Tag Archives: MyThoughts

Morning Love!

There once was a morning so fine

That started the day with a shine

It was bright and full of love

Focused and ready to rise above

Make the most of this happy day

Be sure to give it your all

Each and every way

Always sending love your way!

Good Morning my blog peeps!!!!

Have a great day!

Blessings and Love

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A Friendship!

Ah, an old friendships and memories, a reminder of days gone by

When we shared our secrets and laughter, it seemed like time would never fly

We may have drifted apart, but our bond still remains strong

A reminder of what used to be

When our friendship was young

Though we may not be together, our friendship still has the same spark

The memories we shared will never fade, even in the dark

Old friends are like old wine, getting better with time

And our friendship will never die, it will remain sublime

Our friendship is an ocean, that will never run dry

It will remain with us forever, even when we say goodbye

So, let’s cherish the moments we shared

And the memories we made

For never again will be the same

This friendship will never fade.

-A Friendship!!-

Blessings and Love!

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Learn to Love

Gentle guidance, patient pace

Learning to love, a daunting race

Heart aflutter, mind a maze

Fumbling steps, unsure ways

With each stumble, we grow wise

Love’s mysteries, we begin to surmise

Through trials and errors, we improvise

And in our hearts, love multiplies

The ghazal of love, a journey long

But with each step, we grow strong

Learning to love, a lifelong song

With each verse, our hearts belong.

-Learn to Love-

Blessings and Love

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Issues

Really think I have issues lol. Like damn why am I so guarded with people. I am so on edge. Attitude issues as well. And can easily walk away from people to keep myself from getting hurt. Seriously I am too good at goodbyes. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Yes serious issues. Over thinker here.

There are so many issues I really need to work on. This process is hard. Ohhh man. I’m just thinking out loud with too much on my mind. Y’all sometimes I irritate my own self when feeling like too much on my shoulders lol..So much damn anxiety

Okay I’m done. Hope everyone is doing better!!

***Vent Session***

Blessing and Love!

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No Way Out

Lost in a maze with no escape in sight,

Down and out, trapped in endless night

Madness creeping, clawing at my mind

No hope to find, no way to unwind.

Futile searching for a glimmer of light

But darkness reigns, an eternal blight

No path to follow, no guide to lead

Alone in my despair, consumed by need.

Trapped in a prison of my own device

No key to freedom, no chance to rise

Suffocating in a world of doubt

Seeing no way out, I scream and shout

Blessings and Love!

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Mask!

Mask/Different Face

 Have you ever met a person or met people who act different depending on who they are around? Or you feel they are holding back? Not really all there. Some tend to do it to hide themselves and please others, some do it and hide to protect themselves, and those who do it to hide bad intentions. I don’t think that every person to who do is a bad person. Some. Some people like to be what others want them to be, so a mask is on pretending. When you really don’t want to but don’t feel you have a voice, so you keep that mask on. There are people who do it that do not want people to notice what they go through or what they face. I can say that I have been a person who wear a mask, I put on a smile and act like everything is okay but deep down inside there is a lot of hurt, sadness and pain. I have a wall up and do not want people to know how I am really feeling so I put a smile and I am cool, then I get away trying to avoid everybody. I do not easily connect with people again my wall is up, and I am guarded. Not saying that is a good thing because it still a mask on.

I know that there are some who have that mask on to hide their bad intentions they act and talk like they are perfect, very manipulative, they are monsters deep inside and like it or not there are some people in this world like that. Yes, there are different mask people wear, you must trust your judgement that they are a good person and in your life for a good reason. The world is filled with people who wear mask. Try to be your true self and trust that things will workout for the better. Trust I know, I am slowly letting my guard down and trying to trust. Finding the real me. Do you all know where I am coming from? Have you been there? Are you a people pleaser?

Just my thoughts tonight. Wearing a mask weather good or bad. What do you do????

Blessings and Love!

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Distant

D- Disconnected

I-  Invisible

S- Savage

T- Tempered

A-Attitude

N- Nonchalant

T- Terrible

Disconnected in this world

Again, that feeling of being

Invisible in a crowed place

Savage I am, no other way

This irrational

Temper won’t let me be

Attitude bad, and oh so

Nonchalant too

And that feeling of doing things so

Terrible

Distant I must be.

-Distant-

Blessings and Love!

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Ms. Misunderstood

Alas, my words fall on deaf ears

My thoughts ignored, my hopes in tears

Misunderstood, overlooked, unseen

I stand alone, a forgotten dream.

I pour my heart out on the page

But still, they do not understand my rage.

My passion for life, my desire to be known

Lost in a sea of indifference, I am alone.

Oh, to be heard, to be seen, to be understood

But instead, I am left in solitude.

My voice echoes in an empty room

A silent plea for understanding, an ineffective doom.

So, I write on, despite the pain

Hoping one day, my words will not be in vain

Until then, I remain misunderstood

A poet lost in a world that does not see the good.

She is

Ms. Misunderstood!

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A Thought…(A Poem)

Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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Walking Away!

Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

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