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Focus

Tonight I am focused and working on my writing, going good so far.

Just trying to keep at it and get these chapters done. Type them up and edit, then write again. Edit Edit Edit….Get it done, Homegirl!!!

Got music going and my pen, notebook, and computer ready. I am feeling great at the moment. Short post tonight. How is yall night going? Working on any projects? Any fun plans tonight?

My Vibes tonight

Blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Finally!!

So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.

Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…

Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!

Blessings and Love

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Letting it all out

Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.

Friday Thought!

Hello everyone

Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.


No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again FAILURE is not an OPTION

How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!


Blessings All


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One day at a time. 
Author here!

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Failing/Failure

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Her Eyes

T.O.L- Relax, Sleep

I don’t understand why sometimes I just cannot relax or get a good night’s sleep. I do this all the time, knowing I’m tired, but still want to get so much done. Then I complain and cuss myself in the mornings because I’m still tired and have no energy. Like tonight, I have been working on editing my book for the last two weeks, and tonight that is what I am doing, and I know I have to be up at 5 am for work. But my crazy self wants to continue editing for at least another two hours and post for my blog. So determined and wanting to get it all done fast that it’s cutting into my relaxation and sleep schedule. Why? I always question myself. LOL. I guess tonight; I will have to force myself to bed. Luckily, I work early morning and part-time hours tomorrow, so after work, I am back at it and work on some book covers.

Is anybody else like this? It is kind of weird. LOL. Well, just a little thinking out loud. Blabbing. Time for bed. Homegirl is really tired! Have a goodnight all.

Blessings and Love

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Scared

Scared..

You do not know what is out there

You are scared to take that step

Scared of rejection, embarrassment, failure

Scared of the unknown

You tell yourself I can do it

But doubt, and anxiety tells you otherwise

You are scared of what you might or might not become

Scared of what people will say or think about you

You procrastinate, put things on hold

Scared to put yourself out there

Scared to follow your dreams

You’re scared of your own potential

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Consistency

Hello all, tonight I want to talk about consistency.

For me, consistency is being steady, accurate, and following through with something prompt. Keep up with what you started. Being consistent is important, especially in working towards your goals and dreams, making changes in your life, fitness, education, and more. You have to be on top of everything and make sure you stay on track. If you keep slacking or putting stuff off for another time, you will get nothing done. Maybe set schedules to help you along the way. I know sometimes life gets in the way, pick yourself up and try to get back on track. Be consistent in life and you will get results, well that is my opinion. That goes for friendships and any relationship. You both have to be consistent with each other and on the same page.

Consistency or being consistent can be in any situation, job, or career anything you do or want to do. I wanted to talk about the is. In the past years ago, I had a problem with being consistent with my writing. I would write one day then it will be months before I write again. I had to quickly change that. I am very consistent with the pen now lol. That is on my mind tonight, of course, Ms. Thinker! LOL

Thoughts? What does it mean to you? Do you have a hard time being consistent?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Want to share a few quotes topic of consistency.