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Never 

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Never lower yourself for a person who shows and or tell you that they do not care for or love you 

Never stay stuck in an unpleasant situation if it’s bad leave (Easier said than done) 

I know, try to get out of it no matter what 

Never say yes when deep down inside and in your mind, you want and need to say no 

Never lower yourself/expectations based on what others think or what other want 

Never pretend to be someone else. 

Never change yourself for someone. You are enough the way you are 

Never worry about what they say worry about you 

Never give up on yourself know that you are loved 

Know that you are worthy, you got it 

Never give them the satisfaction of seeing you down and out 

Chin up move forward 

Chin up be STRONG 

Never be Un-YOU 

I say never to many things. I have been there before in a dark place. Loving and giving my all to a person who showed me they didn’t give a damn about me and what I was going through and at that time in my life it was too much going on. A person showed me their true self and it took a while to realize and understand it all. I was just giving and giving, and I was only receiving heartache from family and friends SMH. It was not good. I say never again. If you are in a situation that you feel is not safe or you should not be there or around certain people, leave and Never look back. 

-Never-

Have a good one. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all 

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Fly!

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Fly be free

Spread your wings and fly

Fly high and above

Above those who said you would not make it

Spread your wings and fly

Fly with a smile and pride

Fly and leave the troubles and problems behind

Spread your wings and fly

Fly freely controlling your own life

Fly and become your dreams

Fly and take those risk

Spread your wings and fly

Fly freely and be you!

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Want What You Cannot Have!

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Want it, Can’t Have it…..

Have you been in a situation where you have to walk away from someone love because you knew in your heart that the two you would not have worked out? I am just sitting here thinking of that person and I miss him. Been feeling so lonely lately and thinking and missing him is making me feel worse because that is who I want. Badly. I miss the way he used to look at me, our conversations, our silliness, our vibe, the compliments, and him always being real with me. We had to walk away from each other, and it still hurts. I want him in my life, and I still feel that it would not work out for me due to me knowing this person well the way they think, and their personality. Sometimes it annoys me wondering about what if. What would happen if we did have a relationship? What if we try now? Wondering if I made a mistake when I had to walkway from him. Hate feeling this way and again feel lonely and want him next to me even if not in a relationship with me just to talk to each other would be good. I need to find something to do because he is too much on my mind. SMH, I do not like it. He probably does not still feel the same way. Should I reach out or just leave it alone? Maybe too much time has passed.

 Or

Have you ever had a person in your life that could not let go? Did all the wrong things in the relationship and you endured a lot and decided to leave but they just will not let you go. Dealing with that currently. Yeah, today I am dealing with a lot got someone who wants me but I don’t want them I feel I tried so hard for years and got hurt and I am over it. Haven’t been with this person for years and they won’t let up. Yeah, fucking annoying. And then I want someone who probably does not want me or thinking about me at all, the difference is I am not bugging the other person or begging them to want me. Constantly calling or texting them. It is the want what I cannot have syndrome we both got I guess lol. Emotions are everywhere though

Damn, can I catch a break…. LOL a little too much at the moment.

That damn feeling of wanting what you cannot have……

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍❤💜

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Forget…

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Forget

Want to let it all go

Forget the past, forget the humiliation

Forget the hurt, forget it all

Forget the people who played a part in my hurt

Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away

Forget those who said they care, but really do not

Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears

Forget get being a child, forget all of my childhood

Damn

Forget having too much weight on my shoulders

Forget getting over shit alone and afraid

Damn yall

I just want to forget

Forget it all…

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Fully Open!

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To Fully be open

Let my story show

Express my feelings, thoughts and

The realness of me

To be fully open

To new opportunities, businesses, life

Live free

To fully be open and

Put myself out there

Take risks be open to

New friends, new love, relationships

Fully be open

Express all of me

Learning daily how to

Fully open up and

Just go for what I want

To be open

Fear free

Finally living for me

To fully be open

Something I am

Working on

Most definitely!

-Fully Open!-

Blessings and Love!

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Prompt 2!

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Write about your approach to budgeting.

Write about your approach to budgeting.

I am not that good at budgeting money. It is something I need to work on.  Sometimes I can be reckless with spending money, especially with stuff for my kids. There are times when I try to keep a budget and keep up with all my spending, but it never goes well. I don’t know why but I need to change that. Trying to save to buy a house so some of my spending habits have to stop.

So, no approach here really just goes with the flow. Do you budget out everything?  Any tips?

Have good one

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Loving The Wrong Person

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Hello, my blog peeps!

Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?

Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.

I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.

Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?

Just thinking! Maybe Venting!

Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?

Have a good one!

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤

Thank you for reading.

Heal (Trying)

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Healing

Trying to heal and be okay with myself deep down inside. I want to be happy and I know that I will not heal over night. I read books of inspiration and also read inspirational quotes.

This process is hard but I am willing to try hard to overcome everything. Shout out to all of those who been there and made it back from it. And to those who are fighting battles and trying their hardest to overcome them. We got this. Prayer and guidance.

I have included in this blog some quotes on healing. I like them.

Thank you for reading.

It is not. It will take some time. Be Patience. I know I am!

Unwanted

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That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

More by Ray’Elaine

Abandonment
Wasted Time

Love I Never Had!

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Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!



Blessings and Love!
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