Tag Archives: Thinking

Sleepless Nights

Sleepless Nights

Tossing and turning

New and exciting

Ideas are coming in

Out the bed

I go

Sleepless nights

Notebook and Pen

Always handy

Sleepless Nights

Wide awake

Family, books, poetry

Sleepless Nights

Dreams, My future, My kid’s future

Sleepless Nights

Loneliness, Companionship, Love, Life

The Universe!

Swimming around constantly

Sleepless Nights

I need to rest

But

My mind thinks otherwise

Sleepless Nights

Just wondering

Questioning everything

How the world works, How is this made?

I think of it all

Sleepless Nights

Struggling to close my

Eyes

Even though they are heavy

Sleepless Nights

Thinking thoughts good and bad

Consumed

Like, Damn theses

Sleepless nights!

Blessings and Love!

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T.O.L- Why Do I?

Hay, how’s it going my blog peeps? My night is going ok. Just coming through with some of my thinking out loud thoughts.

Tonight, I am having those why did I moments. Thoughts. the last few months, a lot has been going on, and I have been super busy with work, home life, and writing. Don’t know why I added a longer shift to my busy schedule. It has been having me drained. I knew it was going to be hard to juggle. Like why did I do that? Early mornings are kicking my ass lol. Another moment or thought is me writing multiple books at the same time. Whew, hard work again. Why did I do that? Tried to make a deadline for each of them but that is not looking too good. Been trying to write every day and dedicate some time to each, but after a full day, I will be so tired.

I really had to sit and think about how much I have going on and how I need to lighten my load a little. I guess it is the overachiever in me. I have also been feeling like I need to stay busy all the time. Have you ever felt that way? I know you guys have those moments when you question yourself and the decisions you made.

Maybe need to put some projects on pause for now and take a breather. Been thinking about having a weekend to myself with no work, no kids, no household duties, no social media, and no phone. You know have a peaceful moment alone. Silence and positive vibes. Breathe and relax

Just another night. T.O.L- why do I? decisions I have made in my life, that I am still trying to figure out. Sharing my thoughts tonight…..

Hope you all night is good.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Love or Lust??

Crazy: Love, Lust


Hello everyone,

Y’all know that feeling. The feeling of being in love or you think you are. You’re in the stage of feeling all the emotions like all of them. You don’t like them or their ways; everything irritates you. You question everything, wondering if you made the right decision or if it is LUST. Is it real, or are they using you, or are you using them? What is it? You love them, you hate them sometimes need space from each other. I call it the test phase where both parties like to test each other and push buttons and get reactions.

Smh but that’s what happens when you are really not sure if it’s love or lust or if it’s the person you really want. Sometimes it can be just sex that keep two people together, there is no real love between them. Some might think so but NO. Why do we put ourselves in situations like this? If it is real love, it will not hurt you, make you feel low and sad, or have you second-guessing yourself. I’m just saying this love thang can be Crazy. Seriously 😂

Am I the only one who thinks so? I get there will be ups and downs in relationships, but if they are constant and you feel stuck, it’s too much to deal with, or you feel like you both cannot get on better terms, LEAVE. I feel a person should not settle or put up with BS just to not be or feel alone. What do you guys think? Do you choose love or lust?


Blessings All
Thank you for reading.



**Not an expert. Just my thoughts please feel free to like, comment, and share**

T.O.L-Dating!

Date or No?

Questioning myself lately and asking am I ready to date? Thinking about relationships, love, and having someone by my side. Getting that lonely feeling. Just a little scared, honestly, of putting myself out there and letting my guard down. I also think that it is time to at least try to meet new people. I am a homebody and I need to get out of that. Want to live a little and be happy enjoying my life. My life consists of motherhood, working, and writing all day, every day. Do some different things. Just doing a little thinking, well, of course, and it’s on my mind. Just don’t know when I would work up the courage to actually do it. Lol.

I am still a work in progress and still trying to learn to trust. Blah Blah Blah my life is boring…. Thinking out loud.

Blessings and love!

Thank you for reading.

Power?

When you hear this word, what does it mean to you? Does it mean wealth and success to you? Does it mean being a bully to you? Does it mean having it all and getting it by any means? To me, I see it both ways. People use it when they are rich and have it all, and some use it to get over on people and hurt them.

There were times when I heard a few people say I have the power to do whatever I want and get what I need. They say they always get what they want, no matter what it takes. I often wonder what the hell they mean by that. Does it mean that things go away when money is involved or will they try to buy, manipulate, or blackmail you? It makes you think, without power, where would some people really be? What their career would be like without power. Money and power are most often used for evil. In my opinion, greed gets to people, and they feel invincible. I could be wrong, but I never knew of someone who used money or power for good. Again, I might be wrong, lol. just my opinions. Maybe they do to cover up their wrongdoings I do not know. Or maybe I watch too much TV and read a lot of books. I feel like any person in any career field can possess a sense of power when it comes to their job and how they go about doing it. Or having sensitive information on people

I think that me from time to time being controlling is a sense of power. I want everyone to listen to what I say and do what I say, it is not a strong sense of power but a little of it. It is with family not used to make people do what they do not want to or hurt them.

If you had power and were rich, what would you do with it? Will it be used for evil or good?

Just a thought tonight. What do you think about having too much power?

Blessings and Love!

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My Pride! 

My pride, my pride, it shines so bright 
But sometimes, it gets in the way of my sight 
I hold my head up high, full of confidence and might 
But my ego can blind me from what’s right 

I push and I strive, always reaching for the top 
But my pride can make me stumble and flop 
It’s hard to admit when I’m wrong or need help 
But to truly succeed, my ego must be kept in check 

I’ll swallow my pride and let humility take the lead 
In the long run, it’s the only way to succeed 
So I’ll take a step back and learn to compromise 
And let my pride take a back seat, for it’s time to be wise 

My pride, my pride, it’s a part of who I am 
But I won’t let it hold me back, for that’s not the plan 
I’ll use it to push forward but with grace and humility 
With a healthy balance, success will come. 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

https://writeblg.com/2023/10/31/pride-and-ego-oh-no

Ocean!

The destination, one where people get

Lost in their thoughts

Enjoy the peace and the quiet

Still waters, wavy waters

The beauty of the view, the colors

A sight to see, such calmness

Feet in the sand forgetting everything just for a moment

Nature hugs you

Keeps you in

Ocean side there is where I want to dream

Take it all in

Breathe in breathe out

Let it all go while at the

Ocean!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading!

Morning!

This morning sitting and writing

It is raining and gloomy out

Want to stay in bed and dream

This morning with a smile on my face, a cup of

Coffee and my beautiful mind

The smell of freshness

Brings comfort, and happiness is on my mind

This morning positive thinking and thoughts

Feeling good no complaints

And yes, I hope it stays that way

This morning sitting and thinking

It is raining and gloomy out

Writing away this morning this day

I am going to shine

This weather here will not stop my grind

No work today, writing goals on my mind

Just Write and Be You!

Random thoughts

This morning!

Hope you have a wonderful day!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Night-Time

Night-time!

I love the nighttime

It is my me time

Alone time

Chill time

Writing time

When my kids are asleep, Or away!

My creativity is awakened.

Ready with pen and paper

Ready to attack with my ideas, and there is many

I love the nighttime

Quiet, I can think in peace

Set the scene!

Write in peace!

I love the nighttime, my favorite time!

Thank you for reading

Okay! Venting a little

Hello all, my blog peeps. Tonight, I am not cool…..

So, I just posted a poem earlier I wrote about me being tired of my past having a tight ass hold on me. Is there anyone else like this? Where you seem like you cannot escape it, the past? Sometimes I hate that I replay past situations in my head. Then here I am on a damn emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want revenge, I want to do harm, I want to unleash the beast. It gets crazy in this head of mines, and I try to contain it all. I also question why am I like this, why can’t I let it all go? Ugh. I just want some people to fucking suffer. Is that a bad thing? Damn these scars I have.

BREATHE

It is too much right now. I need to get back to focus.

 Okay! Whew had to let that out. I am still a work in progress and have thoughts like this from time to time. Was triggered a little today and it had me in a mood. Just venting don’t know if I am the only one. I must continue to pray. I felt close to the edge.

Praying on it and hopefully sleep good and better afterwards. Of course, my blog is my therapy. Please don’t judge me. Just had a fucked-up moment. LET IT Out!!!!

I am trying…WHEW

Again, BREATHE

Thank you for reading.