your true self.” — Queen Latifah “Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.” A call to be honest with…
Just a reminder to LOVE yourself through it all. Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. Be strong and you got this. Be the change you wish to see! Self-love is best Sending prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those…
Doubting
Somethings I know about myself that I feel is not a good thing would be overthinking, non-trusting, and being in my head too much. I feel sometimes these things hold me back and seem to not have it all together. Oh, and self-doubting I tend to second guess myself all the time in anything that I do. It annoys me sometimes that is why I want to change it. I must figure out all the craziness inside my mind and try my best to move forward, make better changes. Be more relaxed, stress free. Try to do something without over thinking it or have self-doubt. Self-doubting is one of the reasons my book is not done yet, again craziness it has been 2 years. Yeah, I definitely need to get it together. No, I don’t know how I can overcome these things, but I will do some research and try.
Just thinking of the things that I feel is holding me back and thinking of ways to change that about myself. Want to be able to put good work out there and feel happy with the decisions I have made. Try something new surrounding my daily life. I don’t know. Anybody else having problems with self-doubt? Are you an overthinker? Are you too much in your head? Is anything holding you back? Thinking and more thinking!
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FLOW!
F- Following my own lead, following my visions, my dreams, feeling powerful, facing myself
L- Learning and growing, letting go of the past, listening to my voice more often, loving myself
O- Observe everything around me, open my mind and my heart, and open to new and better ideas
W- Willing to do what it takes to achieve my dream, I have wisdom, wishful, working on a better life for my kids and myself, work hard, a woman that is worthy.
That is me. I go with the flow of things and wish for the best. Learning as I go!
Just go with the FLOW!!
Hope you enjoy this.
Thank you for reading.
When shit gets tough, you have to
Figure it out
It don’t matter if you can do it or not
Figure it out
Feeling like everyone, the world is against you
Figure it out
Feeling weak, unable, unstable, lost
Still
Figure it out
Weather it’s the highs or the lows
Figure it out
Smile on your face
Or
Tears in your eyes
Figure it out
No mater what
Figure it out
No matter what direction you take
Figure it out
What life is about
Making a way we have
No choice but too
Figure it out
Right?
Blessings All
Thank you for reading.
Awaken in this
Jungle
Too much going on
Not sure as to what I am seeing
Pinching, slapping myself
Is this a
Dream
Maybe reality
In this jungle
I feel free
Moving around, being me
Accepted
Is this life
I ask myself
Talking and chilling with
The animals
Friends or foes
I do not know
This jungle
Feel right, Safe
Yet scary
Am I a human?
Maybe a lion
Again, is this a
Dream, a reality
The jungle
Wild and free
No surprise
The jungle
Is just like
Me.
Chilling
Me and my new peps
No cares in
This jungle
I am wild and
Doing me
I get along with
This Jungle!!!
-Blessings and Love-
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