Tag Archives: Hope

Trauma’s 

Uncategorized, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

In the depths of my mind, lies a pain so deep 
A childhood trauma that I struggle to keep 
It haunts me every moment, every day and night 
A constant reminder of a time that wasn’t right 

I was once a child, so innocent and pure 
But the world around me was harsh and obscure 
My childhood was stolen, my memories erased 
Left with scars that time could never erase 

But I refuse to let my past define me 
I’ll fight with all my strength, till I am free 
I’ll rise above the pain, the hurt, and the fear 
And find the light that shines so clear 

I’ll take back my life, one step at a time 
And leave the shadows of my past behind 
I’ll be the hero of my own epic tale 
And conquer the demons that once made me frail 

For I am stronger than the pain I bear 
And with each passing day, I’ll show I care 
I’ll break free from the chains of my past 
And find the peace that will forever last. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Realized

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Her heart sank into her gut as she realized how much she wanted him.

No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done

Which was not to say that she would ever let him know

But only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed mediocre, frivolous compared to him.

He really saw her, care for her

She realized it’s what she need

She said to herself it’s okay to fall

Love who loves you!

She realized it’s in front of her………
Damn!



-Realized-



Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading

Obstacles 

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , ,

Climbing through chaos, different situations 

While figuring out life problems 

Climbing and reaching for better 

Obstacles 

Get in the way 

Climbing through stress, life duties 

While trying to be whole 

Always comes 

Story of my life 

But hay it’s life 

Figure out solutions  

Then more problems come 

Shake them, deal with them 

Move on 

Make the best of my days 

But in life 

Best believe there are 

Always 

Obstacles. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

💛 Butterfly

poetry, , , , , , , , , , ,

In the garden, a yellow butterfly
Flits and flutters, soaring high
Its wings, a canvas of vibrant hue
A sight that brings joy anew

Its grace in flight, a dance in motion
A symbol of freedom and devotion
To suck the nectar of life’s sweetest bloom
And transcend beyond all gloom

With each flutter of its wings
A melody of hope it sings
A reminder of life’s fleeting beauty
And the power of love and duty

Oh, yellow butterfly, you inspire
With your vibrant wings that never tire
May we learn from your grace and flight
And soar towards our own true light

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for.

28 Yellow Butterflies in The United States (with Pictures)
https://writeblg.com/2023/02/08/the-butterfly/

Happiness Inside

Poems, poetry, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Smiling inside and out

Can’t hide

Happiness from inside

Feeling like somebody

Do flips inside my body

Right here, right now happy

Things falling in place

Happiness from inside

Making me blush

From my own self

Feeling accomplished

Loved and proud

Happiness from deep

Inside

Where it starts

Loving myself

Like never before

Happiness inside

No one can steal this

Keeping my head up

No matter what

This happiness inside

So bright

Peaceful

Joyful

Happiness inside

I fought hard to make it here

Happiness inside

I’ll never hide

Feeling this way

With big smiles

Inside and out

Everyone can see

I love it, all around this

Happiness inside!

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎🩵🩷💛💙🩶💚🧡💜🤍❤️

Thank you for reading.

An Escape

thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Escape….Maybe

Do you have a place inside your mind that you escape to when so much is going on when you are stressed, a place you just want to be alone? A place you wish you can go to for real it can be any place you want it to be whether it is to a family or friend’s house, a library, a park, a different country, or state, wherever you want it to be, and be peaceful. Or is there a show or movie, or a game that helps keep your mind off the stresses of life?

That place for me inside my mind is a place that is calm and has great scenery like a waterfall, an aquarium, or the ocean where I can watch what happens underwater, the beauty of it all, and love the color of the ocean and watching the water. It brings me peace and I am also interested in learning about the several types of fish and other sea creatures. Watching it and learning at the same time is my escape. That is why I like watching tv shows based on the ocean and animal life. I have noticed that when I am watching those shows I get lost in them at that moment my mind is focused on learning new things, and it is fascinating. I also want to visit places with waterfalls they are so beautiful, and a scene one can get lost in. waterfalls are cool and I would love to visit some and take a lot of pictures of them.

When I am going through a lot it is music sometimes and other times it is my mind watching the ocean and thinking peaceful thoughts or thinking of animals in the sea. Might be weird to others but that is my escape. What is yours? Where does your mind take you? What place would you want to visit that has great scenery? Have you felt like you wanted to escape life?

I think some people need those places in their head/mind to make it through their day. Do you agree with that?

Blessing and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Ocean
Curious
Treehouse

A Thought…(A Poem)

poetry, thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for visiting.

Walking Away!

Short Stories, thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

One day at a time!

thoughts, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Sometimes things happen in life that is out of our control and at times it can be hard to deal with. Having to deal with all the emotions that come from different situations in your life can be difficult. Trust, I know. Take it one day at a time. Take deep breaths, pray.

Trust your healing process and know that everything will be ok. Take it one day at a time. If you feel you need to rest, take a break do that, calm yourself it will be okay.

In life sometimes it’s best to slow down and focus on your mental health. Make sure you are good. Take time for you. Have strength and courage. Have faith. Be kind to yourself and trust I know it’s hard when taking care of a family, but it is important. Be a gentle you, a more focused you. I am still healing, and I know that sometimes it is ok to not be okay but pick yourself back up. Learning to love me more every day and wish the same for others. Again, I am still healing and a work in progress.

Again, take it one day at a time.

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡❤🤍💜

Thank you for reading.

More by Ray’Elaine!!!!

https://www.facebook.com/reel/557035709379045?mibextid=9drbnH&s=yWDuG2&fs=e

https://www.facebook.com/reel/899714594539843?mibextid=9drbnH&s=yWDuG2&fs=e

Too Good To Be True(Poem)

poetry, , , , , , , , , , , ,

When my heart gets involved

Feels like love

Damn

Too Good To Be True

My emotions are there

Feels like this can work

Damn

Too Good To Be True

Being too interested

Felt like it was mutual

Damn

Too Good To Be True

Thinking it was different this time

Felt a little lucky

Looking stuck

Feel like so much confusion

Damn

Is it really

Too Good To Be True

Blessings and Love!

Thank You For Reading.

Too Good to be TRUE..