Tag Archives: Pain

Slipping

S-Struggle, Spiteful, Stuck
L- Lousy, Losing
I-Impatient
P- Paranoid
P- Poisonous, Pain
I-Incomplete, Imperfect, Insane
N- Numb
G- Gone, Grumpy

Feeling stuck in life, times I want to be spiteful due to my struggles
Slipping
Sometimes I feel like a lousy person who is losing at life
Slipping
So impatient with myself, with everything
Slipping
I’m on edge, constant guard up, and paranoid
Slipping
Been poisoned with hate, hurt, grief, and pain, sometimes the pain is too much to deal with
Slipping
This imperfect self, feeling lost and incomplete. Insane with my thoughts
Slipping
She is numb to it all. It is what it is
Slipping
Lately been grumpy, with no feelings. Drugging and drinking, I’m gone
Damn
I’m
Slipping…..

Blessings and Love!


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MOM

Want to say Happy Heavenly Birthday to my mom. Even though I am sad and still hurt that she is not here I am going to be strong today. Do my writing like I know she wants me to continue to do. Really wish I can hear her voice but again I am going to make it through this day with happy memories of her. Missing her so much and still praying for healing and strength. I love and miss you, mom. Just Showing love to my mom. And know strength is needed badly. Prayers going up

Blessings all

Thank you for reading.

Forever LOVE

COLD..

Cold like the wind

Heart chilled, cool, cold

Shut off from me, you, the world

Standing still, stiff body, damn cold

Pitch black, where am I, nothing around

Iciness, trembling body, I’m cold

What is going on? Damn, freezing

Am I coming or going?

Maybe So…….

Damn I am cold

Blessings and Love!

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Rage II – Just Write (writeblg.com)

https://writeblg.com/2023/03/15/rage-iii/

Little Girl Lost

Hello All,

I wrote this a couple years ago. It is one of my favorites!!! Wanted to share again. hope you like and enjoy it.

Lost Little Girl

Little lost girl

Fighting to find her way

Lost with no direction

Sad eyes, heart hurting, mind racing

Wounds open, flesh

Lost little girl

Thrown to the wolves, the sharks, the bad

The ugly, clowns, death

Raging to get free

Surrounded by the unknown, Dark

Lost little girl

Scared, shocked, afraid

Alone, cold, wondering

Mad, darkness, raged, shaking

Lost in a world, no clue

She is lost, no soul, no nothing

Lost little girl

Can she be found???

Thank You For Reading.

****A Poem!!****

The Past

Hello to you

The past

Memories good and bad

Along with those tough decisions

The past

Many hopes and dreams

Many setbacks lost dreams

Loveless, trustless from loves that didn’t last

The past

Down and out, that lost feeling

Not feeling yourself, have mixed emotions

Brighter days to come

Faith steps in and it’s time for healing

The past

Unleash all that’s in my bag

Unleash all the bad

Overflowing

They say pain doesn’t last forever

The past makes me think otherwise

The past

Must let go, no longer holding baggage

Started with a hello

Now its ends with

Goodbye to you

The past.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

No Way Out

Lost in a maze with no escape in sight,

Down and out, trapped in endless night

Madness creeping, clawing at my mind

No hope to find, no way to unwind.

Futile searching for a glimmer of light

But darkness reigns, an eternal blight

No path to follow, no guide to lead

Alone in my despair, consumed by need.

Trapped in a prison of my own device

No key to freedom, no chance to rise

Suffocating in a world of doubt

Seeing no way out, I scream and shout

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Starting over.

When you are down and out and have lost everything. Lose people or anything that is close to you. Lose your house, car, and job. Losing your sanity. That lost and confused feeling comes. You have to start over. When this happens, you fear the unknown because you feel down and feel like your world is at the end. Your emotions are everywhere. Sometimes panic sets in. You have to take those deep breaths and have faith that in the end, it will work out.

The feeling of starting over. Reset your life and try again. Taking it one step at a time. Through the tears and struggles to get back to your normal self and normal way of life before you lost it all. Get back to a happy place. That feeling of questioning yourself and what’s around you, feeling that you are not worthy because of what you go through. That feeling of being scared and not understanding what’s going on in your life. You keep telling yourself to think positive

Starting over. It is a process and something you will not be able to rush. Starting over can be scary and something you will not want to deal with. The feeling of starting over it is draining. But you can heal and get your joy back. The feeling of knowing that it will be okay and that it’s not the end of the world. You are grateful that things are falling into place. The feeling of having to start all over is no more. Still continue to have faith and move with strength and guidance. Sometimes starting over can be a good thing. Pray and Be thankful no matter what.

Just thinking out loud!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Rage III

Rage in my heart, beats like thunder

A tempest raging deep within

My thoughts, a wild and fearsome wonder

A storm that’s set to never end

My anger rises like a fire

A burning flame that knows no end

My soul consumed by its desire

To lash out, to break and bend

Ripping apart my peace

Anger boiling deep within

Grinding teeth and shaking fists

Explosive fury taking over

Blood boiling

Over and over

Damn this rage inside of me…

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

A Thought…(A Poem)

Sometimes it is best to move on and stay silent

They leave, let them, no begging here.

If they don’t love you, you love yourself more

Do not be concerned about the why’s or what if’s- It was never really love

Move on though it hurts and know that life goes on!

It will be okay. It was not meant to be, and it is what it is.

Still surviving, still strong

Move on and still be yourself, and move smarter, stronger and brighter!

Again, Move on, Stay Silent

My Thoughts at the moment

Blessings and Love!

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