Tag Archives: JustWrite

Friday Morning

12/16/2022Holiday, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, Friday, JustWrite, life, Love, Ray'Elaine, WritingRay'Elaine

Friday Morning #JustWrite

Good morning people. Happy Friday! How is your morning going? My morning is going okay, I have a short workday today so that is a great start to the weekend. I am sitting and thinking about what I want to do after work. Maybe a little Christmas shopping and hopefully movie night tonight. What are your Friday plans? Do you and your family have movie night? What types of movies do you watch? Tonight, movies will be Christmas movies and I am excited probably more than my kids.

Well, I must get going. Hope you all have a good day and remember to love yourself and those around you.

My Friday morning. #Mythoughts

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T.N.T

12/15/2022thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Beautiful words!!

Give selflessly, love selflessly, live selflessly

Life can be that beautiful!

Blessings! Goodnight!

Thank You.

Abandonment

12/15/2022PoemsAbandoned, Author, Blogger, Faith, Feelings, JustWrite, Lost, Love, Poems, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Truth, writerRay'Elaine

How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandoned

As a child, as a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not special enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Abandoned

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone, nowhere to be found

Abandoned

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandoned

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandoned

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain, my scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Abandoned

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

Lost soul

Feelings of and truth of..

Abandoned

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Challenge

12/15/2022thoughtsBlogging, Challange, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Challenge

I challenge myself daily, pushing myself and family to always to do what is right and be on top of things. Goals are important to me and I ty to accomplish them. I do my best to be a good leader, parent, daughter, sister, and friend. Learning along the way and still challenging the inner me.

I love to out do myself if that makes sense lol try to do things over and better. Challenge the inner me and surviving.

It is a challenge daily. Yes indeed! And I am all for it.

Have a good one.

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Not Love!

12/14/2022thoughtsBlog, Blogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, Joy, JustWrite, life, Love, Monday, poetry, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Not Love!

If it is destroying, you then it is not love

Love should not hurt

Love should not make you sad, make you cry, keep you drained or stressed

If it is hurting you, then it is not love

Love should be a good feeling, should be happy and filled with joy

Not always chaotic

If it is not love….Walk away

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Random, Random

12/13/2022UncategorizedAnnoying, Feelings, hurt, JustWrite, life, Love, Mary J Blige, Pain, PMS, Random, Ray'Elaine, Strong, thoughtsRay'Elaine

Just want to give a big ass shout out to all my Beautiful, Gorgeous, women out there. Keep being strong

We all know how it go.

It be days like this. Just don’t want to be bothered with the world…. And sometimes it makes shit more fucked up…Ladies am I Alone??

Yesss. Shout out to Mary J Blige for this song..

Feels right now….

Okay! Venting a little

12/12/2022UncategorizedBlog, Emotions, Feelings, hurt, JustWrite, life, Lost, Ray'Elaine, Thinking, Trying, Venting, WritingRay'Elaine

Hello all, my blog peeps. Tonight, I am not cool…..

So, I just posted a poem earlier I wrote about me being tired of my past having a tight ass hold on me. Is there anyone else like this? Where you seem like you cannot escape it, the past? Sometimes I hate that I replay past situations in my head. Then here I am on a damn emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want revenge, I want to do harm, I want to unleash the beast. It gets crazy in this head of mines, and I try to contain it all. I also question why am I like this, why can’t I let it all go? Ugh. I just want some people to fucking suffer. Is that a bad thing? Damn these scars I have.

BREATHE

It is too much right now. I need to get back to focus.

Okay! Whew had to let that out. I am still a work in progress and have thoughts like this from time to time. Was triggered a little today and it had me in a mood. Just venting don’t know if I am the only one. I must continue to pray. I felt close to the edge.

Praying on it and hopefully sleep good and better afterwards. Of course, my blog is my therapy. Please don’t judge me. Just had a fucked-up moment. LET IT Out!!!!

I am trying…WHEW

Again, BREATHE

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