Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask myself why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.
Hello everyone, hope you Sunday is going okay. Tonight, I just want to send love to those who are going through stuff, hurting, in pain at the moment. I pray that you are able to heal from the hurts, the pains, all the bad that is going on in your life. I want to let you all know that you are not alone. Today my mom was on my mind heavy and I had to pray about it and take some deep breaths. I know the healing process is not easy, but man it gets so hard on some days. I know the best thing for me to do is pray.
Again, I want to send love, and faith and hope your way and let you know again you are not alone. Wishing you all a great night. Wishing peace, love, happiness, and blessings to you…
Being patient in life can be a challenge. Something we must have though !!
I believe everything happens for a reason; people change so you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall in place everything comes together.
I have to say that I am proud of myself. Working hard and being focused pays off. This has been a long journey. I am excited about what is to come. Shout out to my kids who hung in there with me. Shoutout to those who supported me. Shoutout to those who are focused, working hard, and going for their dreams. Don’t ever give up.
Having strength and faith got me to this place, and I am truly grateful, and I appreciate the journey.
Remember that you can make your dreams come true. Keep at it and have faith.
Just wanted to post this. I am feeling emotional but not over anything bad, just happy about how far I made it. Also want to encourage others to do what makes them happy. I am proud of everyone who put their best in. Keep Going, Be strong, You got this 🖤💙💛🧡🤎💚💜
Hello everyone, today I want to talk about taking the time for yourself. It is especially important that you take care of yourself. If you are not all and well, you cannot completely be there for others. You must take care of your mind, body, and spirit. Your mental state is important to be alert and know what is going on around you, to be aware of what you get yourself into. To feel happiness from within, we all know that that is where it starts with you. Taking care of your body is also important. You have to stay on top of your health. Take your vitamins and any medication that you must take. It is important so you can be there for loved ones. Yes, I know that if you have a family, and a job, juggling so many things is challenging, and you forget about yourself. Sometimes we lose ourselves to the ones around us because we must take care of them and do for them. It’s okay to stop for a minute and give yourself that same caring and loving self you give to others. Yes, it is hard to trust I know it took me a while to even start buying myself nice things I have in the past felt guilty for it because I have kids and felt that anything I buy should be for them. Now I have learned that I deserve things, too, I work hard and want to play, too, lol. As for your spirit, I feel like you should try to avoid those who get under your skin and those who are negative towards you. You must have peace in your life, and of course, it is not all roses and chocolates, but you must try. If you don’t take the necessary time to help yourself and be there for yourself, it can cause you to break down and be all over the place, sad, and hurt because of too much on your plate. It happened to me, and I had to look back at all the wrong things I was doing and the way I was thinking and change it all. Change is hard but can be for the best.
People, please take the time for yourself. Even if you have a family to take care of, it’s okay. Even if it is an hour a day, relax and enjoy it, trust sometimes it helps. Remember to love yourself through it all. I have included an article I read about self-care, please check it out.
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