I am most definitely a night person. That is when I love to relax with music, watch tv, play on the game, or write. I like the quietness of the night. Nights are calm and peaceful, and I love it. My creativity comes alive!!
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Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN
Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully
Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜
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Lonely Tonight
Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me, and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, but I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyway, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss Lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you.
Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!
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On Sunday morning, the world is hushed
As snowflakes fall, so soft and plush
The quiet stillness, a soothing balm
As morning light, brings a gentle calm.
The world is blanketed, in pristine white
A wonderland, a breathtaking sight
The snowflakes dance, in the morning air
A joyful dance, without a care.
The world is new, with each snowfall
Renewed and fresh, and standing tall
And on this Sunday, with snow in sight
I am filled with wonder, and pure delight.
Good day here in sight
Good Morning!
-Sunday-
Blessings and Love
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C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous
H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working
I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable
L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light
L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed.
Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.
Be you!
Be chill!
Blessings and Love!
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Hello everyone!
Thinking always lol and what is on my mind, really been on my mind is success and making money. Making my family happy. Failure is not an option, my feelings today. Just taking it a day at a time, getting stuff done of course me Ms. Perfect, I’m focused.
No work today so it’s a writing session type of day. Just doing me and my passion. Might brainstorm some titles for one of my books in progress. Cool type of day. Just Write, Just go with the flow. Again, FAILURE is not an OPTION.
How was your week? Any weekend plans? Any writing goals for the weekend? Happy Friday, Happy Writing!
Blessings All!
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Failing/Failure
Little miss perfect (Perfect Me II)
Her Eyes
Hello All,
Man, tonight is not a good night. I have been trying to have a positive outlook, and thoughts about life and have been encouraging others to do the same. But me being honest lately it has been hard to do. Especially today. Tonight, my thoughts are dark, and I have been drinking for hours, which I am not supposed to be doing. Without a damn care in the world. Honestly right now my feelings are numb. I do not care about shit right now, and yeah maybe it is the liquor or maybe my wicked thought’s, how I feel about myself at the moment. I want to unleash. Fight mode. Hurting. All day I have being giving myself pep talks and trying to rise above this dark feeling.
But I am tired. Tired of being there for people who can’t help me with shit. It is only so much a person can take. People who I cannot call on to even talk to. Tired of it all. All I do is give to others, while I am suffering through a lot. Help them always in their time of need. But who is there for me. And yes, I know you should not help others and look for something in return, but damn people I help sometimes I wish I can call them and need them.
Often, I feel like my feelings do not matter at all. It is all about what a person can get out of me. SAD but it is a truth in my life. You’ll think I will be use to it by now. Same shit different day…
So here I am writing in my notebook and my blog and about to tune everything out. Phone is off, tv is off. Just drinking and thinking (SMH) hopefully this would pass, been here before and it is not good.
Venting and letting it out as always, no matter what it is. If you think this is too dark or not for you. MOVE ON. VENT SESSION
Just rambling on and venting. Just wish I had a person for me to talk to about anything. Yes I am guarded but still haven’t met a person who I trust enough to let them in and be vulnerable with them. Sill working on it,
Anyways back to my fucked-up night. Writing and music take me away.
Hope you all night is better!
My misery does not like company! Even though I go through a lot I do not wish it on others.
She just being HONEST. Tired of it ALL
Have a good one.
Blessings and Love
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Hello all, how is it going?
Tonight, I am doing some writing prompts. Sometimes I like to just do them to pass time and other times it helps me with my writing for poetry, creative writing and for my book. Do you like to do writing prompts? Whether it’s for fun, creative writing, or to help with writer’s block. That has been my day and night. Cool day and of course I love when great ideas come together, and I get my goals completed. Have you tried doing some? And if so, do you like it? Does it help you?
Also is anyone participating in NaNoWriMo 2023? This is the second year participating and so far, so good. I like it and want to participate again next year. It keeps me on track with writing and my writing goals. Also, good resources on website. If you do not know about it and want to learn more information on NaNoWriMo the website is www.nanowrimo.org.
You might enjoy it and maybe it might help those who writes a lot. If you are participating and want to look me up on the website and see my progress my username is Relaine87. Let me know what you think about the website. Write On!!! Writing goals helps!!!!
Have a few projects I am working on and more writing goals! Get It Done!
Again, that is my night. She just writing away and enjoying it. Hope you all are having a good weekend. Author/Blogger here! Happy Writing. Have a good one.
Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings! 🖤🤎💙💗💛💚🧡❤🤍💜
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Why is it that fear seems to be a reason that holds us back? Well, some people including me. Is it the fear of the unknown that makes us pause and put on hold what we really want to do? Is it the fear of rejection? The fear of taking risks. The fear of not being good enough? Fear can bring a lot to a halt.
For me, it is the fear of the unknown. I tend to shut down because I don’t know what is to come. That is why it has been taking a while with my book. I know I am good at writing and have a creative imagination and good ideas. I question everything and think of the what if’s, what if it is not good enough? What if people don’t like what I put out. Questions swimming around in my head, and sometimes the fear of continuing the projects I have going. Fear to put my work out and fear to fully put myself out there and do what is necessary. The fear to take the risks to get out of my comfort zone. Has anyone else had or had this problem? Though fear is within me, I am still trying to overcome it. I tell myself that I must change a lot and be willing to do different things that I usually don’t do. I do feel like it is fear that is holding me back. Writing for this blog sometimes comes easy, and I just write and just do. I have three books that I am working on, and I need to get them done and published. Want to get over the fear of being rejected and the fear of the unknown. Also, get rid of the overthinking too. Want to get rid of my fear of publishing my books and my fear of driving. I know crazy that I love to write but am scared to put some of my work out in the world. SMH. I know I have to have faith and pray the fears away.
Fears make you stop and not want to do anything. Fear has a way of getting in the way of life. Some people stay living in fear and don’t know how to get out of it. Fear can tear you down if you can’t overcome it. Being afraid can ruin your life.
Again, it can hold some back. And I don’t like that I have a little fear, but it is my life and I own it and trying to change it.
What do you think? Ever feared something in life? Do you like to take risks? Is fear getting in the way of your life? What does fear mean to you?
Blessings and Love! Have Faith.
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