Tag Archives: Trust

Loyalty!

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Loyalty is a virtue, rare and true 

A steadfast bond that I imbue 

To those I love, to those I know 

My loyalty forever shall flow 

Through thick and thin, through joy and strife 

I stand by those who enrich my life 

With loyalty as my guiding light 

I navigate the darkest night 

Loyalty is more than just a word 

It’s a promise that is always heard 

To be there for those who need me most 

Loyalty is an unwavering host 

I cherish this noble trait 

And hold it close to my heart innate 

With loyalty as my guiding star 

I’ll shine bright and travel far 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

The Hard Truth.

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When honesty requires a painful sting

And truth is hard to bear but must be heard

The poet’s pen can be a powerful thing

To speak the words that cannot be deferred.

For though the truth may wound and cause some strife

It’s better than the comfort of a lie

And in the end, it leads to a better life

With clarity that cannot be denied.

So let us not shy away from hard truths

But face them head-on with courage and grace

And with our words, let’s offer honest proof

That truth can be a gift, not just a face.

And though it may be hard to speak what’s true

The poet’s pen can help us see it through

Difficult times telling those

Hard Truths

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

I Admit!

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I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways

I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)

I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved

I Admit that I have a tough time letting go

I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open

I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone

I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything

I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)

I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes

I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on

I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much

I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one

I Admit that I do not have all my shit together

I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life

I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past

I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me

I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life

I Admit guilt to things I cannot change

I Admit I am always me

I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL

My truths are here, LAID OUT

How about you???? What do you ADMIT?

-I ADMIT-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Want What You Cannot Have!

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Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

 Or

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍❤💜

Thank you for reading.

Fully Open!

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To Fully be open

Let my story show

Express my feelings, thoughts and

The realness of me

To be fully open

To new opportunities, businesses, life

Live free

To fully be open and

Put myself out there

Take risks be open to

New friends, new love, relationships

Fully be open

Express all of me

Learning daily how to

Fully open up and

Just go for what I want

To be open

Fear free

Finally living for me

To fully be open

Something I am

Working on

Most definitely!

-Fully Open!-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

The Truth Hurts.

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Sometimes the truth hurts

That’s just being real

The truth, though it can be hurtful

Would set you free

Sometimes that is what is needed

The lessons that come with it

The truth is sometimes a blessing and sometimes it is not

Overcoming what comes to light

Can be a struggle to deal with

But, again

Knowing the truth would set you free

And how you deal with it can change your life

But, damn

In certain situations

The damn truth hurts…

-Truth Hurts-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

The Hard Truth.

Truth

Trusting.

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Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on; I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust, man. I need to learn how to open up more and let people in; that is hard, though. Wrote poems and blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to a life coach. Nowadays, I have been trying to balance everything out and learn new techniques. Sometimes, I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decided to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out, and see if we could move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be, and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard, again, in my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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Understanding it

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Understanding It

To those who needs these words:

Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. We often lose hope, and some people often give up. Please do not, see your worth and move forward. Have the courage to break through the pain, push through. You have to do it for yourself. You can do it be strong. Try to understand what’s going with you get to the real issues and fix it I been through it, so I know it’s hard, damn hard, but with faith and good and loving support around you it will get better. For anyone going through tough times and darkness and depression please get help, you are not alone.

Wishing the best, Prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those around you and of course yourself. Love and Happiness Love Faith, Love and Commitment

Just a reminder to LOVE yourself through it all.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you.

Worry….ME

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Are you a person who can easily walk away from challenging situations? Are you a person who can easily forgive? Easily forget the negative.

I am not that person. I worry too much and think about the past way too much. Something I do not like about myself. I am always on edge, and thinking about my past makes it worse, and then anxiety kicks in. Wish it were easy for me to forget stuff, to forgive, and to trust more. Want to easily walk away with no wounds. Wishful thinking huh? Yeah, it is annoying at times, and wish I could just leave the negative shit in the past. I worry too much it is crazy. Again, wish I can easily walk away from all the bad. Worrying a lot is stressful.

Ugh, too much on my mind right now, and I want to get away. Head spinning and mind racing fast. Have you ever had one of those days? Praying for it as always. Just writing to get my thoughts and feelings and vent out. Sometimes I have to whether it is a negative post or not. I just want to be able to forgive and forget. I am me, and right now, I am worrying and having anxiety, I must admit writing does help as it calms me for a moment. Praying for all of those having those bad days. Breathe and pray about it. Have faith.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Trusting Too Much 

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In the world of trust, I dwell too deeply 

Where faith flows freely, like a gentle stream 

Yet oftentimes, my heart begins to weep 

Trust misplaced can shatter like a dream 

I offer trust like flowers in full bloom 

Unfurling petals in the light of day 

But some may pluck them, ushering in gloom 

Leaving me to ponder and to sway 

So I must learn to guard this precious gift 

To share it wisely, with a discerning eye 

For trust, once broken, leaves the spirit stiff 

And wounds the soul, leaving it to sigh 

May wisdom guide me in this tangled art 

To trust with care, and guard my tender heart

-Trusting Too Much-

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading.