In Life
Life will always try to
Make things difficult for you
Things happens
But every time you overcome obstacles
You come out stronger
Do not stop believing
Do not ever give up
You got it, keep going
No matter what, face it
Faith over Fear, In Life
You are strong in life
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Indeed! I agree. My Monday Post
Love this!
Give with your heart and don’t worry about what you can get in return. I know a few people like this and it is annoying. They only deal with people because it benefits them in a way, they get what they want out of a person and don’t care how they do it. SMH. Happy I am not that way.
Just my thought tonight. Have a good day, people.
Love yourself always and take care of yourself. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!
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My lonely Why
Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask myself why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.
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**Poetry**
Happy Friday!
Time for yourself!!!!
Hello everyone, today I want to talk about taking the time for yourself. It is especially important that you take care of yourself. If you are not all and well, you cannot completely be there for others. You must take care of your mind, body, and spirit. Your mental state is important to be alert and know what is going on around you, to be aware of what you get yourself into. To feel happiness from within, we all know that that is where it starts with you. Taking care of your body is also important. You have to stay on top of your health. Take your vitamins and any medication that you must take. It is important so you can be there for loved ones. Yes, I know that if you have a family, and a job, juggling so many things is challenging, and you forget about yourself. Sometimes we lose ourselves to the ones around us because we must take care of them and do for them. It’s okay to stop for a minute and give yourself that same caring and loving self you give to others. Yes, it is hard to trust I know it took me a while to even start buying myself nice things I have in the past felt guilty for it because I have kids and felt that anything I buy should be for them. Now I have learned that I deserve things, too, I work hard and want to play, too, lol. As for your spirit, I feel like you should try to avoid those who get under your skin and those who are negative towards you. You must have peace in your life, and of course, it is not all roses and chocolates, but you must try. If you don’t take the necessary time to help yourself and be there for yourself, it can cause you to break down and be all over the place, sad, and hurt because of too much on your plate. It happened to me, and I had to look back at all the wrong things I was doing and the way I was thinking and change it all. Change is hard but can be for the best.
People, please take the time for yourself. Even if you have a family to take care of, it’s okay. Even if it is an hour a day, relax and enjoy it, trust sometimes it helps. Remember to love yourself through it all. I have included an article I read about self-care, please check it out.
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Self-Care article: How to Take Time for Yourself and Restore Your Energy (lifehack.org)
Speechless!!
Words cannot describe this feeling
Heart rising from the lust
Heart rising our bodies joined
Words cannot describe this feeling
Sparks flying all through my body
Sparks flaming bodies on fire
With love, lust, and desire
Heating up more, I need it
Words cannot describe this feeling
We cannot stop, hands all over each other
This fire we cannot put out
Not yet
Damn this feeling
My heart, my body
All feel amazing, set a blaze
Words cannot describe this feeling
Damn I cannot speak…
He got me speechless
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So tonight, I am excited. I have finished the rough draft of my first book. It has been a rough few months, but I made it happen. Started working on it 10 months ago. My passion and was dedicated to the process and continuing on. Wow, I am really done with it, well still must edit. Wanted to share the good news here on my blog. I don’t know if I should be this excited. There are still ways to go. For the rest of the week I will be done with edits and working on book covers. For the rest of the night, I am relaxing and mentally prepared myself for the next steps. Also, will be finishing up my poetry book soon. I am in a zone and the pen flowing. I love it. Again, want to give thanks to those who gave encouraging words and helped me on this writing journey of mine.
Hopefully, editing will be done by this weekend. I have 18 chapters to go through so I know I will be busy with work, and this. I got this I am ready! My grandma and mom would be proud. I also have good and new ideas for my blog, so I am excited about everything. Happy night for me! Okay, do not want to keep rambling…
Exciting Monday night. How is the night going for you? Ready for the week ahead? Hope you all have a good one!!!
Blessings and Love
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Letting it out…
My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been four months and I’m not over it at all. I do not know what to do. Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.
Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?
It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.
My Thoughts (Ugh)
I try my best to keep a clear head and positive thoughts but right now I just feel so low and alone. I feel like somethings will never change, and I have to really accept that, and it is hard. Especially when you work your hardest to make things work out for the better. I just feel so lost right now and do not know what to do. This is so annoying the feeling of hopelessness. And at the moment I have to walk away from the BS it is not worth my peace. Sometimes people just drain you, ugh irritating and painful.
Guess I will try to do some writing and hopefully that will get my mind off things for a while. It is kind of hectic at the moment.
What do you do when you feel this way? Lost? Hopeless? What do you do to relieve stress? How do you get over the pain of someone you love doing you wrong? How do you walk away without feeling bad about it? Why? How? Help!!!
I will continue to pray for strength and guidance because I really need it right not. I will continue to love me through what is going on. Please pray for me. And forgive me for the rambling just sitting here thinking and wanted to share.
This will pass I know just getting the thought out my mind like always. Hope you all are having a good day. Hope you have a good night.
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These are my feelings and can not shake them…WTF WTF WTF.
Hate this feeling seriously and know others are tired of me too lol
Wasted time
Have you ever met somebody, and you hit it off, and you two get along? The good conversations, then boom it freaking ends. Ugh I hate that. That is why I try not to get too attached and get my feelings involved, because people will switch up and change on you. Like do not introduce me to that if you cannot keep it up. I do not like the “oh I will talk to you only on my time” which is when or who knows when can you say irritated? I like consistency is that hard to ask for? I also do not like my time wasted that is so annoying or do not like my damn feelings hurt. These days it is so hard to find a nice genuine person like myself. Maybe I will take a seat and focus on me. Time to myself and not worrying about pleasing the next person. I really liked the person but oh well what can you do? I will move on and let it go. Whatever. Wasted my damn time, SMH
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Control
When you think of control what does it mean to you?
Control to me is having a say over any and everything. Have to be up close and have a hand in everything that is going on around you. Including control over people.
Man, man, man I hate when things are out of my control. I am a Leo and yes sometimes I am bossy and must control everything around me. When something is out of my control, I feel lost, nervous, my body shakes I feel anxious, and I get easily irritated. Anybody else like that? I be a nervous wreck and constantly questioning everything. Then I am overthinking and worrying, crazy huh?
Some people say to me that its ok to let go of having control over everything and relax. It is hard to do that thought. I have been thinking about it lately and maybe I should let go a little, take it one day at a time, relax, do not go overboard, and try to run people lives. I mean how hard can it be? Where do I start? Are there any other control freaks out there? Help lol
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Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings!
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