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A Thought…(A Poem)

Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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Walking Away!

Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

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#JustWrite

T.O.L.-Time Travel!

Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.

That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?

My night writing and too much thinking.

Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.

Blessings and Love!

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You are not crazy

Thought I share

“You are not crazy the things that happened to you hurt. The things they said that broke your heart, it broke your heart. the abuse you endured by their hands and mouth, you endured it. You are not crazy, you lived through trauma, pain, and unbelievable hurt that has changed you forever. That makes you a fighter with a memoir of scars, a warrior birthed in the mess of life. What a brave soul you are”

Read it again!

Thank you

Disappear…

Might just disappear

Back in my shell for a while

No smile

Like damn life happens

Questioning why

Might just disappear

To get away from it all

Feeling like no hope

Insight

Might just disappear

Maybe just to clear my head

Gain clarity

Want to get back to me

Out this shell

But for now

Truth is

I might just disappear

Blessings and Love!

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Just Ray’Elaine

Lately I have been off and trying to get back to me and be happy. Trying to get these books done and have other projects in the works.

Strength is needed!!! Sometimes I need to slow down.

I want to start a new business where I will be a ghostwriter. Still have to get that started. Also want to design book covers for authors. I have been doing some practice with book designs and flyers it is something I love to do. Just wishing it turns out good for me. That is definitely in the works.

Constant new ideas coming, and I let my mind and pen flow with it. That is just Ray’Elaine. Just Write and be you!

Yes, there is more to come!!!

Blessings and Love

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Me being goofy!!!😂😂

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Chocolate Bar!

Daily writing prompt
Describe your dream chocolate bar.

Hello my blog peeps!

If I had to describe my dream chocolate bars, it’s already out there and that is the KitKat bar also Twix. Can’t go wrong with chocolate and caramel. If I were to create a dream chocolate bar it would be milk chocolate and strawberry. I love caramel and strawberries and I think they both match well with chocolate.

What do you think?

Blessings and Love!

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Darkness

Sometimes being alone

In the darkness

No light

Me and my thoughts

Sometimes thinking

Sinister thoughts

Darkness

Keeps me up

Wondering

What is next

Darkness

All I see

Lashing out

At anybody

I see

The darkness

It pulls me in

There is no

Apologies

I don’t care

Darkness is me

I is darkness

With the feelings

Of loving it here

This darkness

It takes over

I can no longer see

Clear

Down under

Deep

In this

Darkness

I’m along for the ride

Inside this

Darkness

I still can

Not hide.

Damn

All around

There is Darkness

Thank you for reading.

Back To Me

Need to get back to me

The old happy me

Back To Me

When me, life was care free

Back To Me

When I was all smiles

Thinking life was beautiful and filled with hope

Back To Me

Innocent me, Confident me, Stress free me

Back To Me

Being free, unafraid of what’s out there

Me being ready for anything

Wish to get back to having hope

And loving myself more

Back To Me

Just wishful thinking

-Back To Me-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.