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Want What You Cannot Have!

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Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

 Or

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍❤💜

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Forget…

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Forget

Want to let it all go

Forget the past, forget the humiliation

Forget the hurt, forget it all

Forget the people who played a part in my hurt

Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away

Forget those who said they care, but really do not

Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears

Forget get being a child, forget all of my childhood

Damn

Forget having too much weight on my shoulders

Forget getting over shit alone and afraid

Damn yall

I just want to forget

Forget it all…

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Heal (Trying)

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Healing

Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.

This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.

I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.

Thank you for reading.

It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!

True Love!!

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True Love!

Searching

Looking, wishing for

A

True love

Love that does not hurt me

Love that sees me, wants me

His love and only me

Love with us being friend’s

Soul mates

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love that holds me

Holding tight

I am safe

Love that brings warmth

Happiness

Love that grows

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love with communication

Love that trust

A great bond

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love with chemistry

Intimacy

Love with faith

Love with hope, light

Searching, Looking

Wishing for a

True love

Love that faces problems

But still, love

Love that is strong

Powerful

Love with dreams

Long-lasting love

I am

Searching

Looking

And

Wishing for and

Wanting a

True love!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Unwanted

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That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

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Abandonment
Wasted Time

Gentle Me!

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In this busy world and all its noise 

I often find myself feeling overwrought 

And though I try my best to stay poised 

I sometimes feel like I’m coming up short 

It’s in these moments that I must remind 

Myself to be gentle and kind to me 

To take a step back and not be confined 

By the standards that I should be 

For I am human, with flaws and mistakes 

And that’s okay. It’s just a part of life 

So, instead of dwelling on what I can’t make 

I’ll focus on the beauty and joy that’s rife 

And in this way, I’ll be kind and gentle 

To myself and to others. Indeed it’s fundamental! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

To Keep Your Cool!

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When the heat of the moment starts to rise

And tempers flare before our eyes

Remember to take a deep breath or two

And count to ten before you do.

Find a quiet place to clear your head

And focus on your thoughts instead

Take a walk or listen to some music

To calm your nerves and help you choose it.

Think about the situation at hand

And what you can do to take a stand

But always keep your cool and be kind

To find a solution that’s fair and aligned.

So, when the world around you starts to spin

And you feel like you just can’t win

Remember to stay calm and stay true

And you’ll find a way to make it through.

Just Keep Your Cool!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Keep It Cool!

Focus!

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Tonight I am focused and working on my writing, going good so far.

Just trying to keep at it and get these chapters done. Type them up and edit, then write again. Edit Edit Edit….Get it done, Homegirl!!!

I’ve got music going, and my pen, notebook, and computer are ready. I’m feeling great at the moment. This is a short post tonight. How is your night going? Are you working on any projects? Do you have any fun plans tonight?

My Vibes tonight

Blessings.

Thank you for reading.

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Pure Intentions 

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My king, my love, my heart’s delight
With pure intentions, I hold you tight
Your regal grace and noble presence
Have captured me, my soul, my being

In every breath, I feel your love
A gift from God, a gift above
Your gentle touch, your soothing voice 
Have made my heart rejoice

With every passing day, my love for you 
Grows stronger, deeper, and truer
I pledge my heart, my soul, my all
To love you always, to heed your call 

My king, my love, my heart’s delight 
With pure intentions, I hold you tight

-Pure Intentions- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.