Moon hums in the dark
Blankets hug me close
Pillow kisses face
Bedtime drifts me home
Night hums low like gentle breath
Blankets gather quiet dreams
Pillow soft on cheeks
Bedtime tucks me in
It’s time to get a goodnight’s sleep…….Goodnight!
-Bedtime-
Blessings and Love
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There once was a heart in the past
Where memories shimmered like glass
Memories snap clean
Nostalgia breathes light
Bright shards of yesterday gleam
Nostalgia cuts deep
Old laughter still glows
In the places it froze
Nostalgia holds beautiful moments that last
Nostalgia, thinking of the past!
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Today I will forget about all of yesterday’s problems
Today I will focus on my goals
Today I will not let the little things bother me
Today I am on a mission to better my life
Today I will not complain
I will just do
Today I will not be mean or cold
Today I will have control over my emotions, attitude and my life
Today my mind is free
Today I learn a new me!!
Blessings and Love!
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Put the words I want to say in a jar
Bottled up and send a far
Anonymously
Don’t speak on it
Silence
Write a letter and burry it
Deep, maybe no one will see
Don’t think about it
Silence
Keep it all in, lock it away
Not a peep
Silence
Drug and drink
Numb it from my mind
Silence
Walk around quiet!
Used to it
But sometimes, this silence
Thoughts
Of the unsaid
I hear it, all of it loud and clear
But again, still there is
Silence
Blessings and Love
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Failure…
Hello all,
When you hear the word failure what does it mean to you? To me failure is letting yourself down over and over, not doing what is necessary to succeed, or having things happen in the process of doing what you need or want, and not following your goals or dreams. Yeah, sometimes life steps in and stuff happens that you can not control, it is all about how you recover.
From time to time, I feel like I am failing in life and feel like a loser or failure. When I don’t complete some goals, I feel that I am letting myself down and being lazy even when I’m sick or just feeling down or lazy that day, and when I am not in the mood to write. Feeling like a failure is not okay to me maybe because I tend to be a perfectionist in everything I do. I want everything to be perfect and get pissed when it is not to my standards. Not good. I question myself when failing happens and think about the situation all the time. And of course, I get angry, sad, feel lost, feel like nothing. Always been this way yes even as a child. My parents use to say that I am my own enemy, and I hold my own self back. My dad says it constantly and it something that I am very aware of. I know that in life there will be times you will fail, you must keep it moving
I just do not like it, losing, failing, none of it. Is it just me? Failure is not an option is a saying that constantly replays in my mind. Failure is not an option, you get knocked down, brush it off and keep your head up (I tell myself) Simple right?
What do you think? Have a good one! Please feel free to like, comment, and share your thoughts about failure. Love peace, happiness, and blessings all.
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Everyday Happiness!
My kids are one of the five things that bring me happiness every day. Seeing their happy faces every day brings me joy. (Not a thing, but happiness to me all the time!)
The next is coffee. I need coffee every morning to start my day off right. Get coffee in me, and I will be ready to conquer the day.
Another thing is my computer, which I use to write and do research. I also need it because I work from home. The computer is vital for me to use every day.
My cell phone, a pen, and a notebook are other things I use daily that bring me happiness. Those are my 5 everyday things that bring me happiness.
Blessings and Love!
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To sit with yourself
Through the pain, misery, struggles, heartaches
To talk to yourself, saying it will be ok
Through the tears
Facing your struggles head on everyday
Knowing better days are coming
You sit patiently nursing yourself
From all the hurt
Speaking life into yourself
Knowing only, you can do it
This journey is for self
Fixing yourself for yourself
Breath of fresh air
Burst of energy
Leaving the old shit behind
To sit with yourself
From struggle to success
To talk to yourself
Through the hurt to the happiness
Knowing it’s all a damn
Process……
Life, Process
Blessings and Love
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To anyone who is having a hard time right now. Keep your head up. Please know that you are love and loved! You got this and KEEP GOING!
Heart Guarded…
Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!
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Wasted time
Have you ever met somebody, and you hit it off, and you two get along? The good conversations, then boom it freaking ends. Ugh I hate that. That is why I try not to get too attached and get my feelings involved, because people will switch up and change on you. Like do not introduce me to that if you cannot keep it up. I do not like the “oh I will talk to you only on my time” which is when or who knows when can you say irritated? I like consistency is that hard to ask for? I also do not like my time wasted that is so annoying or do not like my damn feelings hurt. These days it is so hard to find a nice genuine person like myself. Maybe I will take a seat and focus on me. Time to myself and not worrying about pleasing the next person. I really liked the person but oh well what can you do? I will move on and let it go. Whatever. Wasted my damn time, SMH
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Gentle guidance with a patient pace
Learning to love it is a daunting race
Heart aflutter, mind is a maze
Fumbling steps, unsure ways
With each stumble, we grow wise
Love’s mysteries, we begin to surmise
Through trials and errors, we improvise
And in our hearts, love multiplies
The ghazal of love, a journey long
But with each step, we grow strong
Learning to love, a lifelong song
With each verse, our hearts belong.
-Learn to Love-
Blessings and Love
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