Tag Archives: thoughts

Forget…

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Forget

Want to let it all go

Forget the past, forget the humiliation

Forget the hurt, forget it all

Forget the people who played a part in my hurt

Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away

Forget those who said they care, but really do not

Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears

Forget being a child, forget all of my childhood

Damn

Forget having too much weight on my shoulders

Forget getting over shit alone and afraid

Damn yall

I just want to forget

Forget it all…

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Sleepless Nights

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Sleepless Nights

Tossing and turning

New and exciting

Ideas are coming in

Out the bed

I go

Sleepless nights

Notebook and Pen

Always handy

Sleepless Nights

Wide awake

Family, books, poetry

Sleepless Nights

Dreams, My future, My kid’s future

Sleepless Nights

Loneliness, Companionship, Love, Life

The Universe!

Swimming around constantly

Sleepless Nights

I need to rest

But

My mind thinks otherwise

Sleepless Nights

Just wondering

Questioning everything

How the world works, How is this made?

I think of it all

Sleepless Nights

Struggling to close my

Eyes

Even though they are heavy

Sleepless Nights

Thinking thoughts good and bad

Consumed

Like, Damn theses

Sleepless nights!

Blessings and Love!

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The Hard Truth.

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When honesty requires a painful sting

And truth is hard to bear but must be heard

The poet’s pen can be a powerful thing

To speak the words that cannot be deferred.

For though the truth may wound and cause some strife

It’s better than the comfort of a lie

And in the end, it leads to a better life

With clarity that cannot be denied.

So let us not shy away from hard truths

But face them head-on with courage and grace

And with our words, let’s offer honest proof

That truth can be a gift, not just a face.

And though it may be hard to speak what’s true

The poet’s pen can help us see it through

Difficult times telling those

Hard Truths

Blessings and Love!

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Mad….

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Mad at life, mad at the world, mad

The anger within me makes me feel so bad

Why does everything have to be so hard?

Why can’t life just give me a break, a card?

I’m tired of struggling, tired of the pain,

I want to scream, to shout, to break the chains

But instead, I bottle it up, keep it inside

And let the anger fester, grow, and hide.

I know I shouldn’t be so mad at life

But sometimes it feels like an endless strife

I try to find hope, to see the light

But it’s hard to do when everything feels like a fight.

So, I’ll keep on going, keep on trying

And maybe one day, I’ll stop my crying

Until then, I’ll be mad at life, mad at the world, mad

And hope that someday, things won’t be so bad.

-MAD-

***A Poem***

Blessings and Love!

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Fine Wine

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Take a sip

Hell, maybe the whole glass/bottle of

Wine

In a few minutes, I’ll be fine

Problems fade away

Only for the time being

Take a sip

Fade away, sink deeper

The wine speaks louder

Clarity is gone

Fight with me

Head-to-head

Take a sip

Hey, maybe need to stop

Battling with myself

It never turns out right

Fade away

I just can’t

I will indeed

Be fine

Without the

Wine

-Fine Wine-

Blessings and Love!

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Addiction

Bottom of the Bottle!

Silence

Cave- A Special Place!

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In my loving cave

A cave built my way

My style

With all my wants, needs

A dreamy cave

A cave to go to

To think, release, or

Just to chill

A cave with bookshelves

Reading and calmness

A cave with writing materials

Writing and chilling

A cave all to myself

A cave where my imagination comes alive

In this cave, I release

All the bad inside

In this cave, I am freely me

A cave to keep me warm

Safe from harm

A cave to dream

A cave to breath

One with a nice view

The scenery keeps me cool

A special place to get away to

A cave, sorry, no outsiders

Need my peace

In this cave, I love me

Again, this cave it’s all for me!

Blessings and Love!

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T.N.T-Tuesday Thought!!

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Sorry Not Sorry

Thinking, maybe overthinking……..

I want to talk about how irritating it is when someone constantly tells me they are sorry for something they repeatedly do. I do not get it at all. Does anybody else get annoyed with this? I mean, why say you are sorry when you really are not. It is not hard to be upfront and real with someone instead of lying and saying you are sorry. That irritates me. Like seriously, do not tell me you are sorry and you do not mean it, or just tell me to send me off. Or don’t keep repeating the same messed-up behaviors and saying sorry for it time and time again. If you have to constantly lie to me, please choose to move on and not be around me; not too much to ask for.

Ugh okay just thinking out loud tonight, some people are so insensitive. Am I the only one?

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜❤

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Me, Overthinker/Over analyzer

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Me, Overthinker/Over analyzer

Why am I such an overthinker? I tend to second-guess myself all the time, and I take a long time to make a decision. I think about everything. My mind is constantly going and thinking of stuff, whether it is good or bad. I also worry a lot, and putting that with me being an overthinker, and boom, it’s chaotic and very overwhelming. I try to sit back and relax but I can admit that sometimes I am uptight and too much going on and to worry about. I have heard some people say that being an overthinker is a bad thing.

Wow, I really need to relax and take it a day at a time. Anyway, I am overthinking right now. That is just me, the overthinker and overanalyzer. SMH.

What do you think? Are you like this? I overthink every situation I encounter, and sometimes, I feel bad about the decisions that I make. This is a trait of mine that I do not like; it can be annoying at times.

Blessings and Love!

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Perfect ME

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Perfect Me

I have to be the best

I have to remain strong, on my feet, always

I have to be perfect

I will meet all goals

I will be an achiever

I will put my all into everything I do

I will be perfect

I can be at the top

I can be what others want, I can be what I want

I can be undefeated

I can be perfect

I do perfectly

I am perfect

Perfect in this imperfect world

Blessings and Love

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Imperfect

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She is perfect in her imperfections

She is happy in her pain

Strong in her weakness

She smiles through the cries

She put on her happy face, ready to help others

Knows her weaknesses and strengths

Keeps her head up no matter what

She learns from her mistakes

She is beautiful in her own way

Because she is herself

Yes, she is perfect in her imperfections!

Blessings and Love

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