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August!

Welcome August! Fresh month and a fresh start. New monthly goals are in play. This month is exciting for me. Last year in August, I published two books, and I will publish one this month. I am so grateful and looking forward to what the month can bring. I have new goals I am working on and new projects I will be starting. Get It Done!

August is also my birthday month, so that is exciting as well. Happy August people.

Do you have any monthly goals? Are any projects coming this month? Staring anything new?

May this month bring you love, happiness, and blessings.

Have a good one!

Thank you for reading.

In The Night!

In the night when all is still

I am up and my mind is awake

Racing with thoughts good and bad

In the night when its hard to sleep

In the night is when I write

Letting it all flow together

In the night, my heart is free, free to be me

In the night I see clear

In the night, my imagination is wild

In the night, my mind is wild

In the night I write freely, freely me

And it is Night! Time to write!

-In The Night-

Blessings and Love!

Thanks for reading.

#InTheNight #JustWrite

Rage III

Rage in my heart, beats like thunder

A tempest raging deep within

My thoughts, a wild and fearsome wonder

A storm that’s set to never end

My anger rises like a fire

A burning flame that knows no end

My soul consumed by its desire

To lash out, to break and bend

Ripping apart my peace

Anger boiling deep within

Grinding teeth and shaking fists

Explosive fury taking over

Blood boiling

Over and over

Damn this rage inside of me…

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Chill

Just Write Just Chill!!!
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Chill!!

C- Confident, Creative, Cool, Curvaceous

H- Honest, Have Heart, Helping, Hard-working

I- Important, Impassioned, Imaginative, Irreplaceable

L- Leader, Likable, Lender, Light

L- Lovable, Lush, Laid back, Level-headed

Chill that I am, even under pressure yes, I vent about it all the while being me and being so chill. I have to be this way no matter what.

Be you!

Be chill!

Thank you for reading.

Chilling

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Walking Away!

Walking Away...

Walking away, this ish, man why is it hard to do. Even when you know you should, you know it is for the best. You know that you have tried your best. You took them back over and over no matter what. You constantly forgave them, even though you were hurting. You disregarded your feelings to make or keep them happy and for what? To get hurt, to be always crying. You see with your own damn eyes that nothing is getting better, it is a damn cycle that you are going through and yet it is still hard to walk away. When those around you also fee like the two of you should not be together, you do not hear them you still try. Even when that person shows you the real them, that they are all about self, they do not care at all. They do not want to change. Walking away is hard, and then you start to think about the few good times the two of you had, and you think maybe there is hope. In the back of your mind, you know you need to end it. Walking away can be a struggle people love hard and do not like to let go. Also feeling like you would never find a person to love you the right way, you stay and continue to deal with the drama it brings. That damn walking away takes time, it can be easy sometimes not texting or calling, and then there are times when you want that person near you. You want their touch, smell, their voice ugh its annoying. Walking away is necessary sometimes though there is no use in dragging on a relationship or situation, and that goes for anybody family relationship, romantic relationships, and friendships. Walking away from anybody or anything that you love or loved will always be a challenge. Man it is so hard.

Can you deal with it? How? Please feel free to leave feedback.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

#JustWrite

Loving Self!!

Love Yourself

When you have to make choices that are good for you but will hurt someone, still choose yourself.

It doesn’t make sense to keep giving in to them or live how they want you to. Or give in to a situation that is not good or safe. Give in to yourself, feed yourself and your soul

Love yourself better than you love anyone else. Be strong and make the right decisions

It is Your life, so the choice has to be made for you and your future

Give yourself all you’ve got.

Make those hard choices and be a better you

The truth is, honestly, how can you love someone or something if first you don’t love yourself…

Self-love is essential for my thoughts and feelings. Please remember to be kind, caring, and loving to yourself. You matter!

Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

T.O.L.-Time Travel!

Just sitting here thinking and I wish I can time travel. Just get in the machine and take off to an earlier time. Even if it is just for a day. Go back to a time when I was carefree, no worries, no stress, weights of the world on me. Have you ever had that feeling? Going back to a peaceful time in your life and just escape for a moment. Or maybe to go back to see or hang out with a lost loved one or just to change some shit about your life, have a do-over.

That is my feelings tonight. Right now, my brain is full of memories the happy ones, and wishing I can just revisit those times. Wishful thinking huh? Well, that’s all it is, is me thinking about the impossible shit. Sometimes my mind goes there lol. Am I the only one?

My night writing and too much thinking.

Thinking out loud….If I could time travel, teleport. LOL yeah, I am in my own awkward, weird world.

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

No More Tears

Learning to be okay

With my past

I often tell myself

No more tears

Learning to let go

Of the tight hold

The past has over me

Again, I say

No more tears

Want it all to be forgotten

Blocked out my mind

Struggling to move on

No more tears

For those who caused pain

No more tears

For my benefit

Let it go Ray

Do not let it define you

No more tears

Tired of being tied down

No more I say

I have to gain control

No more tears

Be myself, be free

No more questioning why

All cried out I am

Stay strong

Stand tall, rise above my past

Be proud, wear my scars

I say to myself, no, nope, done

No More Tears.

Blessing and Love.

Thank you for reading.