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Chill Tuesday 

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Hello, my blog peeps! 

Today is a chill day Tuesday. No work for me today. My kids are still not home so it is another relaxing day for me. Today I am journaling getting some of my thoughts out on paper. Afterward, I want to watch some food competition shows while stuffing my face lol. I might write poetry later. For now, I’m good just writing in my notebook about life. I plan to have a positive day and just enjoy the quietness. 

How are you today? Any exciting plans? Are you working today or relaxing? 

Have a good one! Blessings and Love! 

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Nightly Vent…

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Hello my blog peeps!

Lately, so much has been going on, and I am feeling so overwhelmed. Of course, I am trying to keep it all together. Tonight I am really in overthinking mode, and my head is spinning. Family is what is on my mind. Dealing with losses and having a heavy heart. Praying for healing and strength. Whew, I need to take a breather.

Wish I could keep a calm mind. Hopefully, some music helps. Vent it out!

Hope you all have a good night.

Blessings and Love!

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Monday Love!

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Love Yourself!

People will hate you, rate you, shake you, and break you. But how strong you stand is what makes you!!!!!!!!!

Stay strong, and never let them see you sweat. Live for yourself and no one else. Sometimes, all we have is ourselves. Be kind to yourself and your mind, body, and soul. Self-love! Faith, Strong

Blessings All Much Love

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Happy Monday!!!

Choir

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Hello my blog peeps!

So excited. Tonight I am watching my lovely daughter perform for the school choir. My daughter loves to sing and it is a blessing to watch her. It’s their winter concert I am so proud of her. So, I’m excited to watch all the kids perform and hear some Christmas songs!
I’m in Mommy and Best Friend mode! Feeling good

How is y’all Thursday night going?Any Plans?



Blessings and Love!
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Miss Mom..

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Every day that passes by 

I can’t help but wonder why 

You had to go so far away 

Leaving me here, alone to stay 

My heart is heavy, full of pain 

As I long to see you once again 

To feel your love, your warm embrace 

And see the smile on your face 

I miss the times we used to share 

The laughter, love, and all the care 

I miss your voice, your gentle touch 

And all the things I loved so much 

But even though you’re far away 

My love for you will never stray 

For you are always in my heart 

And we will never be apart 

So until the day we meet again 

I’ll hold you close, my dear mom  

And cherish all the memories 

Of the love that you have given me 

Forever missing you 

-Miss Mom- 

Blessings and Love! 

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In My Heart

Me, Again 

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Just sitting here thinking about the old me. Well back when things were great, and I was happy. I am feeling nostalgic right now. Memories are flooding me. Just thinking and asking myself how I get back there, to my happy self. I feel like I am trying but I am not there yet.  

Constantly questioning what am I doing right and what am I doing wrong. Thinking of ways to fix me, I feel like a burden to those around me due to my unhappiness, and feeling down, depressed, and constantly shutting down. I try to hide it and not mention how I am really feeling. But indeed, I am trying to figure it out. I do not know what is going on with me, I pray I get out of this, I pray I get back to the real me. 

I want to feel alive again. Just be free and me. Happy and at peace. 

Has anyone else felt like this? Do you sometimes feel out of place? Like you do not belong because you are different?  

I do not know I am rambling and of course thinking aloud. Maybe Ray’Elaine is in her feelings. 

 I am still working on me. Always a work in progress. Always room for improvement. 

-Sigh- I need me again! Real Shit! 

Blessings and Love! 

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Night Person 

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I am most definitely a night person. That is when I love to relax with music, watch tv, play on the game, or write. I like the quietness of the night. Nights are calm and peaceful, and I love it. My creativity comes alive!! 

Blessings!

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Oh well! 

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Damn though it is my fault. Everything is on me and I did this to myself by being in this shell of mine, not letting my true feelings out. I guess I have been in shutdown mode. Grieving today and a broken heart is added. Damn story of my life. I cannot seem to get it together and another person left me, and I do not blame him. It is my fault. It is what it is. Though my heart hurts it’s because of my own doing. DAMN 

 Oh Well, Oh Well, Oh Well, I will be alright……Hopefully 

Hope your day is way better than mine is! 🖤🤎💙💗💚💛🧡🤍💜

Blessings! 

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Love Cycle!

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  • Meet each other
  • Get to know each other- Months to years- depending on the people!
  • Dates- How many? Who knows? People sometimes skip this
  • The talks- The first couple of months all sweet talk on both ends. The I miss you, and cannot wait to talk or see you. Shit, everything is all fine and dandy at the beginning. the sweet nothings hell everything even intimacy if that is the case
    • The lying, the half-truths. The I am not telling them this or that. the battle with each other. Can get crazy at times……. Oh well, you live and learn……. NEXT
  • Strong- Whatever Phase, I going to do me no matter what…… (It is this way sometimes)
  • Both of us will not back down……Fighting and more fighting just damn drama
  • Is it love? should I give up? Is he playing me? Is she playing me? Is this real…. Nah I am tripping it cannot be…. Why do I feel this way? Should I express my true self? Question to ask!
  • The DOUBTING yourself and each other……..Damn, the struggle to not call, to not text, why? At this point, you question everything the good, the bad. How he feels, how she feels, sometimes outside influences like damn sometimes it is too damn much……OKAY
  • Time to self…… Self-reflect, constantly thinking what if, thinking for the future. is it this person or no should I try again or NO…..Damn, think about self-right now. and at this time there might still be doubt but then you like hell why NOT….OKAY Let us try……see where it goes, we let it flow!
  • THE COMEBACK-IF its love!
  • Talking again- more often, more topics in depth, talking about goals, what each other wants, how you can make it work with each other
  • Dating again-More communication, No lies, Trust, Commitment, NO Games- AGAIN IF ITS LOVE
  • Caution- Girl back up, Man Back up- He is mine/Or she is mine very territorial making plans with each other. No one can get the way. NO ONE! LOVE IS STRONG! It is all about us. POSWER of LOVE
  • MOVING IN- THIS IS THE BIG TEST—–WHEW- We go through the motions as we really get to know each other. What we like, what we dislike, how we like this, how we like that, Privacy, Cleaning, Cooking, Eating, Intimacy, damn all of it- AGAIN if true love is in the picture you will work things out. Fighting and oh believe me you will have the dumbest fights, control. This is a tough battle. are you throwing in the towel? Are you up to it….?
  • More Communication. More Bonding, More love. We love Strong!
  • What’s Next? Marriage or more trying? What do you think?

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