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Beauty within
Beauty on the outside
Through it all
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Personal Goal
The hardest personal goal that I have set for myself is becoming an author. I have always been a writer, writing poetry and short stories, but never put my work out there. Four years ago, I made that decision. I say it is a hard goal that I set because it is not easy. It takes time, dedication, passion, and consistency. Consistency to me is the hardest trying to make sure I make time for writing, editing, and designing since I self-publish. This is a hard personal goal due to all the steps involved. I want to be a good writer, tell stories that people can relate to and ones that they will love. I love my ability to use my imagination and creativity and do so freely. Though it is a hard process I am happy that I made that decision to become an author, I love writing and getting my ideas and thoughts out. A hard personal goal that I will continue to pursue.
Do you set personal goals for yourself? Has it been a hard process?
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Happy Thursday
Spreading LOVE of course have a great day people. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!!!!!
You got this. Wake up and Kickass…..💙💚🖤🤎💛💜❤🧡
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Always Be There!
Standing by your side
Through the highs and lows
A constant source of strength
As your story unfolds.
I’ll lend an ear to listen
And a shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there in a heartbeat
Whenever you need someone.
In times of trouble and distress
I’ll offer a helping hand
And when you’re lost and feeling down
I’ll help you understand.
For in this life, we all need someone
To be there through thick and thin
And I promise to be that person
Through every challenge we begin.
I’ll always be there
My Friend!
-Always Be There-
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚🧡💗💜🤍❤
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Morning!!!
Happy Wednesday!!
Have a great day. Love yourself through it all!
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Wednesday Morning!!!!!
Every morning no matter how I feel I tell myself that I am loved, I am strong, I am beautiful and I am worth it.
Even if someone else does not see my worth I do. I teach this to my daughter and my nieces I tell them to always love their selves. Loving yourself and believing in your self comes from within.
Good Morning People this is how I get ready in the morning happy face or sad face I have to remind myself how far I have come and I am still going. Remember to always love yourself through it all. Hope you all have a great day and do not let the troubles of the day get you down and yes I know it can be hard, but do your best and think positive. I wish you all a good day, love, peace, happiness, and…
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Decisions
I must sit back and look at the situation, figure out what my options are, and make some decisions. I have a lot to figure out and fast. So many thoughts in my mind right now and sometimes I do not know what to do, it is hard dealing with certain situations when there are children involved. The decisions I make will affect them too. Anyway, I must do what is best for me and my family and make sure that we will be okay, that is my priority.
On another note, I have to make the right decisions regarding my writing, and my books. That is challenging because I have so many ideas and I want them all out. I need to learn that it is okay to work at a slow pace so that way it is done right, and I have good material for my readers. I do not want to rush my work and it is not good quality. This weekend I have to make my mind up on some things. Man, so many decisions need to be made. Ugh, what to do?
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Complain.
What do you complain about the most?
Nowadays I feel like I complain the most about having free, alone time, a hectic and chaos-free day. I talk about being alone a lot and having some quiet time and peace. I feel like taking care of my home, work life, me writing, and starting a business I just want to take time to take a break from it all for like maybe a day or two or shit a week or two (LOL). I complain about not having fun, or doing the basic things for myself. I feel like sometimes I have a boring life. I do not do much, such a homebody. Sometimes I feel the need to want to be alone by myself and just relax just be zoned out without a care. Live in a fantasy world for a while. And I say it is wishful thinking. My life iis hectic and always so much to do. Everybody deserves time off and relaxation. Am I wrong? I also complain about me overthinking lol. Those are the two things I complain about the most. I mean like every day. Crazy! But seriously alone time, a break, a vacation all sounds good and needed right now.
Are you a person who complains a lot? If so, what about?
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Sharing a little more about Ray’Elaine!
Nostalgic
I’ve been thinking about all the fun things I used to do as a kid. Back when technology was just beginning and hasn’t fully taken over yet. Thinking of the good memories of the games me my family and friends used to play. Games that were fun and sometimes competitive. Games that were fun to just pass the time, especially in the summertime. Like Double Dutch, this was so fun, and I used to get lost in it and of course, thought I was the best in it. Hopscotch is another game that was fun and a pastime, and bonding with sisters, cousins, or friends. Houla Hoop is another one. This was fun, but to be honest, I wasn’t that good at it, lol. Jump roping also.
Games like hand clap (Do yall remember that one?), talent shows, charades, ding dong ditch, football-two hand touch, Hide and seek, the freeze game, Simon says, and board games on family nights. I am just sitting here thinking about it all. I feel like games like this is not around anymore and it’s kind of sad, I know things come and go. Some of these games kept my mind occupied and I loved it.
Also, little flirty games at school were fun, though some of them we had no business playing lol.
Again, I am feeling nostalgia and thinking about some good times.
What was your favorite game to play? Do you have any to add to the list? What did you do to pass the time?
Blessings and Love!
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Remember This??
Yeah, In my head
Hello all
Sometimes having a listening ear to vent is everything. A friend who is always there
Well too bad I have neither. Well, my notebook lol
My fellow bloggers/readers yall know I am always in my feelings though it is a reason for it
Given the month it is and the month coming up. No doubt I will need the strength to make it through. Days coming up will be hard and a struggle and I am going to try my hardest to get through it. I just know emotions, memories, and everything will come back up. Missing mom and trying to keep it all together. And lonely. Feel like rainy days ahead
Tonight, I am wishing I had a friend just need someone right now I guess, and with me, that does not happen often. I usually tend to vent here and my notebook and my sister, but no one else face to face. Or I sometimes keep the worst inside and not speak a word about it. Maybe I am a damn difficult person. Thankful for this blog and support. Just like to vent and let it out of course and wish it was more people in my life that genuinely care. Again just need a friend and a listening ear right now. Okay! Breathe… Can’t believe I am rambling on about not having friends. LOL Crazy!! Then again, it’s how I feel tonight. Have a good one.
How has the weekend been to you? Ready for the week ahead?
Blessings and Love!
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Contradictions…
Have you ever been in a situation where your feelings are deep for someone, yet you cannot explain it to them. You are too much in your head and in a way, you are a walking contradiction. What do I mean? I am glad yall asked. I say walking contradiction because I want one thing but act and say another thing.
An example, I always say that communication is key in any type of relationship, and I like open communication. I like for people to be able to come and talk to me about anything. On the other hand, I do not like to talk all the time and indeed be in my head. I shut down and do not want to talk to anyone about anything. I just cut people off until I feel like I am ready to talk to them again. That is contradiction number one. Another example is I also have a problem with accountability. I want someone to own up to the shit they have done and own up to the crazy ways they acted. I try to get them to understand the way they acted. On the other hand, sometimes, I feel like I said what I said, did what I did and that is that. I expect a person to deal with it. Or I try to avoid talking about it. Not with everything but from time to time I get like this. I know that it is not right. That is contradiction number two. Another one is being open minded, that is what I want from others but me, myself, is really not open minded, I try to be, but I am so closed off and sometimes I am not open to new things. Damn. Contradiction number three. Control is a big one…. I do not like people who are super controlling, yet I can be. I like to be in control over everything I do. If I am not in control I feel out of place and full of anxiety. Contradiction number four.
I know these are not good traits I have, and I have been working on all of them!
Again, I am a walking contradiction, and I can be honest about it. Always real with myself above the rest.
Anybody else like this? What are some contradictions you face?
Blessings and Love
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