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Yearning!

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Hello my blog peeps

Do you have something in life, or it could be someone in life that you yearn for, that you are longing for? It can also be a place you want to be in. There can be plenty of things a person yearns for/over. Yearning for something means that you want something badly, feeling like you have to have it no matter what,  and sometimes it is what can consume you (My Opinion). You know that it could be something that is good for you, can help you, or is something that is not good for you or not needed in your life. But oh, don’t you want it badly, or maybe you do feel like it is needed for you. You want these things no matter what.

Of course, this something that you are yearning for constantly stays on your mind. Just circling around being a pest. Questioning yourself about it. Asking should I or should I not? You tell yourself “I want it, I yearn for it”.  You then overthink it; you think of all the pros and cons that you can. Think of ways around it or how to fully seek out what you want. Yearning and thinking.

Have you felt like you yearned for something in life? Was it a good or bad experience or thing? How did you deal with it?

I have been through that before. Twice one was my dreams. The second thing is I was yearning for someone. and honestly, it was not good for me. It was one-sided and left me feeling like a fool. I felt like I was yearning for this person and for a couple of years that person was always on my mind and I was thinking we could have had a future together. The feelings were not mutual. And yes it took a while to get over it because I wanted the person so bad, and did not fully pay attention to the things I should have. It was a live-and-learn situation. Even though I was hurt for months I had to get over it. I was yearning for the wrong thing at that time, I guess.

Why is it that we do that? Why is it that sometimes we want things that are not needed or want bad people to be in our lives? Not everyone of course I know it can be a natural thing to really want something (My Opinion) but I know there are people out there who go to the extremes to go after what they yearn for. Some call it being dedicated to what they want, or some call it going after your passion.

What do you think about this word? Been there before? Care to share?

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

I Admit!

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I Admit that I am a person who is so stuck in my ways

I Admit that my attitude is not the best, I rage from time to time (SIGH)

I Admit that I can be a little hard to deal with and sometimes need reassurance that I’m still wanted and loved

I Admit that I have a tough time letting go

I Admit that it is hard to let my guard down and for me to fully be open

I Admit that I am afraid to love, to be vulnerable with someone

I Admit that it will be hard to not be in control all the time, when I feel the need to want to control everything

I Admit that I can be toxic in a way when I shut down and shut off from the world. I do not want to be bothered with anything or anybody. I really would not talk to anyone for days. I feel its toxic because I should just address shit instead of running a away and shutting down my emotions (BIG TRUTH)

I Admit that I have major trust issues and sometimes I just don’t believe what a person says sometimes

I Admit that it would be hard to let a man come into my life and take lead, also ADMIT this is something I will definitely work on

I Admit that when I do love someone, I LOVE HARD and care way too much

I Admit that when I find REAL LOVE I would be willing to make changes that I need to make for that right one

I Admit that I do not have all my shit together

I Admit that I feel like grief has taking over my life

I Admit that I get lost in my head, replaying a lot from the past

I Admit I am trying and a work in progress, I am healing and indeed working on me

I Admit that I am willing to change things that serve no good in my life

I Admit guilt to things I cannot change

I Admit I am always me

I Admit my truths here and now, BARE it ALL

My truths are here, LAID OUT

How about you???? What do you ADMIT?

-I ADMIT-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

I Come From

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I Come From

Faith, Strength, and Love

I Come From

A place of dedication, hard work, and common sense

I Come From

Beautiful magic, secrete potions, and jungles

I Come From

A place of truth, passion, and hope

I Come From

Time, Life, and Music

I Come From

A place of vulnerability, fear, and worry

I Come From

Inspiration, Deep Souls, and light

I Come From

A place of the good, the bad, the evil

I Come From

As you see

Many places!

-I Come From-

Blessings and Love!!

Thank you for reading.

Pride and Ego, Oh No 

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Once a Leo woman, so confident and bold, 
With ego so great, she couldn’t be told, 
Prideful and strong, she stood tall and proud, 
But little did she know, her ego was too loud. 

She strutted and roared, her mane held high, 
Her power and beauty could not be denied, 
But her arrogance blinded her to the truth, 
Her prideful ways were her only proof. 

She thought she was invincible, a queen of the land, 
But her ego left her alone, without a hand, 
She realized too late her pride had led her astray, 
And in the end, she had nothing left to say. 

So, take heed, dear Leo, and listen to this tale, 
Your ego may be strong, but it will surely fail, 
Humility and kindness will take you far, 
And your pride will not leave you with a permanent scar. 

It’s really my pride, ego and ohhh fucking no…. 

Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💚💗🧡🤍💜

Thank you for reading. 

Beautiful Personality 

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A beautiful personality is a rare gem 
A treasure that shines from within 
It’s not something that can be bought or sold 
But rather, it’s a quality to uphold 

With a beautiful personality, one can light up a room 
And bring joy to others in ways that can’t be assumed 
It’s not about looks or material possessions 
But rather, it’s about showing love and compassion 

A beautiful personality a reflection of the heart 
A testament to the kindness that sets us apart 
It’s about being true to who we are 
And shining our light, both near and far 

So let us cherish and nurture this gift 
And let it guide us through life’s many shifts 
For a beautiful personality is a true treasure 
One that only grows in value and measure 

– Beautiful Personality- 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

It’s a Writing Session

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Hello all

I am in an okay mood tonight. I am back to writing, and it has been some weeks since I have. I haven’t been in the mood for anything lately. Besides that, I am writing and doing a little editing for one book and also going to be writing more poetry.

Don’t know what was going on with me, but I am grateful that tonight I am writing, and it’s going great. I am currently working on three books (Whew!) and I love it when I am in a zone and the writing comes so naturally. Yes, pen is flowing honey. Taking a break soon to make dinner for the kiddos and get them ready for school tomorrow. The rest of the night is dedicated to writing. Feel like I have been slipping, so I have to get it done.

I am also working on some new content for my blog. I’m so excited about what I have going on, but it is still a work in progress.

How is the day/night going for you? Any new goals? Writing Goals? Any plans for tonight?

Have a good night, all.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Path to Future

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In the future, we’ll find a way

To rise above the clouds of gray

And see a world that’s bright and clear

Free from all that we now fear

Hope will guide us through the night

And lead us to a brighter light

We’ll find a path that’s true and right

And chase away the clouds from sight

With clarity of mind and soul

We’ll reach our goals and be made whole

The future holds a world unknown

But with hope and clarity, we’ll grow and own

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading

Memories of Me!

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Memories of my past consume me whole
A life once lived is now a distant goal
The path I chose now seems unclear
And all I have left are memories to revere
Days gone by, but etched in my mind
The laughter, the tears, all intertwined
I wish I could go back and relive it all
But time moves forward. It doesn’t stall
My path ahead may be uncertain
But the memories of my past they remain certain,
For they remind me of who I used to be
And the person I can still strive to see
I hold on to my memories with care
For they are a reminder that I was once there
And as I move forward, I take them along
To guide me and inspire me to be strong

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Being Me!

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B-Beautiful, Brains, Brave

E-Engaging, Ego, Earnest

I-Intelligent, Insightful, Idealist

N-Nice, Naughty, Natural

G-Gorgeous, Giving, Growing

M-Marvelous, Mindful, Mysterious

E-Entertaining, Energetic, Eccentric

All day, every day, no matter the mood, the season, the pains, and the struggles, I still love being me—my flaws and all. I love standing up for myself and my standards. In this world, being yourself is a positive. Who wants to be a copy version of someone else? Be original, Be you, Be great!

Continue to be your beautiful self. I am just BEING ME!

Have a good one.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Getting Closure

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In my heart, a pain so deep

Love once bright, now lost in sleep

Closure seems so far away

Memories haunt me night and day.

Tried to forget, tried to move on

But the pain lingers, never gone

Love that was once all-consuming

Now reduced to mere assuming.

Closure seems like a distant dream

But I know I must find a way to redeem

Letting go of what once was

Finding peace in what now does.

In my heart, a pain so deep

But with time, perhaps closure I’ll keep.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.