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February!

February!

Hello everyone! Welcome to February. How was your month of January? if you follow me then you know mine has been not too good. Looking and hoping to change that this month. Praying for guidance, understanding, patience, love, and happiness. I hope your month of February brings you love, healing, happiness, guidance, and blessings. I hope that this month is better than the last. I am keeping faith and hope and keeping my head held high. Things are hectic at the moment, but I stay prayed up! Oh, a good thing is my son turns thirteen this month YAYYYYY!!! I am going to have a teenager!

February 2023 is here. What do you have planned this month? Any new goals for the month? Writing Goals? New Projects in the works?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

I Smile II

I Smile II

I smile to keep from crying

Even when too, much is going on around me

I smile to hide my true self from people

I smile it is better than a wet and sad face

I smile pretending, do not want anyone to know

I smile to try to get through the day

I smile while wanting to get away

And with all that and more

I smile!

Thank you for reading.

Not really a smile, Kisses!

I Write

Write what’s in my soul

Write to let it all out

Write to keep calm

Write to feel better

Write for others to feel better

A passion

A therapy

Write to feel busy

An escape

A chilling and relaxing feel

Write to tell stories

Write to share thoughts

Write with no fear

Something I am

Dedicated to

I love

In my own world

I write!

Blessing and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Trying! A Poem!

Trying to catch a break

In this world

Struggles and

Burdens surround me

Follow ME

Feeling all alone

Trying to catch a breath

Staying afloat and sane

Carrying the most pain

Smile and cover it

All up

Trying to catch a break

Asking when it will end

Will I survive this fall?

Survive this world

Trying to catch a breath

Feel deep underwater

Needing help needing guidance

Falling, fast and in a hurry

Trying to catch a break

Living a different way

Pretending to be happy

Trying to catch a breath

Take deep breaths in and out

Relax and heal

Content indeed

While still

Underwater

Take a breather and a break

I am trying!

Blessings All

Thank you for reading.

**A Poem** πŸ’™πŸ–€πŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ€ŽπŸ’š

Abandonment

How it started and when it started

This feeling on being unwanted

Abandoned

As a child, as a teen

As an adult

Being told at a young age

I’m not special enough

Cute enough

Smart enough

That I am nothing at all

Left alone

Abandoned

By those who said they love me

Would always be there

But you see they are

Gone, nowhere to be found

Abandoned

Searching for answers

Feeling of being alone

Closed in, nowhere to turn, fearful

Can’t speak, Afraid

My voice does not matter

Abandonment

Got me feeling no one cares

Abandonment

Screaming out for help

Being left, being unheard

Being let down constantly

Abandoned

Even by myself

I let me down too

Abandoned

Feeling of being ashamed

Of my pain, my scars

The fucked up past

Lifeless

Why though?

Being abandoned so young

Made me grow into darkness

Abandonment

Something I still try to get over

Abandoned

Feeling lost

Unwanted

Unloved

It is too much of a feeling

This sad, and fucked up feeling of

A nobody

Lost soul

Feelings of and truth of..

Abandoned

Thank you for reading.

Mood: Music and I!


Hello all how’s it going?

My mood right now is I should be in bed but the damn music is taking me places. Enjoying some old-school R&B. Some smoke some drank. I am in a zone and don’t want out of it. I’m chilling and jamming having fun by my damn self lol. Tonight it’s just music and I, she lost in it. I’m letting loose a little SO what.


How is your night? Do you get lost in the music?


Anyway, that is my night.

Feeling good for now. Have a good one. πŸ–€β€οΈπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’œπŸ€ŽπŸ’™πŸ’š


Blessings


Thank you for reading.

My Saturday!

My Saturday…Get it done
How is your day going? Happy Writing!!

Ray'Elaine's avatarJust Write

My Saturday

Been writing off and on toady happy with what I got done, so about to take a break maybe read a book or watch a little TV. Going to be back at it later.

I am thinking writing and wine for later. Yeah that sounds good! Happy Saturday People hope your day is going good. Happy writing to the writers out there. Remember to be yourself and love yourself through it all. Self Love is what we all need. Love self first!

This it for now I shall return later. Have a good one!

Thank You For Reading.

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