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Okay! Venting a little

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Hello all, my blog peeps. Tonight, I am not cool…..

So, I just posted a poem earlier I wrote about me being tired of my past having a tight ass hold on me. Is there anyone else like this? Where you seem like you cannot escape it, the past? Sometimes I hate that I replay past situations in my head. Then here I am on a damn emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want revenge, I want to do harm, I want to unleash the beast. It gets crazy in this head of mines, and I try to contain it all. I also question why am I like this, why can’t I let it all go? Ugh. I just want some people to fucking suffer. Is that a bad thing? Damn these scars I have.

BREATHE

It is too much right now. I need to get back to focus.

 Okay! Whew had to let that out. I am still a work in progress and have thoughts like this from time to time. Was triggered a little today and it had me in a mood. Just venting don’t know if I am the only one. I must continue to pray. I felt close to the edge.

Praying on it and hopefully sleep good and better afterwards. Of course, my blog is my therapy. Please don’t judge me. Just had a fucked-up moment. LET IT Out!!!!

I am trying…WHEW

Again, BREATHE

Thank you for reading.

Snow!

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Snow!

Snow falling, sweet memories

Hot chocolate in hand

Feeling cozy, feeling love

Watching the snowfall

Looking pretty and peaceful

Thinking of happy thoughts

With a warm heart

Snow falling, keeping me still, content

I love watching the snowfall

Fond of what it brings to my spirit

Love winter, Love snow

The beautiful snowfall!

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#Snow #Poetry #JustWrite

M.N.Q.

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Monday night quotes.


Quotes I am sharing tonight spoke to me about self-love and care and about following your dreams. It is important to treat ourselves right and do what is best for ourselves.

These are not my words. Just saw these quotes and I love them, and I hope they speak to you all as well. Become the best you that you can!!! I want everyone to succeed!

Just wanted to share them.



“Never ever stop believing in yourself. You are born to make it big.”


“Never let life impede on your ability to manifest your dreams. Dig deeper into your dreams and deeper into yourself and believe that anything is possible, and make it happen”






“The worst thing you can do is let someone get comfortable with treating you wrong.”




“You define your own life. Don’t let other people write your script”




Blessings and Love!


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The Feeling of Secure!

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The Feeling of Secure!

Just to be with you, around you, knowing you are there for me

I feel safe and secure. Everything from my mind, my heart, and my body it all feels secure with you

The feelings you give me, makes me light up, I get excited

My inner thoughts, my peace, my life is secure with you. I know that I can talk to you about anything, I can come to you for anything, you will not judge me

Secure in your embrace, I do not want it to end, feel secure with each other

I want to feel secure with you forever!

Thank you for reading.

#Poetry #Secure #Love #JustWrite

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Saturday Night!

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My thoughts, My Saturday night. Writing!

Hello, this Saturday night is going quite well. Of course, I am writing and have gotten so much done. I love when I can sit and concentrate on my writing. Just letting the pen flow. I just started working on chapters in my 2nd book, and it is coming along great. I have been working on the short stories book, and the 1st one I started and forgot about the 2nd one, but tonight the ideas are coming, and I am just writing and chilling. The hard part is a title for the book, yes, it is true no title yet, but I am thinking of some and writing them down. hopefully, soon I will have one picked out.

Wondering if I should start an outline for it, do not know yet. I am doing mystery and urban fiction, and I think it will turn out great. I might share some parts from some of the books. Stay tuned.

How is your night going? Hope all is well. As always, thank you for reading. Have a great night.

Remember to love yourself always. Blessings

Thank you.

#JustWrite #AuGetItDone

Captivated

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The way I see him

I am

Captivated

Wrapped in his

Vortex, this

Whirlwind

I am

Captivated

Needing and wanting

More

Of him, his

Lusty eyes

Locking in on me

Captivated

The way he sees

Me, beauty

He is captivated

Wanting nothing more

Than to be

Wrapped together

In love

In forever

Energy between us

Unmatched

Again wanting

More

Needing him

On all levels

Cannot stop

This whirlwind

You ask why?

Because, bond, lust, love

I am

Captivated.

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Another One!!

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Hello all, how is it going?

For me I am very excited today. Been having positive vibes all day. I am excited because I have published my second book. I finally published my poetry book that been in the works for a year (Yeah That LONG). Been trying to get out of my comfort zone and being too much in my head. I am ready to be a good author and put my best work out. I am also working on a part two for my first book, so I have been very busy. Keep going till I make my dreams come true.

Yes, it has been a journey, but I did not give up. Hard work and tears lol. Just want to share my excitement with you guys. My blog is my safe place and I let you all know everything, so of course I had to share this good news. I also want to encourage people to get out and chase their dreams and to never give up on yourself. It is not always easy but have faith, strength, passion, and dedication. You got this! Reach For Those Stars!

Yay, two books published and more to come. Thanks for all the support, everyone. I appreciate it so much. The name and links to my books will be posted below.

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love! 🖤💛💙💚💜🤎🧡❤️🤍💓💗

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My Night of Darkness

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Night of darkness….I Think!!!

My mind is hazy my eyes are watered I am confused as I look down at the object in my hand, I could not have, no this is not happening. As I look around me and see all the damage that was done, I start panicking and screaming the mess before me was a terrifying scene.

I ran to the bathroom and the face before me was not mine. Who is this person what have they done with the old me?

Then I look down at my bloody hands trying to figure what has happened I try washing the blood from my hands and arm I am scrubbing hard and screaming the word no over and over. Then there was pain all through my body, then DARKNESS………… WTF

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