Monthly Archives: November 2023

Love Cycle!

  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depending on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- The first couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, and cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit, everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well, you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why do I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point, you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn, think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other wants, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What do you think?


Grey ButterflyΒ 

The grey butterfly, a fleeting sight 
A whisper soft, a gentle flight 
In fields and meadows, it takes delight 
A vision of beauty, a natural light 

Its wings, a canvas of muted hue 
A subtle blend of gray and blue 
A symphony of color, ever true 
A work of art, forever new 

On summer days, it dances freely 
A graceful waltz, a sight to see 
A symbol of hope, of destiny 
A reminder of life’s complexity 

Grey butterfly, so delicate and rareΒ 
May we all learn from your humble stareΒ 
To cherish life, to love and careΒ 
And to spread our wings, without a careΒ 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Lonely

Lonely Tonight

Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me, and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, but I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyway, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss Lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you.

Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

Favorite Meals

My family’s top 3 favorite meals are Number One- breakfast food. My kids love it when I make cinnamon or chocolate chip pancakes or French toast, southern fried potatoes, scrambled eggs, sausages, and bacon. Sometimes, that is what they want for lunch and dinner that would be our most favorite. The second one is Tacos, and yes, my kids want it every Tuesday night. Taco Tuesday, they like to say. So, on Tuesdays, I would do them tacos, sometimes burritos and nachos. I am not an enthusiastic fan of tacos like my kids, but I make them a lot because they love them so much. The third meal my family loves is Cajun Sausage, Shrimp, or Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo pasta with broccoli and salad and garlic bread on the side. We also like to try different kinds of pasta and sauces. I sometimes like to add steak to my pasta meals, too. Yummy! 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading 

Happy Sunday! GM

On Sunday morning, the world is hushed

As snowflakes fall, so soft and plush

The quiet stillness, a soothing balm

As morning light, brings a gentle calm.

The world is blanketed, in pristine white

A wonderland, a breathtaking sight

The snowflakes dance, in the morning air

A joyful dance, without a care.

The world is new, with each snowfall

Renewed and fresh, and standing tall

And on this Sunday, with snow in sight

I am filled with wonder, and pure delight.

Good day here in sight

Good Morning!

-Sunday-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

COLD..

Cold like the wind

Heart chilled, cool, cold

Shut off from me, you, the world

Standing still, stiff body, damn cold

Pitch black, where am I, nothing around

Iciness, trembling body, I’m cold

What is going on? Damn, freezing

Am I coming or going?

Maybe So…….

Damn I am cold

Blessings and Love!

Thank You For Reading!!

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Rage – Just Write (writeblg.com)

Rage II – Just Write (writeblg.com)

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Chill!

C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed.

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Chilling

Friday Thought!

Hello everyone!

Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.


No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again, FAILURE is not an OPTION.

How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!


Blessings All!


Thank you for reading.

One day at a time. nAuthor here!

https://writeblg.com/2021/06/30/scared/

Failing/Failure

Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)

Her Eyes

Tough!

I am a fortress, built of stone and steel

My heart encased, unable to feel

I am tough, hardened by life’s cruel cost

But lost, adrift, with no sense of exhaust.

My walls are high, my moat is deep

My guard is up, my secrets to keep

I am impenetrable, a force to behold

Yet inside I am empty, alone and cold.

I’ve been hurt before, too many times

So I protect myself, with these hardened lines

I don’t let anyone in, no matter how close

For fear of the pain, the hurt and the blows.

But sometimes I wonder, is it worth the cost

To be tough, hard, guarded and lost?

To live life in solitude, with no one to trust

Is this really what it means to be tough?

-Tough-

Blessings and Love! πŸ–€πŸ€ŽπŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’—πŸ’œπŸ€β€

Thank you for reading.