In my heart, a pain so deep
Love once bright, now lost in sleep
Closure seems so far away
Memories haunt me night and day.
Tried to forget, tried to move on
But the pain lingers, never gone
Love that was once all-consuming
Now reduced to mere assuming.
Closure seems like a distant dream
But I know I must find a way to redeem
Letting go of what once was
Finding peace in what now does.
In my heart, a pain so deep
But with time, perhaps closure I’ll keep.
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Never lower yourself for a person who shows and or tell you that they do not care for or love you
Never stay stuck in an unpleasant situation if it’s bad leave (Easier said than done)
I know, try to get out of it no matter what
Never say yes when deep down inside and in your mind, you want and need to say no
Never lower yourself/expectations based on what others think or what other want
Never pretend to be someone else.
Never change yourself for someone. You are enough the way you are
Never worry about what they say worry about you
Never give up on yourself know that you are loved
Know that you are worthy, you got it
Never give them the satisfaction of seeing you down and out
Chin up move forward
Chin up be STRONG
Never be Un-YOU
I say never to many things. I have been there before in a dark place. Loving and giving my all to a person who showed me they didn’t give a damn about me and what I was going through and at that time in my life it was too much going on. A person showed me their true self and it took a while to realize and understand it all. I was just giving and giving, and I was only receiving heartache from family and friends SMH. It was not good. I say never again. If you are in a situation that you feel is not safe or you should not be there or around certain people, leave and Never look back.
-Never-
Have a good one. Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings all
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To Fully be open
Let my story show
Express my feelings, thoughts and
The realness of me
To be fully open
To new opportunities, businesses, life
Live free
To fully be open and
Put myself out there
Take risks be open to
New friends, new love, relationships
Fully be open
Express all of me
Learning daily how to
Fully open up and
Just go for what I want
To be open
Fear free
Finally living for me
To fully be open
Something I am
Working on
Most definitely!
-Fully Open!-
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Hello, my blog peeps!
Have you been in a situation where you felt it was all bad, so negative? Have you loved the wrong person before?
Loving the wrong person and being in love by yourself is disturbing and not good at all. Even when you see the signs and know that you should walk away, you love so hard, give your all and the other person does not care at all. But here you are still trying. Loving the wrong person will hurt you to your core. Being everything to them while hurting yourself, along with your mental and rational thinking out the door. It will have you questioning yourself all the time. Wondering if you are good enough. But of course, when you love someone, you will try your hardest to make it work and go the distance. You feel like you shouldn’t give up on them. Loving the wrong person can take away your smile and maybe lower your self-esteem; loving the wrong person can take a lot of you. You might feel like you will never love again. You are scared that it will happen again.
I feel I can speak on this subject somewhat because I have been there and was left feeling lost and hurt. I was in so much pain because I thought it was forever with this person (Silly Me). A reason why I am so guarded now. That feeling of being scared to fall in love again. I was loving the wrong damn person, and it had cost me. Yes, I am still healing from it and learning to deal with the issues and be okay no matter what. Loving the wrong person is so damn draining. Please, people, pay attention to those red flags that arrive; do not ignore them. Always talk about it to get an understanding. Loving the wrong person made me more aware, cautious, guarded, and distant. Though with all of that I do wish to love again and find someone special. Where I am for them, and they are for me.
Feel free to use this as a writing prompt if you like? What do you think of this topic?
Just thinking! Maybe Venting!
Have you been there before? How did you deal with it?
Have a good one!
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤
Thank you for reading.
That feeling of being unwanted
Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out
When all I hear is
We don’t want you
You don’t belong
Unwanted
Hearing them loud and clear
Hear it in my mind
Hear it in my heart
Unwanted
I question myself constantly
Is it how I look?
Is it how I talk? Or act?
Unwanted
Feeling unheard, hidden
Feeling misunderstood at times
Thinking how can I be better
For them
Unwanted
Alone
No one by my side
Walking that lonely road
That feeling all my life
Unwanted
That feeling of no love
Thinking would it always be this way?
Is there something wrong with me
Unwanted
And searching for
Someone to hear me, see me and
Love me
In this world of chaos
Just unwanted
That feeling that I don’t like.
-Unwanted-
Blessings and Love
Thank you for reading.
More by Ray’Elaine
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Feelings and thoughts of can I be in love?
I Love the way he makes me feel
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
An understanding love
He gets me, and speaks to me with respect
His care for me and mine for him
It’s a
Love I Never Had
Trusting
Blushing
Feeling appreciated
It’s really a
Love I Never Had
Sometimes makes me wonder
I pause, I’m not too sure
All in my head
Thinking it can’t be real
A love I never had
Believing in me, my dreams
Our future
Encourage me to keep going
Even when I don’t want to, he won’t let me sink
His kind words and gentle voice
Love of gentleness
It’s really a
Love I never had
Feeling safe and secure, wanted
Feel it in my spirit, my heart, in my body
Needing more and more
It’s a
Love I Never Had
He is constantly on my mind
Damn, Day and night
Fighting with me through my pains speaks love to me
He says he cares, he loves me
Me hoping I’m what he needs, what he wants
A soul-to-soul love
A Love I don’t want to fade, want to last forever
Damn, feelings and emotions are all over the place
Still though
It’s a love I Never Had!!!
Blessings and Love!
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Riding, navigating the waves
As they come
Staying away from the edge of the cliff
Ride the wave!
Feeling fine, music and fun all around
I dance, I pound, celebrate
On this wave
My world, my time
Riding and navigating
I rise!
Through it
Waves and all!
Blessings and Love
I close my eyes and breathe in deep
A fragrant blend that brings me peace
The scents of vanilla, lavender, and sweet
Sugar cookies that make my heart skip a beat
Vanilla, oh, how I adore
Your sweet and creamy allure
A scent that takes me back in time
To childhood memories oh so divine
Lavender, you calm my soul
With your soothing scent, I feel whole
Aromatherapy at its best
Relaxation is put to the test
Sugar cookies, oh, how you tempt
My senses are on full attempt
The sweet aroma fills the air
A scent that’s impossible to compare
Vanilla, lavender, and sugar cookies
The heavenly scents are hard to overlook
I’ll cherish the smells always
My favorite fragrances fill my heart and soul to the core.
Do you have a favorite fragrance? What is it?
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
This heart is guarded,
Afraid to give and receive love
Scared to open up
To expose these vulnerabilities.
The fear of being hurt
Of being left broken and shattered
Dismissed, unwanted
It holds me back from taking risks
From letting someone in.
Yet deep down
There is a longing for connection
For a love that is pure and true
A love that can heal and mend.
So, this heart is guarded
Continues to search and yearn
Hoping one day I will find
The courage to take the leap
And give and receive love fearlessly
But, Damn
My heart is still guarded……
Blessings and Love! 🖤🤎💙💛💗💚🧡💜🤍❤️
Thank you for reading.
My Heart Guarded
IF you have a dream you have to work at it. Take the steps to make it come true.
Dream big in this big world
Reach for the stars and beyond.
Dream big and have faith and strength that you can do it
Dream Big!
Blessings and Love!
Thank you for reading.
Inspiration!!! Dream BIG!!!
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