I just love this here and it is very understandable. You think you know me??????
Truth!!!



I just love this here and it is very understandable. You think you know me??????
Truth!!!



They say healing is loud
Really?
Like thunder, heavy drums, and like a phoenix in flames
But not mine
Mine came in whispers
The hush between heartbreak and hope
In the silence after the storm
When the wreckage still smelled like yesterday
I didnβt scream
I didnβt roar
I sat with the ache
With the echo
With the version of me I buried beneath βIβm fine.β
Healing is not always heroic
Sometimes itβs holding your own hand
When no one else is there
Itβs rewriting the story
When the pen feels too heavy
Itβs breathing
Even when the air tastes like memory
I stitched myself together
With threads of forgiveness
Patched the holes with grace
And wore my scars like armor
Not shame
I learned that broken
Doesnβt mean unworthy
That soft doesnβt mean weak
Healing is not a finish line
Itβs a rhythm
A dance
A daily decision to rise
So, if youβre still hurting
Still healing
Still holding on by a whisper
Just know this:
You are not behind
You are not broken
You are becoming!

Blessings and Love!
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In the deepness of discomfort
I wandered aimlessly
Lost and confused, unsure of my destiny
I searched high and low for a reason to be
To find my place in this world, to finally be free
I sought out love in every shape and form
In hopes that it would calm the raging storm
But with every heartbreak, my spirit was torn
And the search for love left me feeling dejected
Climbing mountains and swimming in the sea
But still, my purpose evaded me
I longed for a sign, a glimpse of clarity
To guide me towards my true destiny
But amidst the confusion
I found a glimmer of hope
A light in the darkness, a way to cope
I realized that the search itself was my goal
To embrace the journey and let my purpose unfold
I continue to search with an open heart and mind
To discover my purpose and the love I long to find
For I know that with patience and perseverance combined
My destiny will reveal itself in due time
-A Purpose II-

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Forget
Want to let it all go
Forget the past, forget the humiliation
Forget the hurt, forget it all
Forget the people who played a part in my hurt
Forget those who knew but did not help, looked away
Forget those who said they care, but really do not
Forget the feelings I had, forget my tears
Forget being a child, forget all of my childhood
Damn
Forget having too much weight on my shoulders
Forget getting over shit alone and afraid
Damn yall
I just want to forget
Forget it all…

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Sleepless Nights
Tossing and turning
New and exciting
Ideas are coming in
Out the bed
I go
Sleepless nights
Notebook and Pen
Always handy
Sleepless Nights
Wide awake
Family, books, poetry
Sleepless Nights
Dreams, My future, My kidβs future
Sleepless Nights
Loneliness, Companionship, Love, Life
The Universe!
Swimming around constantly
Sleepless Nights
I need to rest
But
My mind thinks otherwise
Sleepless Nights
Just wondering
Questioning everything
How the world works, How is this made?
I think of it all
Sleepless Nights
Struggling to close my
Eyes
Even though they are heavy
Sleepless Nights
Thinking thoughts good and bad
Consumed
Like, Damn theses
Sleepless nights!

Blessings and Love!
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When honesty requires a painful sting
And truth is hard to bear but must be heard
The poet’s pen can be a powerful thing
To speak the words that cannot be deferred.
For though the truth may wound and cause some strife
It’s better than the comfort of a lie
And in the end, it leads to a better life
With clarity that cannot be denied.
So let us not shy away from hard truths
But face them head-on with courage and grace
And with our words, let’s offer honest proof
That truth can be a gift, not just a face.
And though it may be hard to speak what’s true
The poet’s pen can help us see it through
Difficult times telling those
Hard Truths

Blessings and Love!
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Mad at life, mad at the world, mad
The anger within me makes me feel so bad
Why does everything have to be so hard?
Why can’t life just give me a break, a card?
I’m tired of struggling, tired of the pain,
I want to scream, to shout, to break the chains
But instead, I bottle it up, keep it inside
And let the anger fester, grow, and hide.
I know I shouldn’t be so mad at life
But sometimes it feels like an endless strife
I try to find hope, to see the light
But it’s hard to do when everything feels like a fight.
So, I’ll keep on going, keep on trying
And maybe one day, I’ll stop my crying
Until then, I’ll be mad at life, mad at the world, mad
And hope that someday, things won’t be so bad.
-MAD-

***A Poem***
Blessings and Love!
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Take a sip
Hell, maybe the whole glass/bottle of
Wine
In a few minutes, Iβll be fine
Problems fade away
Only for the time being
Take a sip
Fade away, sink deeper
The wine speaks louder
Clarity is gone
Fight with me
Head-to-head
Take a sip
Hey, maybe need to stop
Battling with myself
It never turns out right
Fade away
I just canβt
I will indeed
Be fine
Without the
Wine
-Fine Wine-

Blessings and Love!
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In my loving cave
A cave built my way
My style
With all my wants, needs
A dreamy cave
A cave to go to
To think, release, or
Just to chill
A cave with bookshelves
Reading and calmness
A cave with writing materials
Writing and chilling
A cave all to myself
A cave where my imagination comes alive
In this cave, I release
All the bad inside
In this cave, I am freely me
A cave to keep me warm
Safe from harm
A cave to dream
A cave to breath
One with a nice view
The scenery keeps me cool
A special place to get away to
A cave, sorry, no outsiders
Need my peace
In this cave, I love me
Again, this cave itβs all for me!

Blessings and Love!
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Sorry Not Sorry
Thinking, maybe overthinking……..
I want to talk about how irritating it is when someone constantly tells me they are sorry for something they repeatedly do. I do not get it at all. Does anybody else get annoyed with this? I mean, why say you are sorry when you really are not. It is not hard to be upfront and real with someone instead of lying and saying you are sorry. That irritates me. Like seriously, do not tell me you are sorry and you do not mean it, or just tell me to send me off. Or don’t keep repeating the same messed-up behaviors and saying sorry for it time and time again. If you have to constantly lie to me, please choose to move on and not be around me; not too much to ask for.
Ugh okay just thinking out loud tonight, some people are so insensitive. Am I the only one?

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