Life’s path is paved with sacrifices made
A journey where each step must be paid
Hardships and struggles are constant companions
Testing our wills like a fierce battalion. Yet we carry on, with hope in our hearts
Braving each storm until it departs
For we know that in the end, it all adds up
The sacrifices made, the bitter cups.
And as we reach the final bend
We can look back and say
I did it, my friend
-Sacrifices-
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As I look in the mirror, I see
A face that’s lost and filled with grief
I thought I knew just who I’d be
But now I’m lost and feel naive
I had such high hopes and grandiose dreams
But they fell flat, or so it seems
I thought I’d make a bigger mark
But now I’m struggling in the dark
I’m disappointed in myself
For not achieving all my goals
I put my dreams up on the shelf
And now I’m paying heavy tolls
I wish that I could find my way
And be the person I once dreamed
But now I’m lost, with nothing to say
Silent, at a stand still
And all my hopes are coming undone at the seams
So here I stand, with heavy heart
And wonder where I’ll go from here
I hope that I can find a start
And overcome this crippling fear.
Just so disappointment in me, myself, and I
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Stormy Nights
Dark, cold, raining
Storm is raging
Candles lit, scene is set
Stormy Nights
Brings together a romance
As the sound of the rain
Is the music for us
Candles lit with the scent of
Warm vanilla and caramel
As the thunder roar, with specks of lighting
Storm is raging
Us no care in the world, BUT each other
Stormy Nights
Brings souls together
Dancing and laughing
A good night indeed
Candles lit with the shadows of
Our bodies
Such a Stormy Night
Oh, one to remember
As we get lost in romance
Let
The rain keep falling
Thunder keep roaring
It’s a Stormy Night
Us
Undercovers!
-Stormy Nights-
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S-Struggle, Spiteful, Stuck
L- Lousy, Losing
I-Impatient
P- Paranoid
P- Poisonous, Pain
I-Incomplete, Imperfect, Insane
N- Numb
G- Gone, Grumpy
Feeling stuck in life, times I want to be spiteful due to my struggles
Slipping
Sometimes I feel like a lousy person who is losing at life
Slipping
So impatient with myself, with everything
Slipping
I’m on edge, constant guard up, and paranoid
Slipping
Been poisoned with hate, hurt, grief, and pain, sometimes the pain is too much to deal with
Slipping
This imperfect self, feeling lost and incomplete. Insane with my thoughts
Slipping
She is numb to it all. It is what it is
Slipping
Lately been grumpy, with no feelings. Drugging and drinking, I’m gone
Damn
I’m
Slipping…..
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Drunken me
Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.
Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world
Take another shot, it is all good
Feel the sensation, feel the burn
They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away
Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping
But I do not give a damn
Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone
Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want
Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze
Do I want to stop? Do I need more?
Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away
Its okay be gone for the night
And another one…….
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**Updated: 7/28/2023**
Falling in love quick, deep feelings
Like a rush of water, a strong current
Swept me off my feet, left me breathless
I didn’t know what hit me, but I knew it was love
Everything felt different, colors brighter
The world was a canvas waiting to be painted
And I had the perfect palette of emotions
A rainbow of feelings, all for you
In your eyes, I saw the universe
In your touch, I felt the warmth of the sun
I knew that I was home, safe and sound
In the arms of the one I loved
Falling in love quick, deep feelings
It’s a rollercoaster ride, a wild adventure
But I wouldn’t have it any other way
For you are my heart, my soul, my everything
-Love! Damn!-
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Putting Myself First
By standing tall and fierce
I claim my space and voice
No longer will I fear
Or let others make my choice.
My needs and wants matter
I deserve to be seen
My light will only scatter
If I put others before me.
So I stand with conviction
And honor my own worth
I am my own addiction
Always
Putting myself first.
Blessings and Love!
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All I want is a night with you
Just you and I, music, our bodies
A night with you our wild side
Meeting our hands all over each other
A night with you all I want
Let us dance in each other arms
No care in the world. Just us you and I
A night with you
Hot and steamy I want you bad, Need YOU!
Passion filled, lustful, exotic
A night with you, one I don’t want to end
All I want is a night with you my King!
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You say I’m odd, eccentric, too
But that’s just me, what can I do?
I march to the beat of my own drum
And let my creativity run
My thoughts and actions may seem strange
But they’re the product of a mind unchained
I don’t conform to society’s norms
And I’m not afraid to weather life’s storms
Being different isn’t always easy
But it’s who I am, completely and honestly
So, if you think I’m odd or weird
Just know that’s something to be revered
In this world that values sameness
Being unique is what brings greatness
So, let me be the oddball that I am
And watch me soar beyond the norm
Eccentric Me!
Blessings and Love!
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Every day that passes by
I can’t help but wonder why
You had to go so far away
Leaving me here, alone to stay
My heart is heavy, full of pain
As I long to see you once again
To feel your love, your warm embrace
And see the smile on your face
I miss the times we used to share
The laughter, love, and all the care
I miss your voice, your gentle touch
And all the things I loved so much
But even though you’re far away
My love for you will never stray
For you are always in my heart
And we will never be apart
So until the day we meet again
I’ll hold you close, my dear mom
And cherish all the memories
Of the love that you have given me
Forever missing you
-Miss Mom-
Blessings and Love!
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