Understanding it

To those who needs these words:

Give yourself time to understand and deal with a situation do not give up hope. We often lose hope and some people often give up. Please do not, see your worth and move forward. Have the courage to break through the pain, push through. You have to do it for yourself. You can do it be strong. Try to understand what’s going with you get to the real issues and fix it I been through it, so I know it’s hard, damn hard, but with faith and good and loving support around you it will get better. For anyone going through tough times and darkness and depression please get help, you are not alone. Sending prayers and love to those in need and do not forget to love those around you and of course yourself. Love and Happiness Love Faith, Love and Commitment

Just a reminder to LOVE yourself through it all.

We!!

The way you make my eyes sparkle

My body blush,

always smilling

I like this feeling

the feeling of you,

around me Kissing me

I’m Yours

We Free

You

loving on me

Me

Loving you, We have Passion

Great Chemistry

This is love, this is peace,

And I am Loving This! Can we keep this

We Love!!!! We Good We together=STRONG

The Turning Point

Looking out for others can be good sometimes but not always.  There are people who like to take your kindness for weakness, it that is sad. this is a turning point. I cannot continue to help you while you hurt me, while you put me down. Yes, it will be painful to let go but I must. This is a turning point, no more of this, helping you with tears in my eyes and a smile on your face thinking how you treat me is funny, it’s game to you. It seems the more I help and be there holding on to past love the more I hurt, hurting myself by accepting this. But baby this here is my turning point, my turning point, my turning point. It is time. It is over, I am moving on. I choose me, again I CHOOSE ME. My turning points. #JustWrite

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Love Cycle!

  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depend on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- First couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other want, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What you think?

#JustWrite

Ray’Elaine

Friday Night

Tonight, I feel like I am in the zone after my crafting search and movie night I am writing the rest of the night till I am tired. I have some good ideas that I need to let out. It is best that I get it out on paper. I love when I can concentrate and get some writing goals completed. tonight, goal is to reach chapter 15 hopefully. I am also working on my characters development template to help with the chapters. I know this a short post, but time is ticking and got to get to this writing. Hope you all are enjoying your night. As always remember to love yourself and those around you. Have a great one and thanks for reading. Love Peace Happiness and Blessings. #JustWrite

Ray’Elaine

Gingerbread House

Hay how is your night going? I am in a good mood right now and just sitting and thinking about making gingerbread houses with my family. Right now, I am making a list for everything. Do you guys have any ideas? I want to make it fun and exciting for the kids. I have been looking up some recipes and different candy ideas. I know this will be a great fun project for them. I will also have my nieces and nephews over to make one as well. Hopefully, I find everything needed and find some cool ideas. I will we posting pictures of the project when we make them. Stay tuned! Thanks for reading #JustWrite

Preview

Preview to one of my short stories. Teaser #JustWrite

My mind is hazy my eyes are watered I am confused as I look down at the object in my hand, I could not have, no this is not happening. As I look around me and see all the damage that was done, I start panicking and screaming the mess before me was a terrifying scene. I ran to the bathroom and the face before me was not mine. Who is this person what have they done with the old me? Then I look down at my bloody hands trying to figure what has happened I try washing the blood from my hands and arm I am scrubbing hard and screaming the word no over and over. Then there was pain all through my body, then DARKNESS………… WTF

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Friday Morning

Friday Morning #JustWrite

Good morning people. Happy Friday! How is your morning going? My morning is going okay, I have a short workday today so that is a great start to the weekend. I am sitting and thinking about what I want to do after work. Maybe a little Christmas shopping and hopefully movie night tonight. What are you Friday plans? Do you and your family have movie night? What types of movies do you watch? Tonight, movies will be Christmas movies and I am excited probably more than my kids. Well I must get going. Hope you all have a good day and remember to love yourself and those around you. Thank you for reading. My Friday morning. #Mythoughts