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New Ideas

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So lately I have been thinking about creating my own journals and notebooks. I have some designs and logos that I have ready. As well as new ideas for the notebooks. The problem is I seriously do not know where to start. I want to have journals and notebooks as well as pens to sell. I am clueless about how to get started. Been wanting to get into crafts and stationery that people will love, want to start a business.

Does anyone have any advice, tips on what direction to look? This is something I am very interested in and want to have a business that does well. A lot of thinking today told myself to be patient with this. What to do? HELP LOL

Any tips will help.

Blessings everyone

Thank you.

Tuesday Night!

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What a day/night

Hay everyone. How is everyone’s night? Mine is not too good tonight it has been a long and dragged-on day. Why? My migraines ugh hate them, like seriously. I have been feeling drained all day and my damn face hurting. These migraines just take over sometimes. It was very painful through work and some meetings that I had but I pushed through and was hoping to get a lot of writing done today but that did not happen I tried a little but had to take a break and try to find a calm space.

Hopefully, I am all better tomorrow because I did not like the way I was feeling today. Not good at all hopefully I can get some sleep. Ughhh pain please go away. I hope that yall day was better and hope you guys have a great night. remember to love yourself through it all and thank you for reading.

Blessings and Love

Thank You!

#JustWrite

Take A Walk

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Take A Walk!

Take a walk

It will be okay

Take a walk

See the birds, dogs, cats, squirrels

Hear nature sounds

Take a walk

Do not think about anything

Awaken your senses

Believe

Take a walk

To clear your mind, get fresh air

Breathe in breathe out

Just take a long walk

And let nature lead you

Be at peace

Take it all in

Take that walk

And

Feel good within!

Take a Walk!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

W.N.T-

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My thoughts…..

Sometimes it’s best to sit alone and enjoy the quietness.

Alone with your inner self. Enjoy your being, your life, your dreams

Sometimes it’s best to be alone and sit and think about the future and your happiness and peace.

It’s best to have yourself a zen moment. A to myself moment!

Me, Myself and I

Blessings and Love!

Thank you.

Trusting

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Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on, I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust man I need to learn how to open up more and let people in, that is hard though. Wrote poems, blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to maybe a life coach. Nowadays I have been trying to balance everything out. Learn new techniques. Sometimes I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decide to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out and see if we can move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard again my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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Rage

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Rage

I am seeing red

Pacing back and forth

Fist are balled ready to fight

Rage inside of me

Crazy thoughts going through my mind

Pacing and yelling

I do not care, at all, at all, at all

Rage inside of me, its building

I see darkness, black

With the look of meanness, and a voice of fire

Damn all this rage inside of me

Rage

Thank you for reading

#JustWrite

Not the day II: NIGHT

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Okay, so an update, my mom’s family decided and made a decision I’m sure a really hard one and took my grandpa off life support earlier today. R.I.P. to my grandpa I can not lie and say I am doing okay.  I am in breakdown mode. He and my mom are together, and I know they will continue to watch over me and be with me. I am sad and just down, very down. Seriously I cannot concentrate, and again like I stated in my blog earlier my emotions are everywhere. WTF and my mind is going miles. Kind of pissed I had to find out on Facebook but I know people are going through it and feeling the loss and grief so I can not take it too personally and take it for what it is. Such a sad night and sorry for the negative post. Your girl is just going through a lot right now and no lie feel like losing it.

 Smoking and drinking(Yeah some do not agree and so what), trying to feel numb that is my night, my mood and honestly, I do not care. Craziness… Too much going on.  For real I am kind of panicking.  Yeah, such a damn day and night.

She venting AGAIN

Love you all and hope your night is better

Again, praying for my family. Strength, guidance, healing, protection, and love.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Not the day.

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So today I am trying to keep it all together I have been praying all night as well as this morning. I am in a mood this morning and trying to shake these feelings but man nothing is helping at the moment, I know it is morning, but I really want a few drinks just to feel a little numb. On my mom’s side of the family her dad, my grandpa is on life support, and I am feeling down and depressed about it. The last time I have seen him was around this time last year when I went with my mom to Kansas City, Missouri to see her family before she passed. I am at a loss right now and maybe feeling a little guilty for not talking to him or seeing him sooner. I feel bad and beating myself up about it. He is a good man and been good to his family.

Got that news yesterday as well as news of my uncle on my dad side, his big brother is not feeling well and might be going to hospice due to kidney failure which is what my mom dealt with and she died of kidney failure, which in two weeks it will be a year since she passed. She is always on my mind and often want her. So much is going on with me right now, just want to escape it all. Praying for all my family and hoping things get better. It just seems like it is always something especially when I am trying to overcome things of the past. Ugh, today is not a good one, hopefully, I can get over it all. This post is nothing new about my feelings its just I feel it is too much at one time and I feel hopeless, lost, and scared. So tired of losses Damn. Might have to take a trip to Kansas City, Missouri to see family and give my support to my family.

I am sad, hurt, emotions all over the place.

Just wanted to come and vent my heart is heavy all over again and still thinking about my mom so I’m just a lost cause today. Please pray for me. Thank you all for the support and reading my blog I know I tend to just ramble.

Praying for better days…..

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

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Prayers/healing for All

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Prayers/healing for All

At a time like this, our world needs healing it needs prayers. It seems to be too much going on, ugh always something. I know people are shocked at what is happening I know I am. I feel pain and heartache and wish it were better. I am praying for strength, guidance, understanding, patience, and healing for my family and yours. I have some loved ones who are not doing well and want to pray for them.

Praying for better days. Hope you all are safe and okay. Remember to love yourself and those around you. This is how I am feeling at this moment and wanted to share.

Thank you for reading.

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I Vent…

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I Vent….

Doesn’t it just suck when we want what we can not have. Wanting someone or something when you know its wrong it just sucks. Damn this guy from my past has been on my mind lately and I do not know why. I know he is no good for me. We have never been in a relationship or together like that, but I know that he is seriously bad news. But why in the hell do I think about him or want him?  Damn crazy and I try not to think about him. Sometimes I think about what could be or what a relationship between the two of us would look like. I just see his sexy face and sexy voice oh my oh my. I seriously need to stop; can you say annoyed lol. But he is serious on my mind, and he do not know how I feel SMH. Oh Boy! My feelings at the moment, I vent…..

Have a happy Monday!!!!

Thank you for reading.