Take A Walk!
Take a walk
It will be okay
Take a walk
See the birds, dogs, cats, squirrels
Hear nature sounds
Take a walk
Do not think about anything
Awaken your senses
Believe
Take a walk
To clear your mind, get fresh air
Breathe in breathe out
Just take a long walk
And let nature lead you
Be at peace
Take it all in
Take that walk
And
Feel good within!
Take a Walk!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
My thoughts…..
Sometimes it’s best to sit alone and enjoy the quietness.
Alone with your inner self. Enjoy your being, your life, your dreams
Sometimes it’s best to be alone and sit and think about the future and your happiness and peace.
It’s best to have yourself a zen moment. A to myself moment!
Me, Myself and I
Blessings and Love!
Thank you.
Trusting
Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…
I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Nowadays I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new techniques. Sometimes I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.
I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decide to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out and see if we can move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard again my opinion.
Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading..
**More from Ray’Elaine**
Rage
I am seeing red
Pacing back and forth
Fist are balled ready to fight
Rage inside of me
Crazy thoughts going through my mind
Pacing and yelling
I do not care, at all, at all, at all
Rage inside of me, its building
I see darkness, black
With the look of meanness, and a voice of fire
Damn all this rage inside of me
Rage
Thank you for reading
#JustWrite
Okay, so an update, my mom’s family decided and made a decision I’m sure a really hard one and took my grandpa off life support earlier today. R.I.P. to my grandpa I can not lie and say I am doing okay. I am in breakdown mode. He and my mom are together, and I know they will continue to watch over me and be with me. I am sad and just down, very down. Seriously I cannot concentrate, and again like I stated in my blog earlier my emotions are everywhere. WTF and my mind is going miles. Kind of pissed I had to find out on Facebook but I know people are going through it and feeling the loss and grief so I can not take it too personally and take it for what it is. Such a sad night and sorry for the negative post. Your girl is just going through a lot right now and no lie feel like losing it.
Smoking and drinking(Yeah some do not agree and so what), trying to feel numb that is my night, my mood and honestly, I do not care. Craziness… Too much going on. For real I am kind of panicking. Yeah, such a damn day and night.
She venting AGAIN
Love you all and hope your night is better
Again, praying for my family. Strength, guidance, healing, protection, and love.
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Prayers/healing for All
At a time like this, our world needs healing it needs prayers. It seems to be too much going on, ugh always something. I know people are shocked at what is happening I know I am. I feel pain and heartache and wish it were better. I am praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience, and healing for my family and yours. I have some loved ones who are not doing well and want to pray for them.
Praying for better days. Hope you all are safe and okay. Remember to love yourself and those around you. This is how I am feeling at this moment and wanted to share.
Thank you for reading.
#JustWrite #Healing #Praying
I Vent….
Doesn’t it just suck when we want what we can not have. Wanting someone or something when you know its wrong it just sucks. Damn this guy from my past has been on my mind lately and I do not know why. I know he is no good for me. We have never been in a relationship or together like that, but I know that he is seriously bad news. But why in the hell do I think about him or want him? Damn crazy and I try not to think about him. Sometimes I think about what could be or what a relationship between the two of us would look like. I just see his sexy face and sexy voice oh my oh my. I seriously need to stop; can you say annoyed lol. But he is serious on my mind, and he do not know how I feel SMH. Oh Boy! My feelings at the moment, I vent…..
Have a happy Monday!!!!
Thank you for reading.
Me
Me, solo on my mission to better things
Me Strong
There is many around, but none who genuinely care
Me in my mind, closed off to the world
Me, Silence, Invisible
Nobody but me, I got it, wait, do I?
Who needs people, wait huh do I?
Me, solo, darkness, lonely
So many around, who cares
Just me, solo!
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It is a writing night. Ideas are flowing well, and I am feeling confident in my work, it has been a while since feeling this way. My kids are not home this weekend, (Yayyyy, LOL) so I plan to get a lot done with little to no excuses. I got my music going and I am in a zone I must say. Crazy how I was stuck for 2 months on one chapter. But I have it figured out and I am going with what I have and moving on. Hopefully, by Sunday night I have a few more chapters done.
It is a cool night for me. Just writing and chilling enjoying my time alone because I do not get that often, so I am trying to get some writing done and be at peace. Also, this weekend I will be finishing a book I started reading. A book by J.D. Mason called Crazy, Sexy, Revenge, it is a series The Gatewood Family, and I am on book three so cannot wait to finish it, books one and two were good and had me on edge. So that is my night and weekend plans. And of course, writing for my blog also. Again, and yes, I say it a lot but yes writing is my passion! Hope you all have a good one. Just write and be you!
How is yall Friday night? Any new goals this month? Are you writing, brainstorming, reading? Any fun plans?
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
When I think about my body and the bad habits that I have, I think about trying to make a change. I say try because I know that it will be hard and would be a process, especially if it is something that has been done for ten-plus years. I want to try to stop smoking cigarettes. Also, my drinking and smoking have picked up lately. Just doing too much. Need to stop it all. I know that it is not helping me, my mind, body, and soul. Add to that I do not eat healthy either, love junk food too much. Honestly do not know where to start. I have so many bad habits that need to be moderated or cut completely. Damn bad habits.
This is something that has been on my mind, especially the smoking/drinking thing need to get rid of it. Seems like it is getting very excessive, and I try to stop it. Damn bad habits….
Guess I have to check myself on this. Talk to my doctor and do some research and figure out what is best for me. Cut down on the foods that I eat too much of, cut the drinking, cut cigarettes and hopefully fully stop. I will figure this out and make the right decision. Sometimes in life, a change is needed and why not start with the bad, horrible habits that I have. Even on those tough days, I need to find a different and better solution. Damn unpleasant habits…
Most of us have them.
How is it going? Are there any unhealthy habits you would like to get rid of?
Do you wish to make changes soon? Any tips on healthy eating? Stop smoking? Help LOL!!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Just Write 