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50/50 

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Sometimes I wish I could be a people pleaser. Forever. Be what everyone wants me to be at all times. Sometimes I feel that way. On the other hand, I am tired of it. At my age and how I have been feeling these days I want to focus on my kids and myself. I feel like I have spent half of my life doing for others no matter what and have nothing to show for it. Nobody has or is doing the same for me. 50/50. Some people want you to jump and be there for them whenever, and they can care less about what is going on with you or how you are doing. It is all about what they can get out of you. Again, I am so tired of it. Feeling like if it is not about my kids or anything for them it is not for me. They are my main focus no matter what. At my age, I do need to get back to loving myself and doing better. 50/50. Sometimes I do wish life could be all about me, myself, and I. my wants and needs. There are times when I feel like I do not know who I am and what I really like when it comes to certain things. I have always been wrapped in other people’s lives and problems and what they needed. Here i am thinking life has passed me by, it’s all a blur and I am constantly trying to make things clearer. 50/50. The 50 percent of my life that was mine and the other 50 percent that was not. It is a 50/50 thing. 

-50/50- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Pink Roses!

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A pink rose, delicate and sweet

Symbolizes love and affection, a treat

Its soft petals, a blush of pink

A message of gratitude, it does brink

A gift of pink rose, so pure

Says thank you for being there, for sure

It conveys a message of grace

A gesture of tenderness, in every place

The meaning of the pink rose is clear

A sign of love and admiration, so dear

It speaks of joy and happiness

A symbol of elegance and loveliness

So, let the pink rose speak for you

And express your feelings, through and through

Let its beauty and fragrance convey

What words sometimes cannot say

-Pink Roses-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Happy Women’s Day!

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In the quiet dawn, whispers of courage rise, Across continents, hearts aflame with grace 

Women, warriors of resilience, claim their space 

Their voices echoing through the boundless skies 

They weave tales of triumph, fierce and true, from ancient wisdom to modern-day fight, Breaking chains, demanding justice, and light 

 Their legacy etched in every shade and hue 

In boardrooms, classrooms, and fields they stand, Mothers, sisters, daughters, unyielding and bold 

 Their dreams unfurling like banners of old, For equality, love, and a liberated land 

So let us raise our voices, hearts entwined, to honor the strength of womankind 

Happy International Women’s Day! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Success II 

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In the realm of dreams and aspirations, a journey unfolds 

Where challenges are conquered and stories are told 

A tale of perseverance, courage, and might 

Guided by a vision burning bright 

Through valleys of doubt and mountains of fear 

I rise above, my purpose clear 

With each step forward, I embrace the unknown 

For in the depths of struggle, true strength is shown 

Success awaits with open arms 

A testament to my unwavering charms 

In the tapestry of life, I leave my mark 

A shining beacon in the dark 

Let it be written, so let it be done 

My success story has only just begun 

With passion as my guide and determination as my friend 

I’ll reach the stars, my journey to no end 

-Success-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Personal Goal

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Daily writing prompt
What was the hardest personal goal you’ve set for yourself?
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The hardest personal goal that I have set for myself is becoming an author. I have always been a writer, writing poetry and short stories, but never put my work out there. Four years ago, I made that decision. I say it is a hard goal that I set because it is not easy. It takes time, dedication, passion, and consistency. Consistency to me is the hardest trying to make sure I make time for writing, editing, and designing since I self-publish. This is a hard personal goal due to all the steps involved. I want to be a good writer, tell stories that people can relate to and ones that they will love. I love my ability to use my imagination and creativity and do so freely. Though it is a hard process I am happy that I made that decision to become an author, I love writing and getting my ideas and thoughts out. A hard personal goal that I will continue to pursue. 

Do you set personal goals for yourself? Has it been a hard process? 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.  

Mellow

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Mellow is a state of mind 

A feeling of calm that you can find 

When life gets hectic and too much to bear 

Take a deep breath and let go of the care 

It’s a feeling of peace that can wash over you 

A sense of contentment in all that you do 

No need to rush, no need to stress 

Just relax and let life progress 

It’s like a gentle breeze on a summer day 

Or the soothing sound of ocean waves at play 

A moment to cherish and hold dear 

A time to let go of all fear 

If you’re feeling overwhelmed and blue 

Take a step back and just be you 

Embrace the feeling of being mellow 

And let your spirit fly like a free-flowing swallow 

It Takes Two! 

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When it comes to love, it takes two 

To make a bond that’s strong and true 

One cannot carry all the weight 

For love to grow two hearts must mate 

Communication is key they say 

To keep the love from fading away 

Both must listen, and both must speak 

To understand each other’s needs 

It’s not just about the happy times 

But also, the lows and the uphill climbs 

Together, they face the world ahead 

With love and trust, they’ll never dread 

A relationship needs more than just a trend 

It takes two to make it last. And with each other, it will surpass. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Declutter. 

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In the depths of my mind lies a tangled mess 

A cluttered space I must confess 

Thoughts and worries, all intertwined 

A maze of chaos hard to unwind 

I set out on a quest to declutter 

To clear my mind and make it better 

I sought out peace and mental space 

To find a calm and tranquil place 

But with each thought that I let go 

Another seemed to take hold 

I struggled on determined still 

To free my mind and break the chill 

Through meditation, I found my way 

A path to peace, day by day 

Breathing in and letting out 

I found the strength to push through doubt 

And now I stand, with my mind cleared out 

The clutter is gone, without a doubt 

A sense of peace I’ve never known 

My mind is at rest and fully grown 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Nostalgic

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I’ve been thinking about all the fun things I used to do as a kid. Back when technology was just beginning and hasn’t fully taken over yet. Thinking of the good memories of the games me my family and friends used to play. Games that were fun and sometimes competitive. Games that were fun to just pass the time, especially in the summertime. Like Double Dutch, this was so fun, and I used to get lost in it and of course, thought I was the best in it. Hopscotch is another game that was fun and a pastime, and bonding with sisters, cousins, or friends. Houla Hoop is another one. This was fun, but to be honest, I wasn’t that good at it, lol. Jump roping also. 

Games like hand clap (Do yall remember that one?), talent shows, charades, ding dong ditch, football-two hand touch, Hide and seek, the freeze game, Simon says, and board games on family nights. I am just sitting here thinking about it all. I feel like games like this is not around anymore and it’s kind of sad, I know things come and go. Some of these games kept my mind occupied and I loved it. 

Also, little flirty games at school were fun, though some of them we had no business playing lol.  

Again, I am feeling nostalgia and thinking about some good times.  

What was your favorite game to play? Do you have any to add to the list? What did you do to pass the time? 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Remember This??

Yeah, In my head

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Hello all

Sometimes having a listening ear to vent is everything. A friend who is always there

Well too bad I have neither. Well, my notebook lol

My fellow bloggers/readers yall know I am always in my feelings though it is a reason for it

Given the month it is and the month coming up. No doubt I will need the strength to make it through. Days coming up will be hard and a struggle and I am going to try my hardest to get through it. I just know emotions, memories, and everything will come back up. Missing mom and trying to keep it all together. And lonely. Feel like rainy days ahead

Tonight, I am wishing I had a friend just need someone right now I guess, and with me, that does not happen often. I usually tend to vent here and my notebook and my sister, but no one else face to face. Or I sometimes keep the worst inside and not speak a word about it.  Maybe I am a damn difficult person. Thankful for this blog and support. Just like to vent and let it out of course and wish it was more people in my life that genuinely care. Again just need a friend and a listening ear right now. Okay! Breathe… Can’t believe I am rambling on about not having friends. LOL Crazy!! Then again, it’s how I feel tonight. Have a good one.

How has the weekend been to you? Ready for the week ahead?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.