Tag Archives: Random

Unwanted

That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

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More by Ray’Elaine

A Random Poem!

Drink

From the fountain of wisdom, strength, dedication

Passion and love

To satisfy my

Desire

To feel happiness

At its higher level

Stability

Switch

From the person I was before

My head was swelled with

All the negative

The wrongs

Came a long way

But

Through it all

I am relishing

Thriving

Exciting

My dreams coming true!

Blessings and Love!

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Would you rather? #1

Hello everyone

Tonight, I want to have a Would You Rather post/discussion. I would list some Would You Rather questions and give my input/answers to them. Feel free to answer one or all if you like. I would love to hear your thoughts and answers. Nothing too hard, and they are random questions.

Here we go!!!!

  1. Would you rather be able to travel everywhere for free OR eat everywhere for free?

. I would rather travel everywhere for free. I would love to visit different countries for free and explore all that I can at any time. I think I would travel maybe once or twice a month or a month to each place I visit. It would be cool to learn about diverse cultures and meet new people and more.

2. Would you rather find the love of your life OR find your passion?

. This one here is kind of a toss-up, but of course, I would rather find my passion. Finding something I absolutely love, and it brings me peace is what I would rather have. Something that speaks to me, and I am willing to put in the work and take the steps to find what is for me. My passion, hopes, and dreams. I feel like that is more important (in my opinion). Find my passion and reach for the stars.

3. Would you rather live in a world where you dance instead of walk OR sing instead of talk?

. I would rather live in a world where I dance instead of walk. I love to dance so this is an easy one for me. I dance while cooking, cleaning, eating, and sitting, in the show, I just dance. So, I would be okay with dancing instead of walking. I cannot sing for anything; sound like a fucking broken record lol; singing is not for me. I would rather dance my ass off. LOL

4. Would you rather drink milk out of a crusty old man’s belly button every day for a month OR let a crusty old man drink milk out of your belly every day for a year?

I would rather have a crusty old man drink milk out of my belly button for a year. Yeah, that might sound kinky, but that is okay, lol. I do not think I can drink milk out of his belly. So yeah, this one is fun and funny. LOL.

So, everyone what would you rather do? Enjoy!

Have a good one.

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Complain.

What do you complain about the most?

Nowadays I feel like I complain the most about having free, alone time, a hectic and chaos-free day. I talk about being alone a lot and having some quiet time and peace. I feel like taking care of my home, work life, me writing, and starting a business I just want to take time to take a break from it all for like maybe a day or two or shit a week or two (LOL). I complain about not having fun, or doing the basic things for myself. I feel like sometimes I have a boring life. I do not do much, such a homebody. Sometimes I feel the need to want to be alone by myself and just relax just be zoned out without a care. Live in a fantasy world for a while. And I say it is wishful thinking. My life iis hectic and always so much to do. Everybody deserves time off and relaxation. Am I wrong?  I also complain about me overthinking lol. Those are the two things I complain about the most. I mean like every day. Crazy! But seriously alone time, a break, a vacation all sounds good and needed right now.

Are you a person who complains a lot? If so, what about?

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Sharing a little more about Ray’Elaine!

Morning!

This morning sitting and writing

It is raining and gloomy out

Want to stay in bed and dream

This morning with a smile on my face, a cup of

Coffee and my beautiful mind

The smell of freshness

Brings comfort, and happiness is on my mind

This morning positive thinking and thoughts

Feeling good no complaints

And yes, I hope it stays that way

This morning sitting and thinking

It is raining and gloomy out

Writing away this morning this day

I am going to shine

This weather here will not stop my grind

No work today, writing goals on my mind

Just Write and Be You!

Random thoughts

This morning!

Hope you have a wonderful day!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Soulmates

Soulmates? Yes or No

I do believe that people can have soulmates, whether it’s a friend soulmate or partner. A soulmate is people who are compatible with one another and has a bond like no other bond. They are drawn to each other and sometimes cannot let each other go. Soulmates are on the same wavelength.  Some say that soulmates are meant to be. I feel that there are times even with being soulmates that some are not meant to be. What do you think?

Now while I do believe everyone has or will have a soulmate, I have not found mine. Or maybe some will not have one who knows lol. I think about having a soulmate from time to time. Don’t know if at my age I will meet one. A person I can truly bond with and be myself around. Someone who understands me in my good times and bad times. A person I can call and talk to about anything. Also, the love and friendship that we will have. Just my thoughts, thinking about random stuff, maybe fantasy. Ms. Thinker, Ms. Dreamer. Do you believe in soulmates? Do you believe you met your soulmate?

Again, what are your thoughts on Soulmates?

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Night Glow

Exciting night

I can’t hide

This smile on my face and

My happy stance

Glowing in the night

A day filled with blessings

Makes a good night’s rest

Glowing in the night

No anger in sight

Nobody to bring me down

Glowing in the night

Poetry writing with a

Glass of wine, maybe something stronger

Something to smoke

Creating great text line after line

Glowing in the night

With success on my mind

Winning

Everything is chill, doing me

Night winding down

My happy stance with a huge smile

A joyful night

My night glows

Blessings and Love

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***Random Poem!!!! So Random***

Random, Random

Just want to give a big ass shout out to all my Beautiful, Gorgeous, women out there. Keep being strong

We all know how it go.

It be days like this. Just don’t want to be bothered with the world…. And sometimes it makes shit more fucked up…Ladies am I Alone??

Yesss. Shout out to Mary J Blige for this song..

Feels right now….

Wishing

Wishing I was better than I was yesterday

Wishing my dreams would happen overnight

Wishing I can stop the overthinking

Wishing my grandma and mom were here

Wishing I can forget all the problems

Wishing life was a little easier

Wishing I had someone who shares my hopes and dreams

Wishing I was not lonely

Wishing for a calm mind

Wishing for more strength

It is just a night

Of wishful thinking

The wishing continues….

Blessings and Love

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