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August!

Welcome August! Fresh month and a fresh start. New monthly goals are in play. This month is exciting for me. Last year in August, I published two books, and I will publish one this month. I am so grateful and looking forward to what the month can bring. I have new goals I am working on and new projects I will be starting. Get It Done!

August is also my birthday month, so that is exciting as well. Happy August people.

Do you have any monthly goals? Are any projects coming this month? Staring anything new?

May this month bring you love, happiness, and blessings.

Have a good one!

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Advice To Me

What advice would you give to your teenage self?

This is a good question. I would tell my teenage self, that she is a young smart, intelligent beautiful young woman who can be anything she wants, and her dreams are not small. I would tell my teenage self to go for and work towards the dreams she wants, have no fear. I would tell her that she does not have to believe the negative stuff people would say. I would tell my teenage self that she is strong, and she will be okay.

The advice I would give my teenage self is to never give up and never let anyone take advantage of you. Go out in this world and do your best, you got this. You are precious!   Keep doing good, keep fighting and surviving.

Blessings and Love

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In The Night!

In the night when all is still

I am up and my mind is awake

Racing with thoughts good and bad

In the night when its hard to sleep

In the night is when I write

Letting it all flow together

In the night, my heart is free, free to be me

In the night I see clear

In the night, my imagination is wild

In the night, my mind is wild

In the night I write freely, freely me

And it is Night! Time to write!

-In The Night-

Blessings and Love!

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#InTheNight #JustWrite

Distant

D- Disconnected

I-  Invisible

S- Savage

T- Tempered

A-Attitude

N- Nonchalant

T- Terrible

Disconnected in this world

Again, that feeling of being

Invisible in a crowed place

Savage I am, no other way

This irrational

Temper won’t let me be

Attitude bad, and oh so

Nonchalant too

And that feeling of doing things so

Terrible

Distant I must be.

-Distant-

Blessings and Love!

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Rage III

Rage in my heart, beats like thunder

A tempest raging deep within

My thoughts, a wild and fearsome wonder

A storm that’s set to never end

My anger rises like a fire

A burning flame that knows no end

My soul consumed by its desire

To lash out, to break and bend

Ripping apart my peace

Anger boiling deep within

Grinding teeth and shaking fists

Explosive fury taking over

Blood boiling

Over and over

Damn this rage inside of me…

Blessings and Love!

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Loving Self!!

Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose yourself.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give in to a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed yourself and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you’ve got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is, honestly, how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

Self-love is essential for my thoughts and feelings. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

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Have It All

Daily writing prompt
What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?

To me having it all means that I am in the career I want, constantly completing goals to stay in my career. My family and I are together and happy. Having a comfortable life with loved ones. Maybe a dream home that I have built. Having it all means that you have happiness inside and out.  To me it is not all about money and having a lot of material things. Being comfortable in life, with your life and of course being surrounded by those you love the most.

For what I feel having it all is, yes, it is attainable and sustainable. Anything in life can be challenging but working hard towards what you want is key. You do that indeed you can have it all.

What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Last Goodbye…

Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

So, the last difficult goodbye I had to say was to my mom. She was battling kidney failure for twelve years. In the months of November and December of 2020 her health started to take a turn. Held on for two months. She was in hospice for a week and a half. It was two years ago and tomorrow would be the 2nd year anniversary of her passing. February 28th, 2021.

It was a very hard goodbye. Painful as I was there the whole time and watching her transition. That day is one I would not forget. Some of the things she went through is etched in my mind. The only thing is that I was able to have a last talk with her. Her words are also etched in my mind.

Losing a parent, the healing process is no easy task. Hell losing anyone the healing will not be easy. Keep telling myself not to be sad tomorrow but remember the good things.

Shoutout to those who have lost someone and is in the healing stage. Stay strong! Trust, I know it is not easy. One day at a time.

Kind of happy I let this out…. Such a difficult goodbye.

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🤍❤

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No More Tears

Learning to be okay

With my past

I often tell myself

No more tears

Learning to let go

Of the tight hold

The past has over me

Again, I say

No more tears

Want it all to be forgotten

Blocked out my mind

Struggling to move on

No more tears

For those who caused pain

No more tears

For my benefit

Let it go Ray

Do not let it define you

No more tears

Tired of being tied down

No more I say

I have to gain control

No more tears

Be myself, be free

No more questioning why

All cried out I am

Stay strong

Stand tall, rise above my past

Be proud, wear my scars

I say to myself, no, nope, done

No More Tears.

Blessing and Love.

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